Chapter 2: The future princess.

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"Raven of Astoria"

A nickname given to me by my empire, my people and my family thinking that I might be the brightest child.

Because of my intelligence,elegance,insight everyone loves me. That's why I become ignorant, being proud of the praises I received. I become lacking in every part that a solo hier of throne should have.

I got engaged to the prince of Emberia. A kingdom which can be said to be the same league as ours.

I was happy at first like many other girls thinking of her charming prince even if he turned out to be inconvenient in politics I will assist him, even if he is not loved by it people I will make them love him.

I know I can't say no to my parents' arranged marriage after all I live 15 years of my life in luxury that every girl dreams of. They give me everything , I need in my entire life till now. how could I refuse them.

Day passed after I got married to the kingdom of Emberia i haven't seen my supposed man face for months, from month it turn years I have been locked in his castle for 3 years now.

And what with my marriage? the day i agree to marry I got sent here, there were no party , big events for a marriage of two kingdoms. Did my parents sold me off.

'that can't be right. What am I thinking.'

After 3 years when I turned 18. Some man came and drags me toward a dungeon. There i got locked up again I don't know what is happening to me anymore.

Fears crawled all over me I started to remember my father, my mother, everybody I care about. When suddenly a hand reach out from my back.

Frightened by the sudden sensation I jumped and turned around. what in front of my eyes shocked me to the core.

Astoria dignified queen the beauty, my mother was there, her belly bulging out.... She looks like....

"Mother.... whatt !... what happened to you?"

My hand trembling I reach out to hug her my voice barely audible.

"Aaah raven ! It is.. is really you, really you, my raven, my daughter, hic.... hic.. I amm reallyy sory danial and i cannot protect yu we are unworthy for you to called us mother n father anymore ..hic ..hic.."

Seeing her state of mind raven cannot control herself she also straight up started crying.

After some movement of shading tears she asked her,

"Mom tell me everything ? What has happened to you?"

"That.."

"Tell me" My blood was boiling, my fist was cracking, and blood were dripping out of my palm. I can see it clearly, I can understand what happened to her just by a glance but...

"..but."

"That.. your father and I got tricked by lorance. Was it hypnosis or what I don't know we unwillingly sell you off after you were gone we got our freedom.....

when we regan our memories we demand you back but it was like God has abandoned us.

Crisis' after crisis'.economy, health, production, every thing got bankrupt even the demon beast started attacking and killing on rampage. One thirds of our force got wiped out due to carelessness.

About all that Emberia declared war upon us and we got defeated.

Your father and I got captured and become.... experiment subject.

"... experiment subject..." With a murmured I touched her belly. There was really a soul there, kicking lifely if it was another time i would be happy for her but she she .... And father..to.....

"Hehee... silly what are you imagining in your mind of yours. Demiel didn't get rape it was only m...e...but he..he becomes a lap rat for them he sacrificed thinking they will let me and you go...fool ,he is really a fool. does he think villains will obey codes and conduct?"

* sob..sob...*

"Mother .."

"They took my other 2 children away. They took them away. even if I was force it was still my child they took them away I don't know what happened to them they are but just a month old kid ;"..*hicc hic.."

"Mother .... Please stop I ...I can't hear it anymore mom please.... sleep you much be tired you need some rest right?"

My throat fell dry, tears were streaming down my cheeks. I can't withstand seeing her safering like this..

"Yes I am really tired, I think I can pass on, Now that I have seen you. but.. guilt again surface me if I pass on what will happen to you.... I am scared, I am scared to live anymore and also worry about you for me to pass away. What should I do...?? what should...????"

"I... Am ok mother. yoo..u need to rest sometime, I can handle the consequences later, just close your eyes slowly I can be your pillow come here, yes like that."

Stopping her form continuing further raven give her a lap pillow.

"Raven remember once I said that suicide is a cowardly way to die...but....today I will take back my words....for us women suicide is better than being a slave, if you can't take it anymore or don't have a way out of here anymore just follow me I will be on the other side waiting for you..."

"Umm"That's all I can say to her. Her once proud expression were crumbling infront of my eyes. The women that once had the spirit of Valkyrie had been destroyed completely.

"Ahh what a mother am i advising my daughter to kill herself. will there be a place for me in heaven? "

After several hours my mother got quiet.

I can't hear her breath anymore, it is supposed to be a sad moment for a daughter to witness her mother passed away but deep inside my heart I feel happy for her.

Stocking her head i smiled feeling glad that she passed away. That when I hear the opening of my cell turning around I see some mask man entering through it.

"Aeee did that women finally give out !"

"Tsk I was hoping to give a child today what a waste ."

"Hey why the fk are you being sad ! it was supposed to be my turn you old pedophile."

"On what base are you calling me a pedophile? haah !!"

