Apology

Idris is sitting on the mango branch near Udin’s bedroom try to kill the time. It’s only 9:30 PM. Udin sleep early today because of the sepak takraw training. He’ll has the tournament this weekend. It’s full moon again. His life become dull now. He hope everything will become better soon. He is putting his life on a line. He didn’t choose normal life but become an apprentice of Hamzah. He didn’t has other choice. He can’t come here anymore. He was guilty. He has to sacrifice something in order to get what he want. Only Hamzah could help him to achieve his goal.

He didn’t held any grudges towards his mother and brother, it’s just he can’t let go of Udin. He know he is selfish. He push his rationality to the back of his mind. After all he didn’t has any other option. His brother try to convince him to go back with him but he didn’t want to. He need to start over again. It will be a new beginnings for him.