Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Bright POV

After Gulf storm off my house, I just sigh heavily and looking on my lap not braves enough to look at my parents and Gulf's parents. "I am sorry, I do have a lover but I don't want to break this engagement just yet because I don't know what's my feeling towards Gulf is. I promise after I sort everything out and I will give my answer." I said that to my father about my decision.

My father gets up and said "You better sort this out soon. This is not just your heart on the line; there is Gulf and your lover too. Make the right decision; don't let your ego and jealousy make your heart and your head cloudy and blind." He pats my shoulder and lead Gulf's parents to the door.

After Gulf's parents leave my parent's house, I walk up to my room that was on the second floor of my parent's house to pack up my things to go back to my apartment. I was in the middle of packing my stuff when Win called me asking when I will be home and he also ask about the meeting. I said I will tell him after I arrive there.

After finish packing, I went down stairs to tell my parents that I'm going back to my place. My father reminds me to sort this out as soon as possible and I just nod to him. I kiss my mother's cheek and hug my father.

On the way back to my apartment, I keep seeing Gulf face. Is he always that beautiful and cute? I never feel he is cute or beautiful before but today he looks different? I don't know but damn he is beautiful today. His beauty was so mesmerizing that I keep staring at his face from time to time.

*sigh* "Why can't I get your beautiful face out of my mind Gulf? Why?? I always hate him, so why now? Why? Fuck!!!" I keep on mumbling and cursing like this until I reach the parking lot of my apartment building. After I arrive in front on my apartment, I open the door and was shock when Win jump on me. He is clinging on me like a koala, it was so cute.

"Welcome home and I miss you so much." Win said as he peck my lips and smiling so brightly. He is so cute like a bunny, I love every side of Win, I really do but the image of Gulf still remain in my head maybe because the guilt for making Gulf unhappy all those years or I have started to feel something towards Gulf. *sigh* I am sooooo tired right now.

I broke the hug and tell Win I want to take a quick shower, he said okay, then I kiss his cheek and ruffle his hair. He looks more cute with his red cheeks now, such a fluffy, squishy, little bunny. 'I wonder if Gulf would blush like this if I do this to him' Wait what? Fuck! What am I thinking? I curse in my head till I can't even think of any other curse word other than fuck as I went to my bathroom.

After I'm done showering and already wearing my clothes. I go to the kitchen and see that my little fluffy bunny is cooking. I go near him, hug him from behind and whisper to his ear "What are you cooking baby?"

He was a bit surprise and answered, "Your favorite." I hug him even tighter and put my chin at his shoulder.

"Bright are you okay?" Win ask.

I answered "Yeah, I'm okay just tired that's all".

"You sure?" Win ask again and I just nodded.

When we were having dinner, Win told me about his weekend and asks about mine. I answer his entire question but I leave the 'I am still engaged with Gulf because I'm not sure about my feeling part' and I'm maybe confuse but not stupid.

After dinner, we are getting ready for bed because we both have early morning class tomorrow.

"Bright?" Win called me with his sweet tone as he was in my arm.

"Yes baby? What is it?" I answered

He said again "You know I love you right? And I can't live without you?"

I smiled and kiss his forehead and said, "I love you too and I too cannot live without you." Win smiled at my answer and snuggle even deeper in my arm.

To be honest, I do love Win and deep in my heart, I don't want to hurt him nor do I want to lose him. Win is my life but Gulf is a part of my life also *sigh* I kiss Win forehead one last time and went to sleep.

3rd Person POV

The sun is shining so brightly today, the birds are chirping happily and the atmosphere is just perfect for a wedding. From a distance there is a guy standing nervously at the end of the wedding aisle. Waiting for his beloved to come to stand in front of him saying their vows and I do's, so that they can be officially married to each other.

The guy take a deep breath and try to calm his beating heart down but then when he turn at the end of the aisle he smiled instantly because he saw his beloved walking towards him with a smile that was so bright on his face but the man was confuse a little because his beloved doesn't have that bunny smile on his face. It's more like a bright and dimple kind of smile but he still can't put his finger on who it was.

When his beloved is already standing in front of him, the priest suddenly said "Let's begin the ceremony, do you Mr. Bright Vachirawit Chiwaaree take Mr. Gulf Kanawut Traipipattanapong to be your husband?" When the man heard his beloved's name he was shock and when he was trying to give the answer to the priest, he feels that something got stuck in his throat.

He was sweating heavily, his heart was beating so fast that he thinks he is having hyperventilation and he feel that he was falling and suddenly all of it becomes black.

Bright wake up from his sleep, he was sweating and panting, and then he realizes it was just a dream. He directly looks at his side and he release a relief breathe when he saw Win there.

Then he hold Win even tighter in his arms, he curse in his mind saying ' Why the fuck i dream of such a scenario? Me married to Gulf? Fuck!' He look at Win again who was sleeping so peaceful likes an angle, he analyses every inch of Win's face with full of love, kiss his forehead again and goes back to sleep.

- End of Chapter 17 -

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