Date: Saturday, August 18th 2018

I never realized what good friends I had. Or I thought I had. Until today.

Three days ago I met Unknown or that's how I think you spell his name. I'm not sure.

Today he met my Unknown (4), and he also brought me home twice.

He's apparently living far away. He's Italian. (Or at least his last name is, which is why I cant say/spell it.) Honestly I wish he was mine, but I don't think he ever will be. I can trust him with my life, I trust him to not get me killed.

We like to talk each other, (I just like that he accepts me as me.) He's told people who are bulling me (cough cough, Unknown (13), cough cough,) to leave me alone. He's strange, yet cool.

I like him as a friend and I wish he was mine, but like, probably never going to happen. I wish a lot of things, he's one that I will always want the knows me.

I don't know how but he does. He's going to try to save me from myself. Even if he was my brother. I wish he was more then a friend.

I'll explain him to you, or try to describe him. Though I have no idea how.

I know he has dark long hair that he keeps in a pony tail under a hoody. His eyes are blue but look green in the dark. He's tall. Probably six feet or 5'7 lowest. When he laughs or smiles his eyes become bright, as if they light up. He has his pants below his ass most times. Though lately he pulls them up. He says and listens to rap. (If Unknown (14) says he's bad, he's bad.) (LOL!) Not to mention that he's strong. (He's picked me up.) He also picked up one bike and had to push another. At different times.

I know what his favorite color is green, and his second is purple. Sometimes I wonder if he likes me or if he's just being a friend.

I haven't really thought about cutting since he showed up. I cant find the will to since he showed up. Well that's all for know. I'm going to read! Bye!