Chapter 66: First Time

*Sou*

As we walked hand in hand, I couldn't help but think about Purpura's words. Could he be telling the truth? Could Sehun really have betrayed me? But the way Sehun was holding my hand, the way he looked at me, it didn't feel like he was lying.

Once we reached his place, Sehun led me to his room. He sat down on the bed, pulling me down with him. "Sou, you're worrying me. What's going on?"

I looked down, not sure how to start. "Sehun..."

He waited for me to continue, but I couldn't bring myself to say the words. I couldn't bring myself to ask him if he had betrayed me. What if what Purpura told me was just a lie? He would think I didn't believe in him, in our love. In the end, I could lose him either way. 

"Sou?" he prompted, his voice filled with concern.

I shook my head, unable to meet his gaze. "Nevermind. It's nothing."

Sehun ddn't push further, instead pulling me into a comforting hug. "If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here, okay?"

I nodded, wrapping my arms around him. His warmth was comforting, but it did little to ease the turmoil inside me. 

As we sat there in silence, I couldn't help but think about Purpura's words. Could he be telling the truth? Could Sehun really have betrayed me? But the way Sehun was holding me, the way he looked at me, it didn't feel like he was lying.

I wanted to believe in Sehun, to trust him. But the seed of doubt had been planted, and I couldn't help but wonder if my trust was misplaced. 

For now, though, I decided to keep my doubts to myself. I would find out the truth eventually. But until then, I would hold onto the hope that Sehun was the person I believed him to be. That he was my prince.

I bit my lip. But I couldn't contain all of my doubts...

"Sehun, do you really love me?" I asked.

He smiled as he let go of me. "I like you enough to do this." He kissed me on the lips.

I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back.

His lips were warm and soft against mine, and I melted into the kiss. I could feel his hands gently caressing my back, sending shivers down my spine. It felt so right, so perfect. 

As we pulled apart, Sehun looked into my eyes, his gaze filled with affection. "I really do love you, Sou."

I smiled, feeling a warmth spread through me. Despite the doubts and fears swirling in my mind, I wanted to believe him. I wanted to believe in us. 

I spun him around and began playfully kissing his neck.

"Sou," Sehun said.

I paused, looking up at him. "Yes, Sehun?"

He was blushing, a shy smile on his face. "I... I really like it when you do that."

I grinned, feeling a rush of affection for him. "Is that so?"

He nodded, his cheeks turning a deeper shade of red. "Yeah."

"Well, in that case..." I leaned in, pressing my lips against his neck again. I could feel him shiver under my touch, his breath hitching slightly.

"Sou..." He whispered, his voice barely audible.

I pulled back, looking at him. "Yes?"

He was looking at me with a soft smile, his eyes filled with love. "I love you, Sou."

I felt my heart flutter at his words. Despite all my doubts and fears, hearing him say those words made me incredibly happy.

"I love you too, Sehun." I said, putting my hands under his shirt— feeling the warmth of his skin against my fingers. Sehun shivered slightly at my touch, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he leaned into me, his breath hitching as I traced my fingers along his sides.

"Sou..." He whispered, his voice filled with a mix of surprise and pleasure.

I looked up at him, meeting his gaze. "Is this okay?"

He nodded, a faint blush on his cheeks. "Yeah, it's more than okay."

I smiled, feeling a rush of affection for him. I continued to explore, my hands moving slowly up his torso. Sehun's breath hitched again, and he leaned in to kiss me.

As our lips met. His kisses couldn't be fake, right? They felt too passionate for that.

Sehun tugged on my shirt as well.

Feeling Sehun's hands tugging on my shirt, I couldn't help but feel a surge of desire. The intensity of our connection was palpable, and I wanted nothing more than to explore this newfound passion with him.

With a playful smile, I allowed him to pull my shirt over my head, exposing my bare skin to his touch. His fingers traced along my chest, sending shivers down my spine. I leaned in, capturing his lips in a passionate kiss, our bodies pressed closely together.

As our hands roamed each other's bodies, the world around us faded away. In that moment, it was just Sehun and me, consumed by the fire of our desire. The doubts and fears that had plagued me earlier were temporarily forgotten, replaced by the overwhelming sensation of being wanted and loved.

Together, we embarked on a journey of exploration and intimacy, deepening our connection and reaffirming our love for one another. In that moment, there was no room for doubt or betrayal, only the raw and powerful emotions that bound us together.

As I kissed Sehun's faint abs, I could feel his muscles tense beneath my lips. His breath hitched, and a low moan escaped his lips, fueling my desire even more. I continued to trail kisses along his abdomen, savoring the taste and feel of his skin.

Sehun's hands tangled in my hair, his touch sending sparks of pleasure through my body. I could feel the heat building between us, the intensity of our connection growing with each passing moment. Our desires were intertwined, and there was an unspoken understanding of the passion that consumed us both.

Lost in the moment, we allowed ourselves to surrender to the pleasure, exploring each other's bodies with a hunger that only deepened our bond. The doubts and uncertainties that had plagued me earlier were pushed aside, replaced by the overwhelming sensation of being desired and cherished by Sehun.

In that moment, there was no room for anything else but the intoxicating connection we shared. Our bodies moved in sync, our desires merging into one, as we reveled in the ecstasy of our love.

Sehun panted as he laid his head on my chest. He snickered. "That was something. I didn't expect you to take charge like that."

Smiling softly, I ran my fingers through Sehun's hair, gently soothing him. "Sometimes, surprises can be a good thing, right?"

He nodded, his breathing gradually returning to normal. "Definitely. I loved it."

I pressed a tender kiss to the top of his head. "I'm glad. I just want you to know that I'm here for you, Sehun. No matter what doubts or fears we may face, I believe in us."

Sehun looked up at me, his eyes filled with gratitude. "And I believe in us too, Sou. We'll navigate through any challenges together."

I laughed. "Yeah. I'm glad I didn't believe Purpura."

He blinked, raising his head. "Believe him?"

I paused, realizing that I had unintentionally mentioned Purpura without providing any context. I took a deep breath, deciding it was time to address the doubts that had been lingering in my mind.

"Sehun, there's something I need to tell you," I began, my voice filled with sincerity. "Earlier today, Purpura said some things that made me question our relationship. He claimed that you had betrayed me with Ava."

Sehun's eyes widened in surprise, his expression a mix of fear and sadness. "Betrayed you? Sou, I-" He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I... I didn't want you to find out this way."

My heart dropped. "So it's true."

Sehun nodded, not meeting my eyes. "I'm sorry, Sou. It was a mistake. It didn't mean anything."

I felt a lump in my throat, tears welling up in my eyes. "How could you, Sehun?"

"I... I don't know," Sehun said, his voice barely a whisper. "I messed up. I'm so sorry, Sou."

I stood up, backing away from him and quickly put back on my clothes. "I need to go."

"Sou, please..."

But I was already out the door, running back home. I felt like my world was falling apart. Sehun had betrayed me. And Purpura... he had been right all along.

When I reached home, I ran straight to my room, ignoring my family's concerned looks. I collapsed on my bed, tears streaming down my face. I felt so stupid, so betrayed.

But amidst all the pain, there was a small part of me that felt relieved. At least now I knew the truth. At least now I could start moving on. Although, a deep rage bubbled under the surface as I pressed my head against my pillow.

Ava and Sehun, they would pay for this. No one made fun of me. Not like this!