Chapter Three: Feelings

-"What did you just say ?"

-"nothing"

-"I heard you say a$$hole" but I thought he can't read my mind, get out get out.

-"you can talk to me through telepathy!!" I can? cool! I should try it. *From amora to Zeus over* That's the only thing that came through my mind. *I can hear you*I have superpowers, I HAVE SUPERPOWERS, I'm just like professeur X.

Leilah and Apollo left me alone with the hot, creepy guy who tried to kill me, I feel so safe right now, it's not like I mind staying alone with him, but at the same time I don't want to.I don't even have my phone to not feel so awkward, I felt him staring at me, come on Amora say something do something. I turned around to look at him, I was trying to be intimidating,but he was smirking, how can I keep a straight face to that? I felt my cheeks burning, I shouldn't look away, he will know that I'm week to him, I should think of something sad, of something that will make me angry.

Yes, that's it! the reason why I am here, my bestfriend the love of my life, asked me to sacrifice myself for his girlfriend... I wanted to feel angry, but why am I feeling sad? I don't want to feel sad, I hate this feeling, it makes me feel weak.

-"Zeus"

-"So you finally decide to talk" he said while smirking, it worked, I don't feel anything even looking at him.

-"can I ask you something?" His expression changed as he saw my serious face. He nodded his head, while looking directly at my eyes.

-"Do you have feelings ?do you feel something?"

-"No"

-"How did you get rid of them?"

-"why do you want to know? you want to get rid of them too?" I nodded my head while looking at the ground, Do I really want to? Do I really want to get rid of feeling happy? of loving someone?

-"you can't"

-"but ... but why ? "

-"I was born like that, the only thing that I feel is desire, and pleasure while having sex or... torturing and killing someone... Human call it sadism right?" I don't know what to feel now, the part of torturing got me kind of excited , but the killing part is scary. He sat closer to me, I didn't want to look at him, so I looked the other way, *Amora* my heartbeat fastned as he said my name, he didn't actually say it with his mouth , he sent it through telepathy.

*Amora look at me* I ignore it, I felt his hand on my chin, he made me look into his deep blue eyes, I stopped breathing,I wish he don't have super ears I don't want him to hear my heartbeat getting fast .

*What do you want?*

*Why do you want to get rid of them?*

*I was just asking*

*Don't lie to me Amora* He needs to stop calling my name, or I swear i will die from a heart attack.

*Is it because of your ex soulmate? do you want me to kill them for you? Do you want me to torture them*

*Why would you do something like that for me Zeus?*

*I don't know, I just don't want to see you like this Amora*

*Stop it, you just want to get into my pants... you said it yourself the only thing you feel is pleasure* I released my chin from his grip , and got up from bed, where can I go now? I have Nowhere to go.

-"you are right" Duh? I'm always right.

-"But you are different from every soulmate, every creature I've met... I always know what they are thinking of ? but with you I feel frustrated , and that makes you interesting" So he is interested in me, because I'm anti-read mind , that sounds ridiculous but who cares,

-"I don't know what to do ,what to say around you "

-"just be yourself, you don't have to pretend to be someone else around me" his eyes widned, he smiled and walked closer to me, he walked slowly towards me, his eyes were soft and happy, something I've never saw in him since I've been here.

-"you will accept me the way I am ?"

-"why not , besides you are the great Zeus, it's not like I have another choice" I said while smiling, he smiled back at me.

-"did I already told you that I like your humour" he said he doesn't know how to act around me , so how can he say and do things that hit me right into my weak soft heart? this si unfair. He was now few inches away from me, we were looking at each other , it felt like time stopped. He leaned and hugged me, I swear I heard something explode inside of me, was that my heart?

*can we stay like this for a few seconds* I hugged him back , and pressed my head against his chest. So that's how it feels to hug a guy, a handsome one, I've never felt more comfortable and safe in my life until now, I wanted to stay like this for hours. After a few minutes, I don't know how much exactly, I felt my legs weakening, but I didn't want to break the hug, I don't want to let him go yet, I needed this hug so much.

*Amora are you okay?*

*yes* he broke the hug, I was sad because he did, I wanted to walk away but my legs were too weak, I felt like I was going to fall, but Zeus catched me and picked me up bridal style, if I'm dreaming I hope I will never ever wake up.

-"What are you doing?"

-"Why didn't you tell me that your legs hurts?"

-"because..."*I didn't want you to let me go* He affiched the wided smile ever, he put me on the bed, and he was taking off his clothes. Wait, I didn't mean it that way, I just wanted to cuddle, I'm not supposed to watch him doing it, but I can't look away. He took off his shirt, Now I know where the expression god's body came from, his muscles were tanned enough to be seen , but not too much, his abs , his chest , his arms... everything about him is perfect.

He laid besides me , I was just looking at him, I didn't know what to do, I was shy, clueless , I was never in a situation like this.

-" You don't want to hug anymore?"

-"no"

-"okay I'm leaving"

-"no I meant no I want to hug idiot " he chuckled , and hugged me, I didn't know what to do with my hands, can i touch his chest? or maybe his abs? what should I do ? I will do it , I don't care anymore, I lived enough so if I die while touching him, I will be beyond happy.

I made sure that my hand is not cold, I was moving it slowly towards his chest, as i put my hand on it , Zeus looked at me . His eyes were sparkling, what is this feeling?