Rosalyn past and my daughter

Inside my room around a corner, i was sitting on the floor with no lights on, i was hugging my knees and my head was resting between my arms, darkness surrounded me, but my mood was more darker than this mere darkness.

It was like this since Beta healed me yesterday and i came back here. Ella and Rosalyn came to me but i just sent them away from inside, saying that ' i wasn't feeling well '.

They both got worried but i still insisted on not seeing anyone and stayed inside my room.

My mood wasn't good at all and my chest hurts like a sword was pierced through it. I wanted to cry but the helplessness and my resolve to not cry were conflicting inside me, leaving me in a situation where i couldn't even sleep.

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Everything was a lie.

I realized this yesterday when the locks on my souls were broken and i remembered everything.

What i considered as truth was a memory altered by someone and i had a good guess who this someone was.

But why she did it ? I didn't know. This question lingered in my mind but no one was there to answer it.

I know that the person who did it didn't had any ill will or they could have just not left me with any memory at all.

She was the one who told me that the person i wanted was in this world, she also gave me various hints.

There was something that i still couldn't see and i had this gut feeling that when i grow strong enough, every truth will itself unravel before me.

I had to find out the truth before reaching any conclusion and remain cautious of everything.

I had always referred the person i loved as 'she' and never mentioned her name, this was all because of the locks that were placed on my soul, they made me forgot the name of the person i loved in my last life.

So you all may be wondering what was the truth ?

Let me tell you all.

Rosalyn was Rose, the girl i loved.

She was the person who was burned to death with me... and all this time the girl who i thought was my love was actually my unborn daughter inside Rosalyn when she died.

Or to be more precise the future face of my daughter. I still didn't know why i knew the future face of my daughter and was this also that person's doing ? I didn't know.

The locks twisted my memory and made me believe my love to be another person altogether but the absurd part was that i didn't even realized that i even forgot the name of the person i loved and mixed her face with someone that didn't even existed.

And the part that i didn't remember till yesterday.

Yes, the fact that Rose was pregnant and I didn't loose one but two precious life.

" NO NO NO NO, SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT "

I shouted and hit my fists at the ground in anger. I couldn't control my anger at those people, couldn't control the anger i felt at myself for being so weak and letting my loved ones get killed.

But this was not all and my suffering didn't end here.

When i was reverting the time with Destiny thread of Rosalyn and was watching the whole life of Rosalyn in this world, i saw many things that made me suspicious of various conclusions.

Rosalyn had a disease since she was a kid and that disease flares up from time to time causing her pain and suffering, but all the time her father and mother helped her got through it and later Rosalyn wouldn't remember anything that transpired.

Connecting this with the time of her rank up process, things were starting to make sense, but the sense they made wasn't anything good.

I had read about this in some ancient books from the libraries but the symptoms on Rosalyn were still fade to realize the whole truth. I had to check again in books, and carefully watch Rosalyn for anything abnormal.

I had to read the curses again and also get specialized in healing. If by any chance my suspicions are proved out to be true, i had to be prepared at all cost.

Rosalyn's parents know about the truth, but they were still at the treaty and wouldn't be back soon.

The thought of loosing Rosalyn and not knowing the truth was eating me from inside.

I don't want to loose her again, never.

I will do whatever it takes to not let her die.

" No matter what "

I finally couldn't take this anymore and stood up, opened my door and run towards Rosalyn's room.

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~knock knock!

" Comming " Rosalyn shouted from inside, hearing her voice my heart started beating faster again, i didn't know how to face her.

~clank!

" Athan !!! What happend to you "

The door opened and Rosalyn screamed as she saw my condition.

I didn't say anything and wrapped my arms around her waist and tightly hugged her.

Inhaling her scent and feeling her warmth relaxed my mind. I didn't knew why i didn't come to her sooner, but its never too late.

" A-Athan what happened ? " Roslay got surprised and squeaked suddenly as i hugged her, but she didn't push me away.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me in the room, closing the gates with magic.

We both were just hugging each other when i couldn't hold on anymore and the tears that were accumulating inside my eyes from yesterday finally came out like a dam had broken.

My hold on Rosalyn subconsciously became tighter and i clutched her dress from her back.

Suddenly, feeling a wet sensation on her shoulders and feeling my tight grip, Rosalyn realized that something was not right, she pulled her face back and saw that i was crying my eyes out.

" Athan, Athan baby what happened " she tried to break the hug and check my condition but i stopped her and pulled her in my arms again.

" Please Rose Don't do it, just let me hug you to sleep tonight please. " Rosalyn heard my hoarse voice first time since i entered, she realized that i called her Rose instead of Rosalyn but concluded that maybe i just used it as a nickname, she realize that i wasn't crying suddenly but something had happened, and connecting it with me not comming out of my room from yesterday and refusing to meet anyone, she realised that something was very wrong.

She was a smart girl and knew that even after asking if I wasn't telling something then it wasn't likely the time yet or just it was something i was trying to forget, but the love she had for me now and with how much i matter to her, she couldn't allow me to suffer with whatever that was happening.

So she still asked again but this time she slightly shifted her leg first and made us both fell on the bed.

" Tell me Athan what happened to you, please dear tell me, you can always trust me. " She spoke slowly and calmly in my ears while rubbing my back gently, allowing me to release all the tension and the things that were hurting me from inside.

" If i don't trust you then who would i trust in this cosmos." I said and just snuggled up my head on her shoulders so that my cheeks were touching hers.

" Rose, I will never leave you, i will not let you get hurt and get harmed again. I will .... " I couldn't complete my sentence and fell asleep in her arms.

Because of my voice getting stopped in the middle of the sentence, Rosalyn realized that i fell asleep.

" Sleep well my dear ".

She swiped her hands in the air and magically closed the light, then she slightly pulled back her head and gave me a sweet kiss on my lips, my cheeks, my forehead and every part of my face.

She was worried since yesterday because i wasn't ready to come out of my room and wasn't even talking to anyone.

She realized how deeply she fell in love with me when she didn't saw me for a day. Her heart was hurting and she wanted to rush towards my room and hug me tightly and tell me how much she love me, but couldn't as i didn't wanted to meet anyone.

But today when i came to her, hugged her suddenly and started crying, She was worried at first, she didn't know what happened to me but when i just hugged her and said those sweet words to her, she finally confirmed that time, that i too love her in the same way as she love me.

She was happy that whatever the situation was, it was a rough time for me and in this tough time. i didn't go to anyone but came to her.

She realized that she was someone very important to me and butterflies were fluttering in her heart but she reprimanded herself for getting happy at the time when her beloved was in such a situation.

At last confused but happy she have me one last kiss and closed her eyes.

" I Love You Dear ".

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( A/N - Hope the story is clear to everyone upto this point, you can ask any doubts form me.

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