Chapter 014

Todoroki's POV

Im laying on the roof, trying ro clear my thoughts, Dabi left without telling me where he went... It's frustrating. I wonder how Midoriya and Bakugo are doing... It's not like they'd care that I left. That hatred in their eyes, they'll never forgive me, I fucked up big time...

We all fuck up Icyhot, the point is to get up and fix the shit we've done idiot.

I can't... Not this time, I remember how Midoriya hated Shigaraki... He probably wants me to die in agony as well. He looked so irresistible that night... WHY COULDN'T I FUCKING HOLD MYSELF. It's all my fucking fault.

"I tought you said Midoriya was the one that mumbled." He said in an angry tone.

"Yeah.. And don't mention him around me please... I can't bare-"

"What you fucking did?" He says now shouting at me.

I look at him confused. How could he know!? I never told him about what happened that night.

"W-what are you talking about!?"

"I visited him, he's broken because of you. He's fucking pissed for sure, told me he never wanted to see you again... To go to hell..." he said almost spitting it out at my face.

"I know he hates me... I hate myself."

I look behind me, the edge is super close.

"But he lied"

I look at him confused.

"He misses you, when he said he hated you, tear came out with pheromones, sad pheromones, your not sad when you hate someone. When he said go to hell... He shaked his head no... He somehow fucking miss your ass. And its tearing him apart you fuck!" He said angrily.

"I can't, it would be too risky... I still love Midoriya... And as long as I have a chance... I can't take the ris-"

"Bakugo already marked him."

My eyes widdens... I was hoping deep down that he wouldn't, that I would always have my chance... Even after what I did, but now, I kinda felt relieved.

"I'm glad... He wont be in danger of being taken by force again..."

Dabi looks down, he know what I'm referring to...

"Anyways... This is for what you did." He says before grabing my neck and smashing me against the ground.

"FUCK! That hurted like bitch!" I yelled after spitting blood out.

"Now go to him and apologize. He deserves to be happy you dick." Dabi said before leaving into the building.

I sat there for what seemed to be an eternity... Should I even... I can't just walk in there and talk to him can I?

3 weeks later...

Im outside Midoriya's favorite clothes store... He loves it here even though everything is so pricey... I go to enter when I spot them. Midoriya's wearing Bakugo's hero costume... Shit I can't meet him now! I'm not ready... I run and hide behind the building, they come out and start walking, so I follow at a distance, Midoriya seems cold but Bakugo doesn't notice. I sent a cold breeze at Bakugo, hoping he'll look at Midoriya, bingo he did and passed him his coat. Shit, Midoriya sneezed, I think he catched a cold anyways. We seperate as they head to the dorms... How I miss training with them almost every day.

I lay behind a tree, I can't be seen from the street where I'm laying because of bushes hiding the tree base. I slowly drift to sleep.

The next day.

Today is sunday, I don't know if they'll come out again or not. I sit here and snooze while I wait. I suddenly wake up and smell a familiar scent, I open my eyes as I almost scream.

Midoriya's POV

Yesterday was weird... I felt followed, I slide out of Kacchans grip and place my coat on and walk outside. Most of the leaves are gone now, everything looks like it's dying, Ha... I can relate. I continue my walk till Im outside of the school gate. Weird, I don't feel watched anymore. I sniff the air. My eyes widens, I know this familiar scent, I could never forget, I start runing towards a tree that is hidden behind bushes, I pass the bushes and go behind the tree, I lift my hand to my mouth, It's him! Laying against the tree sleeping is Todoroki he doesn't look the same but I can tell. I start to cry, letting out my scent a little by accident. He jumps and looks up at me scared. I don't think he intended on me finding him.

"M-Midoryia!?" He stutters out.

"Todoroki, are you really here?" I say crying and unsure if I'm dreaming.

"I can go if its a prob-" he says starting to get up.

I reach for his hand and pull him into a hug.

"WHY DID YOU FUCKING LEAVE!? DO YOU HAVE AN IDEA OF HOW SAD AND ANGRY IT MADE ME!? I WAS ANGRY AT YOU AT FIRST BUT THEN YOU DISAPEARD WITHOUT A TRACE! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME!? I FUCKING MISSED MY BESTFRIEND!" I said as waterfalls came down my cheeks.

"Is that... R-really how you feel?" He says, now crying as well.

"OF COURSE THAT'S HOW I FEEL TODOROKI! I NEVER HATED YOU I JUST COULDN'T!" I said squeezing him harder into the hug, hoping he'd never go again.

"I'm sorry to have made you suffer like this." He says placing his hand on my neck to pull the hug closer.

"AH!" I screamed as it zapped the both of us.

"Oh shit sorry, I forgot I can't touch that place..." he said nervously giggling.

But I wasn't laughing, I fell on the ground as my body sent pain and scared pheromones.

(When an omega is marked, if another alpha touches the mark, it'll hurt the omega and send a powerfull distress signal to the alpha, if it's a new mark, it can sometime cause paralysis in the omega due to the pain)

"Shit Midoriya I'm so sorry-" he says to me genuinely.

"R.. Run... Todo... roki...." I manage to say as my body trembles in pain.

