Chapter 32 guarding

The coven was still in chaos upon our return. Many of our endeavors in the human aspect of our businesses had been all but disbanded under my brother. I had a lot of work to repair luckily there was a lot still under control. I got help from James as I made him my second in command. I raised his rank within the coven which I was glad he accepted at first, I thought he might laugh me off. For I knew it was a daunting task my own new rank was in itself I was just grateful I had my father's teachings still.

We also held a memorial for his memory upon my return it was a somber day for the coven and our community. For all had held respect for my father even those who had sided with my father had great respect for all he did for us these thousands of years. I was now moved to his office and was reviewing over all that my father had going on. It was more than I expected to handle at once and I was very grateful James and Emily took it upon themselves to help me go over the paperwork and even create a better organizational system for everything.

I also had to create a stronger patrol regimen which I was grateful yet again for our new treaty the wolves agreed to patrol our border during the day periodically to keep an eye out for Griseld or others that could pose a threat to us, especially during the day. Of course, we had our own patrols during the night. We also set up new security systems I now how a camera in every public living space and hallway as well as several on the grounds outside and at our entrances to our territory. This all to guarantee our future safety.

It soon became a month I and Emily held a funeral for our little one as well and created a grave for her which when we weren't together, I knew Emily sneaked off to the gravesite. For when she came back her eyes would be puff and red from crying and her knees dirty and cut on some occasions from the rough ground around the grave. I tried all I could to distract her and cheer her from this pain but soon came to realize there never truly would be one. She would always mourn the loss, but I knew in time, and once I could give her a child that she could finally raise herself that perhaps her soul and heart would heal enough.

I constantly worried about her but I would hear of her keeping herself busy with helping run the mansion with my mother as she was soon to take my mother's duties on and I could tell she was throwing all her energies into this with all of herself full force.

Emily's pov

I knew Samson, my father, and even charlotte worried about me. As I either engrossed myself in the running of the coven my studies as a witch or spent my time talking to my daughter's grave. I was often alone unless I was studying and wanted to only work and nothing more in front of them. Samsons and I thought we slept in the same bed and had made love on several occasions rarely saw each other during our waking hours. We both at fault for I often left him to do his work to learn mine and he left me to my learning with my father. We neither did this purposefully nor wished to but it was what it was.

Knowing he was near was enough for me to not miss him entirely and often I wished only to be alone from all. But I knew that would serve no purpose to wallow in my own self-pity and sadness. I had never been one to let my misfortune ruin me and let me stop fighting to live. Though all that had happened was also still processing in my head. It was overwhelming. On one trip to my daughter's grave, I found my father being slightly secretive. He was looking around cautiously trying to see if anyone was paying him attention and when he decided no one was he quietly and quickly would run to the basements. I found this rather weird, but I shrugged it off.

At least that was until he kept doing this for months. I had slowly stopped visiting my daughter's grave as I found myself more and more work to do in helping the coven run. Charlotte understood when I had finally opened to her how I felt about my child's loss. She opened to me at this point as well about the loss of her other children. She found that what I was doing was exactly what she did. We sat and had a chat after this.

"Emily, I know the difficulty all too well I and Augustus lost many children before and even after Samson. I was grateful to have Samson he was my miracle child I know he regretted being with Griseld he told me once he wished he had waited longer to only have ever been with me but well some men have wilder streaks than others. He told me when we lost our first child that no matter what happened even if we never had a child together he was always going to love me and when Samson was born and he almost lost me he asked me please let Samson be enough I couldn't live without you he said." Said charlotte as she choked, and tears streamed gently down her face as she relived this memory.

We both embraced each other, and I felt even if I never had my mother again in my life, she was a great mother figure. I hugging her and whispered "you're a great mother and I am honored to call you my mother in law" she smiled "oh Emily you would be all a mother could ever ask for your courage and strength are great and you are a wonderful young women I am glad to know you and Samson found each other." I smiled and cried at her word and somehow this conversation gave me exactly what I needed to move forward.

That night when Samson and I retired I turned to him and said "I love you Samson thank you for all you do and have done for me. I wish to make us happy with our own child one day, but I know that today here and now I am just grateful to have you in my life. You gave me a family and my own family back. You are so giving to me I just wish I could give back to you as you have me and I promise you one day to give you a beautiful healthy child when the day comes."

