Chapter 1

The night was snowy. I was walking down the street line, staring onto the mighty sky. The brows I had was furious in anger, although the season was cold, I couldn't seemed to calm myself down.

Yesterday, I confessed a confession to woman called Rose and got myself rejected. That fucking bitch was so full of herself. I only confessed to her in order to get close to her best friend Ruru, and yet she mockingly rejected my humble offer… If not for the fact that she's the closest friend Ruru had, I would have slapped her cheeks that time.

Even though a whole day has already passed, the memory of it was engraved into my mind. One of these days, I swear, I'll freaking murder the bitch out of her and break her mentality to pieces. As usual, the night was solitude in loneliness it's emitting. The moon was standing opposite of my position, and I could feel the closure on both of us.

I loved staring onto the moon in every night…

Calm and gleaming in beauty, I praised inwardly towards it's beauty as I found myself sitting atop a bench, just to praise it's presence.

Since I was a child, I had a dream of an arrogant bastard who's so selfish to the bone. His arrogant figure on my mind was so selfish that often times, I even pitied him. In the past, the person on my dream had fallen deeply in love with a jade beauty, however since he was a coward, he couldn't confessed his feelings.

The feelings he had towards her was genuinely real, yet he could only watch from afar. He had thought that seeing her from distance was fine to him, but that changed when a figure he didn't expected to come, came forward and stole the heart of the one he's been longing for, in just a short period.

It broke his heart so much that using all the connections he had from his family, he tried hiring a professional assassin to eliminate the threat. Unfortunately, from every assassin's he had sent, none has came back alive. He had guessed that it was all because of the bastard who stole his woman.

When he tried confronting the man whom trying to steal his woman in front of him, the man humiliated him and beaten him up into pieces. In fears of death, the man never showed himself again, and left to venture alone deep the woods. After that dream, the dreams I had regardless of that man's life never came knocking again.

Although the man was only on his youth period, I've never dreamed about him again. My guesses were he died at the forest. I even felt closure towards the youth in my dreams. Not only was coward just like me, he was also an arrogant person to the core.

I wouln't call myself arrogant, but if the woman I've loved suddenly found a lover, I might have done the same thing.

After returning into my dorm, the lonely room I had entered my view. There were magazines everywhere, and the blanket I had used when I took a rest was still there, hanging into the side.

I dragged my feet elsewhere before arriving into the kitchen. The kitchen I had was a simple one, there was a refrigerator onto the side, and sink where I usually wash the dishes I had. From the side, I took a cup from it's shelter before opening the faucet to pour it over. The water poured down onto the cup I was holding, before the water over flowed the cup, I immediately closed the faucet.

The water was cooled down onto the cup, I could see my figure from it's reflection. The silky crimson haired I had was fallen all over the place, and the face I had was really handsome. Even I sometimes, was amazed of myself. The popularity I had on the academy was much worst to the scum you've might even know, I was treated like a worm since I came from a poor family. The academy held a high praise, it was known to be an academy where only young masters enters, yet I was able to enter the academy. Not only I had the worst attitude than the lowest scum on the academy, I was also treated poorly due to the family I represented.

On the spring, the first day I entered the academy. I had fallen deeply in-love with the idol of our academy. The reason I didn't approached her was because even I know by myself that she doesn't deserved such a lowly creature like I do. All I've wished was the same as the one from my dream. I just wanted to watch her from up close, I've never really planned to had a close relationship with her.