"I'M NOT LEAVING YOU HERE LIKE THIS!" He says as he sits down next to me.

"You don't... get it... Kacchan will-"

I see him pop behind Todoroki, boiling with anger as he grabs Todoroki by the back of the neck.

"You fucker. And just what in the actual fuck makes you think you can hurt my little omega, you filthy villain!?" He said, clearly misunderstanding the situation.

"Bakugo you got it wrong."

He looks at the now black hair Todoroki. He blinks a couple of times before dropping him in shock.

"ICYHOT!?"

"Long time no see Bakugo..." he says, slightly depressed.

"Wait, what happened then?" He says, willing to listen to Todoroki's story since I was in too much pain to explain.

Todoroki explained the exact situation from when I found him to when he touched the mark by accident. Kacchan lowers down and gently rubs my mark, making my body relax. He then picked me up, and looked at Todoroki with a soft expression.

"I dont hate you... Anymore... Just don't fuck this last chance I am willing to give you half and.. wait that's not gonna work anymore... I'll stick with Icyhot..." He says smiling before walking to the school gate.

"You coming!?" Me and Kacchan yell at Todoroki who's shocked we invited him.

We all pass the gate together, preventing it from detecting Todoroki. We walked in the dorms and went to our room where Kacchan layed me. He looks at me for a second and touches my forehead.

"Fuck you have a fever Deku." He says going to the bathroom to grab wet cloths to keep me cool.

"God my head hurts..." I whine as Todoroki pulls out something from his pockets.

"I got alot of headaches lately, so here... Take one, it's advils..." he said handing me a small red pill.

Kacchan comes back with wet cloth and a glass of water. I swallow the pill with the water and then Kacchan sits next to me as he places the cloth on my forehead. He pets my head gently as I start to to breath faster.

"I think he's getting worst Bakugo..." Todoroki said worried.

"Yeah we went on a walk outside so I think he caught something yest-"

"I know... Im the one that sent a chill down your spine so you could notice him freezing." He says blushing.

"So your the one that was following us..  I could feel we we're watched but couldn't see who it was..." he says now playing with my hair.

I couldn't keep my thoughts clear anymore, and so I slowly became delirious.

Bakugo's POV

I try to calm Deku down with pheromones, he seems to be getting worst indeed, his body heat keeps rising, it's really worrying.

"Kacchan... I want my... Pups to look... like you.. " says mumbling.

I hear Icyhot trying to hold his laughter. But I'm getting even more worried.. I wanna go get the nurse... But I can't bring myself to let Deku alone with Icyhot... Not after last time, and I can't let him go get her because he's a wanted villain now...

"Fuck what do I do!?" I mumble to myself.

I cant help but worry more as Deku's pheromones starts to leak out. It's not fear, or lust, or calm... it's pain... He whine louder as his het gets worst and he starts to pant. I start to wonder what week we're on, I look on the calendar, his heat would be next week, so why is he acting like this. I look at Icyhot who did the same as I did, we look at eachother worried, because Deku definitely isn't on heat, and neither of us are on rut to force a heat on him. Worrying because of the fear that creeped on us as he got worst again. I stand up and lift Deku, this cant go on...

"Im going to the nurse... If your worried of getting caught just stay here." I said before runing towards the school.

When I arrive at the nurse office, she looked at the calendar, probably looking for what I did the first time, she faces me again with worry as she came to the same conclusion I did... This isn't his heat's doing. I lay him on the bed as she examines him. She calms down and smiles at me.

"Relax Bakugo, he just has a bad flu... He'll be fine once the fever goes down, here take this medicine and give it to him for 3 times a day. He should recover within 2 days. A cold bath will help with the fever. Also, long time no see Mister Todoroki." She says to Icyhot who followed us.

"Im glad to know he's okay... I'll be going back to the Crimson dawn... I'll see you guys again some other time." He says before leaving.

I feel Deku wiggle in my arms before looking confused.

"What's the Crimson dawn?" He asked me.

"It's the group of vigilantes Dabi created. How did you forget?" I say slightly worried.

"I didn't wanna know... So I didn't know about them." He says before chewing on my shirt.

I thank the nurse and walked to our dorm. I locked the door and entered the bathroom. Once he was fully undressed, I opened the cold water,  making sure there was still a bit of heat in it not to completely freeze him. I place him in the bath when he started to scream.

"KACCHAN IT'S COLD IT HURTS! LET ME OUT PLEASE IT HURTS." He cries out.

My heart hurts, hearing him beg to stop hurting him, even tho it's for his own good. He tries to move around, but his body is too weak. He stops trying and stand still in the cold water. Once his temperature had dropped considerably, I pulled him out and into my arms, he was trembling and crying. He was even begging me to not put him back in there. I kissed his forehead and dressed him up before giving him his meds. It was a box with 6 syringes. Deku hates syringes, he see's me pull one out and flinches, tears coming down his face, I accidentally make eye contact and that's when he begged his heart out.

