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Disgrace
DisgraceAuthor3yr
2021-08-08 09:07

Ight this novel be shte m8. Ok, but for real, this is a novel that really doesn't belong on this site. Unlike most novels which are fast-paced and pump you up dopamine, mine is closer to the opposite. This novel deals heavily with the character development of someone that has many issues (e.g. inferiority complex, lack of self-confidence). The main character ends up listening to other people a lot. This ranges from their motivations, stories, and insecurities. The main character is someone who does not have any memories and is heavily influenced by the things others tell him. He is quite foolish, in that he makes many mistakes. Some of which end up in his death, which makes him have to start all over again. The start especially is quite sad, involving various conversations that are roughly based on depression. As the novel continues, the main character will decide to challenge things instead of hiding and slowly overcome everything. Over this process, I plan for the main character to find new worries, insecurities, and philosophical problems he has to solve. As he slowly saves the world, he will also learn about himself and who he was before this road of insanity.

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uncledavie
uncledavieLv13

So basically its rezero?

sdidelot6982
sdidelot6982Lv15

Props for not giving shameless 5 star review

Disgrace
DisgraceAuthor

Kinda, but imagine lots more depression (learning other people's stories) and the MC actually gets powers, lol.

uncledavie:So basically its rezero?
Bored_Monster
Bored_MonsterLv5

Why the 1 star?

Disgrace
DisgraceAuthor

It's the type of person I am. Why do you think my name is Disgrace, lol? To put it simply, my luck has been pretty bad, at least in my eyes. Eventually, I came to realize that if some stroke of luck is the only reason I succeed, then I don't want that success. This one-star review is a mark of pride in a certain sense, desire to see my results as a product purely from my capability.

Bored_Monster:Why the 1 star?
Kumagawa_Anime
Kumagawa_AnimeLv2

Author san soy tu fan hace 10 minutos no me arrepiento :D

Disgrace:It's the type of person I am. Why do you think my name is Disgrace, lol? To put it simply, my luck has been pretty bad, at least in my eyes. Eventually, I came to realize that if some stroke of luck is the only reason I succeed, then I don't want that success. This one-star review is a mark of pride in a certain sense, desire to see my results as a product purely from my capability.
Dechet
DechetLv5

IS it a time loop novel ( if yes you should put this in the tag fro those who like, ad why is the 2 chap behind the wall.... the pay wall.

Bird_Of_Paradise
Bird_Of_ParadiseLv4

its a mistake from the system😂it is not the authors fault 🤣

Dechet:IS it a time loop novel ( if yes you should put this in the tag fro those who like, ad why is the 2 chap behind the wall.... the pay wall.
Bodoncio
BodoncioLv13

I'm thinking of reading this just because you reviewed your own novel with 1 star

Azel06
Azel06Lv12

A 'disgrace'?

Disgrace:It's the type of person I am. Why do you think my name is Disgrace, lol? To put it simply, my luck has been pretty bad, at least in my eyes. Eventually, I came to realize that if some stroke of luck is the only reason I succeed, then I don't want that success. This one-star review is a mark of pride in a certain sense, desire to see my results as a product purely from my capability.
LongWang
LongWangLv13

I haven't started reading yet but I already know I'll love it

AgedCheddar
AgedCheddarLv14

If anyone is thinking about reading this novel, know that this book is amazing. The author only spoke truth in his review, and while I don’t agree with his rating (the one star) I agree with his reasons for giving it that. If anyone was somewhat intrigued with his review, I would say give the book 10 chapters, which is finishing the Eagle chapter, and should be able to tell if you want to keep reading or not.

Koku499
Koku499Lv13

i just started laughing swordsman and i think it is set in the same universe correct me if i am wrong

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