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Felix's Letter to Reko

Reko,

Let me begin by saying I am so glad you are alive after what happened in Forchheim. If you were to have been one of the victims, I don't know if I would have been able to write this letter to you.

I'm sorry to have harmed you. I know you want to go back to Finnland, and I shouldn't have let my focus on doing a task meant for me ever become an excuse to hurt you.

I can see the faint scar on your neck where my knife caught you. Whenever I see that scar, I resist the urge to cry. Sometimes I think about it at night and burst into tears. Any deeper, and...you wouldn't be here.

I did not buy that scarf so you could hide your scar. I bought that scarf because you appeared completely enamored with it, and I wondered if I bought it for you if that would finally bring a smile to your face.

I know everything that happened in Forchheim is my fault. None of it is your fault, and I don't blame you for any of it.