CHAPTER:5

EMILY:

As my life was ruined from the last year of highschool because of my sister who was jealous from me. But now tables has turned, I am jealous from Ava. She is very lucky, everyone love her. Not me.

WHY?

I don't know what will happen next. What will happen in my life. My life is a whole mystery which can never be solved. I just want to smile like I did before. I want to be happy like I was before. I want to smile like others. I want to be free like others.

Noah, the man from whom I am afraid of is now my husband. How will I live with him while being afraid. I was not even ready for this marriage.

My past will always hunt me, I am afraid of having sex, I am afraid of being touched by a man, ai am afraid of this cruel world.

I AM AFRAID

But.....no one is here to listen to me today not even Jenny because she is busy with hospital work. I even left my job of that hospital because my mother-in-law don't want me to work.

The ceremony was over and now me and Noah are going home, not home but a mansion in which I have to spend my whole days. We went inside the mansion, it was empty. Not even a single life was there. Only silence could be heard there.

"Why isn't anyone here" I asked being uncomfortable by the silence situation.

"I don't like many people just silence" He replied looking in my soul with his sharp gaze.

"W-Where is my room?" I asked looking away from his doe eyes

"Follow me" He said, we both went upstairs towards a room. "This is our room" Noah exclaimed

"Our? Aren't we gonna stay in different room because we don't love each other?" I asked being confused

"No, We are gonna stay in one room even if we don't love each other. Now don't talk more and get inside" I did as he said. The room was decorated decently in black which was again not my style. Noah entered after me and stopped me by grabbing my wrist.

"Listen the rules to stay here?" He said with his usual deep voice.

"Which rules?" I asked again being confused.

"Number:1:- Never ask me *Why*

Number:2:- Never disobey me or my orders

Number:3:- Always listen to only me, not anyone else

Number:4:- When ever I ask for sex you have to give reply equally without saying *No*

Number:5:- Don't creat any noise in this house and keep it clean

Number:6:- Take care of the whole house because there will be no maids

Number:7:- I want my everything ready before time

Number:8:- Don't talk too much Infront of me specially

Number:9:- If I say no to something never ask again

Number:10:- Be loyal to me only, never ever think about another man else then me" He completed his list of rules making my eyes widen

"How am I gonna follow these all?" I said it unconsciously

"I don't know but if you won't follow these then get ready to face the punishment" He said leaning close towards me.

I tried to get away but he pin my hands to the wall and kissed me without any warning. I didn't respond as my mind was blank at first. He was kissing me hardly and hungrily.

As I didn't respond to the kiss he bite my lower lip hardly and broke the kiss.

"I said you to respond back didn't you understand the rules" He shouted at me, scaring me even more

"I-I am s-sorry" I said not looking in his eyes.

He lifted my chin up with his middle finger and again kissed me. This time I responded back to him with the same speed. After 10 minutes of continues kissing I am out of breath. I tapped his shoulders telling him to stop but he didn't.

Instead he started to suck my lower lip to let me breath. Now I got to know that he is not gonna leave me easily. After 1 minute of sucking he finally left my lips.

Now the whole room was filled with heavy breathing of us. I wanted to cry at that moment but I stopped my self as this is my fate now and I have to accept it no matter what.

"Ah, I am addicted to your lips. They are so much sweet" He whispered in my ears seductively bitting my earlobe making me hiss in pain

"I-I want to t-take a shower" I said hopping he will let me go but he again kissed me on which I respond back because I don't want any punishment now.

After kissing for some time he left my lips totally numb. My lips started hurting and I bet my lipstick is all over my face now by seeing how hungrily he is kissing me.

"Take a shower after sometime" He said breathing heavily.

He once again started kissing me with full of lust, no love, no emotions.

"Jump" He said between the kiss, I jumped. Now my hand wrapped around his neck and my legs around his waist while his hands were on my butt for support. I stopped kissing him but he still didn't stop and laid me on bed without leaving my lips.

Thank God he broke the kiss after some minutes and started to suck my neck hard making me hiss in pain and living big purple marks on it.

The flash back of that James in the motel room came inside my mind and automatically some tears left from my eyes.

Still even after seeing my tears Noah didn't stopped and riped my lite free living me only in undergarments. He also ripped them and took off his shirt displaying his muscular body with perfect toned abs.

He continued what he was doing, without any warning he entered his cork inside me making me scream and scared at a same time.

The whole room was filled with my screams and his groans. People says that it will give you pleasure but it's only giving me pain. I am feeling disgusting now, it feels like I am being raped.

The bed sheet is covered with my blood as it was my first time. After 2 rounds he lied beside me. We both were breathing heavily now and my lower body was hurting so much bad.

Noah got up and went to bathroom for shower while I am in the same position because of the pain.

Noah came back so now it was my turn. I covered my body with bedsheet and was just going to enter when he stopped me and said

"Take pills in morning as I don't want you to get pregnant. The pills are placed in the drawer of side table" There wasn't any emotions in his voice.

"Okay" I said and went inside the bathroom to fresh myself.