"I'LL BE A GOOD OMEGA, YOU CAN DO ALL YOU WANT TO ME! YOU CAN HIT ME, SCRATCH ME, BITE ME, KNOT ME ALL YOU WANT, JUST DON'T STICK THAT THING INTO MY ARM PLEASE! ALPHA!" He begged with his eyes staring right into mine.

"It's okay Deku, it's just a small needle, you've had much worst didn't you?" I say sending calm pheromones to relax him as I barely manage to control myself.

He nods, softly sniffing, he looks down and pulls his arm out reluctantly. I smile and kiss the spot before disinfecting its with an medical napkin soaked in alcohol. I then count to 3 and insert the syringe. He flinches and cries again, but he doesn't resist. I continue sending pheromones to keep him from panicking. I remove the syringe and place a plaster on the tiny wound, he looks up at me and jumps at me with a hug, sniffing me crazy and chewing on my shirt. His eyes we're still full of tears, but he had calmed down. We then both got up and layed in bed till we felt asleep.

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I woke up and looked at the clock, it was 2 pm. I move Deku who's still sleeping. It makes it much easier this way. I repeat the steps I did earlier and inject the product in his other arm. He surprisingly doesn't wake up, I get worried and touch his forehead, the fever is climbing up again. I get up and prepare another cold bath. I hear a tud and some whining, when I checked to see what had happened, he was crawling out of the room. I stoped the water and ran to catch him, I wasn't too happy about him and sended angry pheromones, making him cry and tremble. Of course I regretted it instantly and pulled him into a hug. He grabbed onto me like his life depended on it. I manage to undress him but he wouldn't let go, so I growled and undressed myself I climbed in the tub. Fuck! It was indeed kinda cold, but there was still some heat in the water. I kneeled down as Deku started to shake, I layed him down in the water, me on top of him a he squeezed me more to stay out of the water. I groaned as I went in the water fully with him. He wasn't happy about it but finally letted go and drifted to sleep. I was still laying on top of him since he was the only warm thing in the damn bath. We got out 2 hours later, after his fever finally went down again. At that point I was cold, he wasn't so I didn't care much. We layed in bed, for some reason, I couldn't stop shaking, so Deku who was still pretty warm remove both of our clothes, layed on me and placed our blanket on top. The nerd was slowly warming me up when we drifted softly to sleep.

2 hours later...

Me and Deku we're still sleeping both naked under the blanket when a sudden loud noise was heard, waking us both. It sounded like our door slaming so we looked over and saw a confused Shitty hair that was sweating crazy. Deku shaked me so I looked at him, he was holding his nose and slowly heating back up.

"He's in rut..." he wispered to me.

I was panicking, Deku was literally naked on me... I reached for the mask that I had place in the nightstand, I placed it on Deku and hid him on my side as I faced my back to Shitty hair. He looked over at us and understood what I was doing he climbed into his bed and hid under the covers.

"I don't know... Why you guys... Are naked, but just go change... And leave... I wont look." He says panting.

We did as he told us, grabbed Deku's meds and left the room, I was carying Deku in my arms when I felt his stomach growl.

"Katsuki, I want food please." He said almost crying.

I jumped at him calling my first name... He hadn't eaten today since he was sick, so he probably was starving. I sit him on a chair in the kitchen, gave him his meds, and then started cooking. I saw his tail and ears appear as he smelled what I was cooking.

"KATSUDON!" He screams as his tail wagged.

The kitchen was next to the common room, and some of our classmates we're in there and laughed at Deku's excitement. I finished cooking and we ate the food. I looked at Deku who looked confused.

"Deku what's wro-"

Before I could even finish  he putted his hand on his mouth and ran to the bathroom. I followed him and saw him puke the food he just had...

"Did I fuck the food up or something?" I asked nervously giggling.

Deku looked at me serious, giving me a bit of worry.

"No... The food was delicious, I don't know, maybe it's my flu doing this." He said not to confident in what he said.

We shrugged it off and went back to the kitchen where Deku ate some crackers. He was clearly upset to have wasted the Katsudon. We went in the common room where most of the class was getting ready to watch a movie.

"Can we join you guys?" Deku asked.

Denki got all excited and patted a spot next to him that had been freed up recently by Shirty hair leaving. Mina came up to Deku and asked how he was going since we weren't hanging out with them as much anymore. I could see Sero glancing at Midoriya here and there but ignored it. We all sat down as they chose to watch Unhinged. The movie was basically a murderer who went on a rampage after this woman who honked at him. The movie was awfully violent, the woman seeked help at a gas station where a nice guy tried to help her by telling the murderer to back off, the crazy guy pushed the nice man in the road, that guy was intantly hit my a truck, even I flinched... When he stabbed the womans bestfriend in the neck with a fork, Deku screamed and hid in my chest. He couldn't watch it anymore, I rubbed his back, trying to calm him down as even I had trouble watching it. The one that got me was when the womans brother was holding a knife to protect himself from the crazy man who held his fiance hostage, the crazy man than pushed the girl repeatedly on the knife her fiance held until she died... At that point I picked Deku up and left. I could imagine myself in his placed and felt like I was dying. We arrived in our room, still shocked by the movie we we're watching, Deku put the mask on and we went to bed. I had awful nightmares that night.

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