Displaying my past to Emerald part 1

So I will tell you Emerald about the little Blake who suffered for love for a long time.

When I was young had a happy family one day my father decided for us to have a trip to enjoy our vacations papa and mama were way busy to give me company so my father was being considerate to think they are not giving me enough care and time.

All in all, papa made a decision and had a chat with mama and asked he what are her thoughts she agreed to have a trip but for a week not more than it.

Emerald: and then what happened??

Blake: we went on that trip it was the night before having on trip mama came inside and said did you pack all of your stuff??? Hmm, my baby did hmm are happy?? Me too

Blake: she was happy I could see it her eyes were sparkling she wanted this for a long time it was winter and snow was falling in a calm gentle way….

Blake starts weeping…,…..

Emerald: she was happy but why are you crying don't cry please calm down okay I am sorry to ask you about your family(feeling sad)

Blake: no you don't have to apologize I am sorry they are happy moments that I still remember and had traces of those moments in my head…..

Emerald tries to console Blake...

Blake: she helped me to pack my clothes toys and a few snacks she told me to take a nap and we will go to our farmhouse. I closed my eyes that night I had a very good dream. In that dream I saw my parents and me we are playing with snow I am sitting on the sled and the husky is pulling it downwards mama is laughing at my scared but amazed expression and papa is telling me to be careful huh but in the end, I am calling them they are not coming back.

Blake: I called them several times in a row but got no response my eyes filled with tears and they started flowing down my eyes and when I woke up that morning my eyes were wet from weeping in the dream.

Blake: when I came out of my room papa and mama were pulling the luggage out of the room and they took my bag pack too

She told me to have breakfast because the roadway will go on it will take time to reach our destination.

I sat at the dining table with them and we had breakfast we were talking about what we will do there and we were happy I ate only one pancake and mama told me to eat more but my stomach was full.

Emerald: now I am getting hungry how about having breakfast too Louise is still napping calmly she was troubled all night and gave me a hard time too but you were sleeping calmly holding my hand it made me feel at ease that at least one of us is in peace.

Blake: I wasn't asleep at all but having you by my side was fluttering my heart I hugged you and held your hand but you were feeding this little cutie pie I just held you in my embrace.

Suddenly an absurd sound ringed in the ears it was growling from Blake's stomach he laughed and wiped his tears.

Emerald: Well Blake you are powerful now but you were a cry baby as a kid hahaha

Blake: stop teasing me.