Chapter 1:The scum god of doctor

"Ah!"

"Phew! Phew!"

A mountain city.

Cotton mill community.

This is an old residential area with four parallel buildings, each of which is seven stories high and belongs to the most typical old-style architecture style in the past.

A small room in the corner of the top floor of Unit 3, Building 2.

On the bed.

A figure.

It kept rolling over,He made unconscious sounds of "ho-ho" from time to time, showing great pain.

After a long time,

The painful sound disappears.

The room fell into a dead silence.

The person in the bed also lost breath and died.

Suddenly,

A cry of "Ah!" seemed to have exhausted all his strength, with a sense of extreme panic and despair.

The person in the bed suddenly sat up,

He was breathing heavily, his chest heaving, and he was constantly panting.

The expression of panic and confusion on his face could not dissipate for a long time!

For a long time.

Only gradually did a clear sense of consciousness return to his eyes, which were filled with chaos and despair.

"Qingxuan!"

"No, Qingxuan! Please stay alive. I was wrong. Please don't die!!"

The first moment Jiang Chu regained her self-awareness, she subconsciously shouted hysterically.

He stretched out his hands like crazy, as if he wanted to stop something.

Suddenly, the surroundings aroused his new attention.

"Where am I?"

Jiang Chu looked confused!

At this moment, he couldn't help but look around again.

In the room.

What caught my eye were several old and badly worn wardrobes.

And a double spring bed with myself half-sitting on it.

Besides, there was nothing else in the room.

The first impression is that the house is bare.

- Poverty, no, destitution!

Only on the windowsill, there were several pots of rose flowers, and at this moment, several pink rose flowers were in full bloom.

Only these things seemed to bring a sense of beauty and hope to this poor and barren home.

But that's all.

The line of sight moves to the bedside table, where a worn calendar is placed.

Seeing the date above, Jiang Chu was struck by lightning!

April 18th, 2000!

He seriously doubted that this house had not been inhabited for a long time, and still used a calendar that was more than 20 years old!

"Where is this?

Why is it so familiar?"

Jiang Chu felt a splitting headache and tried to recall:"Should I take more than a dozen PhD and master's students to do research on quantum medical technology in the laboratory?"Yes, yes! As long as this technology is successful, cancer can be completely cured!

"How did it appear here?"

"Ah!"Another sound of a splitting headache.

Jiang Chu's memories came back like a tidal wave, pounding his brain.

"No!"

Wait a minute!

Suddenly, Jiang Chu seemed to have thought of something.

I remember now!

He clapped his head.

"Suddenly, there was an explosion in the laboratory. The huge blast wave directly lifted me up and threw me down from the 18th floor!"

"Eighteenth floor? Even if you have the luck to win the first prize in the lottery, I'm afraid that you should be thrown to death on the spot!"

"But now"

Jiang Chu thought for a moment and found it hard to accept the reality in front of him.

He unconsciously squeezed his arm hard.

A sharp pain came, reminding him that he wasn't dreaming!

"Am I born again?"

At this moment,Jiang Chu suddenly realized,I have been reborn!

And here, this is the home he remembers from more than 20 years ago!

As the sight moves again.

Jiang Chu's gaze fixed on the wall.

There was a wedding photo hanging there.In the photo, a young couple were leaning on each other, smiling sweetly. Especially the girl's smile, sunny and radiant, just one look was like drinking honey, sweet!

"This..."

Jiang Chu was stunned.

The whole person even forgot the great excitement brought by the rebirth.

His gaze was fixed on the child's face in the photo, and he refused to move.

He didn't dare blink again!

As if afraid that all of this would turn into a bubble of dreams in a blink of an eye.

"Qingxuan!"

The sound comes from the heart and is involuntarily excited!

He will never forget the most important woman in his life! Even if I die, even if I am reborn, I will still remember it in my mind and never forget it!

"This is the house that I rented with Qingxuan right after I got married! "

The wedding photo on the wall,It's a photo of myself and Ye Qingxuan!

Looking at the woman in the photo and the face that she would never forget in her memory, Jiang Chu's heart was bleeding, and her heart felt so painful!

Ye Qingxuan! his own wife,The woman I love most! It was also the origin of his endless guilt, regret, self-blame, chagrin, and remorse in the second half of his life!

He hated himself!He wished he could be punished by being cut to pieces, crushed bones and scattered ashes!

If everything could be done again.He would rather sacrifice everything for the sake of the woman who loved him to the bone and could obtain true happiness!

He was ashamed of her! He hated himself!

He hated and regretted!

The previous life.Originally, Jiang Chu successfully entered the general surgery department of Shancheng Hospital after graduation and became a surgeon.

At the same time, she also got married with Ye Qingxuan, who had been in love with her for four years.

Everyone believed that he would have a brilliant and glorious life, which was about to begin.

But unexpectedly,During an emergency rescue, Jiang Chu was sprayed with blood from a patient who was bleeding heavily.

