This is Me

I have no one left to trust with my deep secret, I have suffered a lot between being the real me, the known me & everyone else want me to be.

I have multiple Characters who are living my dream and latterly whatever I have dreamt of, wanted to be, my history, my friends, my tribe, my social accounts. All gone.. disappeared I have tried to hold myself up and just complete whatever is left in my life, however my self-esteem became zero, I am just trapped between believing that I am a human who has dignity and my fear of losing myself.

I hate that my twin sister always worries that she might lose me, I have been a burden on her and her Family, I hate that I spend my whole life hiding my true self afraid that exposing myself and my story will cause more damage to whoever knows me.