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INDESCRIBABLE FEELING

Aku adalah seadanya dan kau adalah segalanya. Pernahkah kau mencintai seseorang melebihi apapun di dunia ini dan pernahkah kau merindukan seseorang hingga tak pernah sedikitpun terlintas di benakmu untuk tak memikirkannya walau hanya sekejap saja, membayangkannya hadir di hadapanmu memandang teduh wajahmu, melempar senyum dan sapaan lembut hanya tercurah untukmu, bercengkrama mesra sebagai pengisi hari-hari burukmu, menggenggam erat tangan kokohnya seakan kau tak mau kehilangannya walau hanya sedetik saja bahkan kau tak mau berkedip dan memalingkan pandanganmu padanya karena kau takut bila dengan sekejap ia menghilang dari sisimu, menghabiskan waktu bersama merasakan hembusan angin yang bercampur dengan napasnya berbicara tentang hari-hari kosong tanpanya bahkan kau rela melakukan apapun agar kau bisa melihatnya walau hanya sekejap mata. Namun, ketika semua harapan yang kau tulis itu terkabul dan sang takdir membawanya kembali padamu, tapi kau malah memilih untuk menghindarinya, kau tak ingin bertemu dengannya, kau tak ingin dia tahu bahwa kau benar-benar merindukannya di sepanjang hari-hari kosongmu, kau menganggap bahwa semua khayalanmu untuk bertemu dengannya seharusnya tak pernah terjadi dan tak boleh menjadi nyata. Ketika ia menyapamu kau malah bersikap dingin dan acuh tak acuh tuk berusaha menutupi semua perasaanmu, kau membohongi semua rasamu. Bukan karena dia tak berharga lagi bagi hidupmu, bukan juga karena kau telah memiliki pengganti yang lebih istimewa darinya tapi karena... karena seharusnya ia tak berada disini bersamamu. Itulah yang kurasakan ketika aku merindukan seseorang yang selama ini menjadi kenangan terindah dalam perjalanan hidupku, pahit manis semuanya terangkum bersamanya dan hanya dengannya.

Angelenzyy · Fantasy

10 Years Of Feeling

Namanya Sari. Dia adalah gadis yang menyukai seniornya sendiri. Memendam rasa selama 10 tahun lamanya. Sebuah rasa yang berdampak positif untuk dirinya, karena rasa itu membuatnya ingin menjadi yang terbaik, supaya suatu saat laki-laki yang bernama Romi mau melihatnya dengan segala kelebihan yang ia punya. Sayang hingga 10 tahun lamanya Romi tak pernah mengetahui itu. Hingga tanpa sengaja saudara kembarnya Romi yang bernama Roma menemukan sebuah buku. Buku itu adalah buku curhat Sari bersama seorang temannya yang bernama Ina. Buku yang berisi curahan hatinya kepada seorang pria yang sangat ia kagumi, betapa bahagianya dia setiap kali bertemu dan melihat senyumnya Romi. Bagaimana kelanjutan kisahnya setelah Roma mengetahui semua? Akankah Roma menceritakan hal itu kepada saudara kembarnya, sementara ia memiliki rasa kepada Sari, lalu bagaimana sikap Roma dan Romi setelah mengetahui perasaan gadis itu? Apakah mereka akan membencinya, atau justru sebaliknya?

Sylviana_Mustofa · Teen

F1: The Absolute Feeling of the Car

At the final F1 race in Abu Dhabi, amidst a sea of red flags surging in the audience stands, Wu Shi was involved in a car crash, flew off the track and died. When he woke up again, he was back in 2007. This year, the ambitious Touge officially joined McLaren, aiming for the annual championship. This year, the old man was still the young Hamilton, who had just stepped onto the F1 stage and had not yet gone to Mercedes to start a seven-crown dynasty. This year, Verstappen has just moved into the karting mini-max category and is about to sweep the calendar and make his mark. This year, Zhou Guanyu, China's future number one F1 driver, started to get involved in karting under the guidance of Ma Qinghua. This year, it seems as if nothing has started, yet it seems as if everything has already happened. When Wu Shi stood by the track again, he recalled the 80G collision during the championship year and his extreme fear of the speed of the car. He thought he would never have the courage to sit in a monocoque again. Until a voice came from behind. "Hi! Are you Wu Shi? How about we run a race?" "What? Are you afraid? Are all Chinese people so lacking in confidence?

HuXiu · Sports

Love, Infancy, Feeling, Imprisonment, Freedom. Part-1

Love, Infancy, Feeling, Imprisonment, Freedom.

Syedaliraza14sn · Fantasy

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