Hey aren't you around 110 years old? And that women should be around 25 or 30 ...so, guess it yourself? "

"Ohh i don't think that deeply about that haaaaaaha"

"Haaaaaaaa so true haaaa"

"Hee hee hee"

'Those words, those laughs, those voices, they were like spears piercings my heart.

'I want to tear every part of their body and feed them to dogs I want to see there suffer in the endless pit of hell.'

"Haaaaa hey! hey! ahem! stop laughing, you all look. the princess is gearing at us like we are some kind of trash."

"So true haaa ah sorry! sorry!"

Ignoring their sarcasm i demand a question that been in my heart to them.

"Where is my father and my siblings?"

"Puffffft ..... I can't take it any more she call our kids her siblings then are we her stepdad???muhaaaaha"

"Called me daddy princess haa ha aaha ha."

"Enough !!!"

"Umm sorry boss you continue"

'

The man in the middle should be the leader with one word he shut them all.'

"Well princess your father unfortunately passed away while we were experimenting and for your supposed step siblings they are already on the process of mutation you can see them latter.

"Haaa boss don't joke with that face it is hilarious 'suppose step bro haaa'."

"WHAT DO you mean by mutant !!!!"

Ignoring everything they were talking about, what I focused on was my questions. my father was out of his misery, but for the small kids to be the subject of there experiment.

"Hey you don't have to shout at me I can hear you properly.

And of course mutant why do you think we captured you and fuck your mother while experimenting your father."

'i don't want to say it i really don't but '

"Aren't they your offspring! why?why go that far why?"

"Why! because we don't care simple right."

'Ahh now i understand I can't communicate with them anymore They aren't speaking human language anymore just one last question and i think with only my pure rage can burn them all.'

"So what now what are you going to do to me now ?"

'I don't want more information anymore about this country, about my husband, about their identity, I lost everything I have. There is nothing for me to lose anymore.'

"Oh! that? we are going to sacrifice you. you have some divine power in your vein so we brought you here to use you as vessel. Haah it a shame we experiment with both your parents but couldn't find the cause. What a shame. Truly what a shame, tsk ,tsk."

"Vessel yes vessels enjoy being a vessel for our god haaaha"

'Ah! so the power I am feeling now must be what they are talking about!!

if, if I had this power before? if I had known the world more, if I had not been ignorant and devoted my life in knowing more knowledge.'

"Vessel hah so for me to be your god vessel I need to be pure and intake that why you keep me all this time right?"

"Yes, yes, yes, are you willing? you are willing right! after all you are going to be the god vessel."

"Hahahaha so what will your god do if I destroy my body and soul?"

<overheat >

"Let all perish together along with this kingdom."

"Self distruction? Hey stop itttt"

It was only a flash of light after that I have Many regrets including killing the entire kingdom population but not them not one of them I am ready to be scolded by mother for killing many innocent there but it worth it, is it really worth it.

My stress, my rage, my frustration every thing that cramp up till this day got banish alongside this kingdom.

"I die"

The blue sky, the hearth warming scenery of little creatures with wings flying around the gardens.

Various types of flowers, trees, fountains, etc. can be seen but what stand out most is the women playing with 3 children around her.

"Mom?" It was the first word that came out of my mouth.

"Um go kids play with others for a while I need to talk with your sister over there" said the women towards the children.

"Ok mother." Saying so they ran off.

The woman coming closer towards me said, "they grew up fast aren't they?"

"Umm... Are they those...your...?"

"Yes, they are, .....you can talk about your other doubts to me too, dear."

"Are you real ?"

"Um what a simple year complicated questions.

You can say I am real but on the other hand I am your desire."

Surprised by her answer raven asked "What does it meant?"

"Well to put it simply you are being blessed with god. So, your god wants you to be happy so she created us with your disere image."

"So you are not real?"

"..."

"I want to meet that god of mine."

"You can talk to me... think of me as your god."This time it was my turn to be silent.

"What will happen to me now."I have asked this question several times today.

"Haaha well, do you want to go back?"

"Nooo thanks I don't"

"Ok stop there! what I mean is do you want to correct your past mistakes by traveling back in time."

"C...an it really happened!!!" My heart beat fastened if I could go back in time was the only thought I am having now.

"Yes you were selected by your god for a purpose but you fail... sigh this will be your last chance."

" last ??"

"Yeah I reincarnated... I meant god reincarnated you there. On the condition of remembering your past memories slowly if you use your power correctly and you didn't."

And i cannot watch the god subject to die again so I will let you remember your second life memory fully.

Reborn and search for the one, the hero of your life, the salvation of your world, goodbye my dear,

Until we meet again"

"Waii.." there were many questions I wanted to ask her but I got engulf in light suddenly.

"Sigh if she dies again I will be a failure as reincarnation god aaah I have to ask a favor for returning her to past from that god.

Shii who knows what that crazy woman will ask me for as a return favor.

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Tell me , tell me is the starting good ??