Samson came to me and held me in his arms as tears streamed down his face he then pulled looking at me said: "Even if we never have a child Emily you are my world and all I will ever need I love you." I then kissed him and traces my hands across his jaw and ran my hands through his dark hair/ Thinking on how wonderfully silky it felt I then leaned and kissed his neck I had still yet to mark him, I then looked at him and said make love to me and allow me to mark you tonight. He smiled with a gleam in his eyes and the light in mine reflected his. I stripped him as he did me pulling off our clothes, I trailed kisses across his jaw and down his neck to his chest.

I then decided I would do something I had yet to try. I kissed a trail down his stomach to his cock. It beaded in precum and I licked his tip. Tasting him, he moaned and tried to pull me back to standing gently of course but I ignored it. Instead, I concentrated on licking and cupping his balls and stroking his cock. He moaned and pumped his hips. I slowly took his length into my mouth and gently sucked on him taking him deeper each time his hips started pumping he growled. "enough I want to cum inside you Emily he growled and whined at the same time. I felt I liked this he was begging me, and I decided I wouldn't give in I wanted to taste him I wanted him in every way possible, and as I had yet to fuck him with my mouth. Tonight, I would do just that.

I took him in and out deeper with each time until I took his full length to the back of my throat this cause him to shudder he tried fighting it but when I did it the second time he came into my throat and I pulled him out just enough to taste and swallow his cum. He tasted of strawberries chocolate and salt I moaned as did he. Then he pulled me up to then assault my mouth with his own plunging his tongue in and out of my own as he did this, I replaced my hand on his cock and stroked him once again. He was quick to be semi-hard once more. He pushed me onto my bed then and said "now it's your turn"

I was shocked at his gentle but firm push of me onto the bed. He pushed me up till my hips were on the edge of the bed and he pushed me onto my back raising my knees. Then he placed kisses on my collar bone and trailed kissed down to my breast taking turns fondling and suckling on each breast. Both nipples became hard points they had grown bigger during the short pregnancy fuller if you will. He kneaded and played with the sensitive bud of one while he took the other and suckled causing me to wither under him. As I got more persistent with my squirming her slowly continued trailing his kisses. Going down my stomach peppering it with light feathery kisses till he reached to the top of my Venus mound. I gasped as I realized what he was going to do.

He bent his mouth over my most sensitive place my core and I could feel his breath. I was about to grab him, and he placed his mouth on me just as I reached and grabbed the back of his head taking his hair in my hands. The shock and pleasure stopped me from attempting to pull on his hair instead I was trying to press him deeper he obliged me by plunging his tongue in and out of me then going back to my clit circling it. I cried out in pleasure he kept doing this and started plunging both his finger one at first then two at the same time going back and forth between thrusting in his tongue and his fingers.

The Bliss took hold of me and I cried out and my legs shook in the pleasure. "please" I begged to want to feel him his entire length in me and after a few more movement of the torturous pleasure he obliged me bracing himself over me he placed himself at my entrance. Hovering over my lips he whispered, "I love you always Emily marry me?" I looked at him and saw the determination love and all his emotions in his eye unguarded. I nodded and he slammed all of himself into me it was not gentle in the least, but I love the roughness. "Yes, what Emily tell me?" I could only moan from what he had just done. When I didn't reply he pulled out slowly almost completely his tip barely still in my entrance. "tell me your answer" he said then repeated his actions of slamming himself in me completely pulling out almost completely and pulled out almost all the way again.

"Please" I cried Samson merely chuckled "give me an answer love so I can give you all of me for the rest of our lives." He replied and once again thrust himself fully inside me and then quickly pulling himself completely out this time. It was driving me wild and as he thrust once more into me deeply and hard I cried "yes" he then slammed into me four more times and stopped yet again "yes what?" he was driving me insane with such torture. "Yes what my lovely Amelia?" he looked deep into my eyes a devilish grin on his face I tried to get him to continue but he only pulled further back "yes I love you and will marry you," I said and he then slammed his full length into me again and pumped himself we reached a pace that was a wild frenzy.

He took me hard and rough and yet it was gentle as he was now continuously hitting me g-spot. My climax quickly built and when it hit, I sat fireworks stars and darkness and light all at once. It was the biggest orgasm I had yet and it was amazing I cried Samson's name and screamed from my climax and he kept pumping himself into me staying at the rough pace we had started with till he to shuddered and he came inside me. Laying over me breathing heavily he said "are you pleased with your answer? Because for the rest of our lives you moan and I am yours," and he wiggled a little still inside me causing me to moan once more. Opening my eyes, I looked into his and said "That was quite a proposal and I think I will never change my answer. I wish to be yours for all time I want to marry you." He then kissed me gently and we laid in the bed completely together holding one another. We slowly both drifted to sleep to wake through the day to make love again on and off.