The blood sprayed all over Jiang Chu's body, face, eyes, mouth, and neck!

The unique taste of blood, and the patient's unwilling eyes staring at Jiang Chu before dying, all of these things had created a deep shadow in Jiang Chu's heart!

Since then, Jiang Chu has fallen into a problem: fainting from blood!

And no matter how much training, effort, overcoming, or avoidance, it is simply useless.

There is no relief for the symptoms of fainting from blood!

And it's getting worse.As a doctor.

This is definitely a terrible news!

It is a catastrophic blow!

Every time I get on the operating table,As long as I see the blood spilling out of the wound and the unique smell of blood filling the air,Jiang Chu would shiver all over.Even shortness of breath, rapid heartbeat, and sweating.Until the whole person is completely out of control and finally faints!

The situation of fainting from blood occurred.

Once!

Twice!

It's always like this!He fell into despair.

Not only that, because of this problem, the department director who had been very optimistic about him and took great care of him gradually became disappointed, and even eventually disgusted!

"Jiang Chu is finished!"

This is the unanimous view of everyone around.

What's worse, they think he has been ruined in his life and has no value, and they are full of sarcasm, ridicule, and contempt towards him!

And Jiang Chu himself has become the biggest joke in Shancheng Hospital!

For a young doctor with passion and ambition, all of this seemed like the world had turned into a boundless darkness.

Originally, Jiang Chu could be transferred to internal medicine, which has much less blood exposure than surgery.

Unfortunately, Jiang Chu, who was young and inexperienced, did not understand the ways of the world and did not adapt flexibly, falling into misery because of her own experiences.

The dean of the department, who was deeply offended by Jiang Chu, would not let Jiang Chu leave!

Once the bad nature of people is magnified, it is even more terrifying than ghosts.

Human nature is cold, and the world is fickle.

Under the stimulation of the strange looks and gossip of the people around him, coupled with the enormous psychological pressure burden he carries all the time, and the despair of not seeing a future, he gradually becomes lost and twisted.

If you don't understand the rules of the workplace, you will encounter obstacles everywhere.

Until, he has inadvertently offended everyone, especially the department head, who eventually treated him like an enemy due to the gossip and incitement of others.

The inner torment and the surrounding pressure have caused Jiang Chu's personality to undergo tremendous changes.

He became increasingly radical and irritable.

As the situation intensified, Jiang Chu chose to escape.

He didn't want to go to work anymore, and he drank heavily every day, trying to numb himself with alcohol.During this process, he also became addicted to gambling, indulged himself, and even began to mix with other gamblers and scum.

But!

Ye Qingxuan never gave up encouraging and comforting her husband

She tolerates him, encourages him, comforts him, and supports him.

A woman, in this way, alone and strong, holds up a family.She just hopes that he can come out of adversity and rebuild his confidence!

Return to the original high-spirited, ambitious boy who can point the way and have lofty ambitions.

However, Jiang Chu at that time was completely ungrateful.

Ye Qingxuan's words of comfort and encouragement were painful stimuli to him.

He doesn't want to face it!

I just want to escape!

I even feel that this damned woman is hurting and irritating me again and again!

Gradually!

Jiang Chu believes that he is incompetent and that his wife will look down on him.

The strong sense of self-esteem caused him, as a man, to fall into extreme contradictions. 

The attitude towards Ye Qingxuan has also completely changed into a completely different and irascible way!

Jiang Chu began to refuse to communicate with Ye Qingxuan.

Until it developed into a quarrel.After countless quarrels.

It turned into a hands-on!

That time.

He hit her.

The whole person was hysterical, like a sick and ugly madman, smashing countless things in the house.

And beat Ye Qingxuan to a bloody pulp,She left a mess of broken wine bottles, glass shards, and broken table legs until she fell into a coma, and then gradually stopped.

That night, after waking up, Ye Qingxuan sat in the living room, not sleeping all night, only tears.

That night, Jiang Chu hid in his bed, crying like a child, no, a waste, shedding tears of regret and humiliation.

Sometimes, people are just one step away from the abyss.Taking the first step is often a fatal mistake.

With the first time, there will be countless times!

Gradually, Ye Qingxuan changed from the original innocent and charming girl with a beautiful smile.

She became silent and cautious.

The sweetness on her face disappeared completely from that day onwards.

The person who destroyed this sweetness was Jiang Chu, who had become a dead dog and a waste of energy, living on alcohol, with unkempt hair and no desire to progress.

From that day on, as long as she did anything that Jiang Chu was not satisfied with, he would frequently curse and even unleash his fists and kicks.

Emotions are on top.I will smash everything in sight in the whole house!Even the neighbors around him wished they could move away immediately, and didn't want to live on the same floor with such a beast.

The rope always breaks at the thin part, and the nightmare of life has just begun.

Jiang Chu's mother also fell ill suddenly and has been bedridden ever since...