Chapter two: Afraid to lose

This Year's 'Best Dancer' winner is…

Lee Y/N!

 A huge round of applause came out from the audience. Confetti fell all over the stage. Judges stood up to clap for her, mc handed her an award. Her friends were jumping in joy. It was the best time of her life. She stood there covering her face in shock while the others were already celebrating.

She dreamed of this day to come true and when it finally did, it didnt feel real anymore. In a second, her eyes went teary.

they handed her the mic to give a winning speech. "I'm really thankful to all of you for choosing me as the winner.I couldn't have done this without you. Today, I'm standing here,with the help of my owns. Who never gave up on me even when the whole world did. Thank you so much.",

when she started crying her friends ran over to cheer her up. They wrapped her all around. they took a group picture and the show came to an end.

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"Cheers!" with the sound of glasses clinking, everyone was in their most joyful mood. The table in front of them was filled with dishes along with drinks. laughs and chattering filled them. suddenly, drunk Henry stood up receiving all the attention "Let me say something to my Precious person"he spoke while moving his hand all around.

"No…please…this is so embarrassing", y/n hides hers face in Isla's shoulder. "We're really proud of you-" he was midway stopped by Miles, in order to avoid more cringe words "Cheers everyone!" He shouted and they all did so.

When all her friends were busy enjoying the moment, y/n stared at them for a while. No one seemed to notice it. while staring, all her past memories were appearing like visions. Suddenly she felt like she needs some fresh air. she stood up from her chair. Jay was about to ask her but he stopped when he noticed the tired expression of her face.

she quietly made her way to the roof. They were few flower vases and a wall in the edge. The cold wind was blowing. In that slight cold breeze, she felt like all her worry and burdens were finally asided. "Mom…Dad…I've finally did it. I wish you were here with me. I wish…we could be a happy…family again."

She started sobbing while holding on to the wall tightly. "getting some fresh air, my lady?" She heard someone say behind her."Thomas?" She quickly wiped away her tears and greeted him with a smile. "What's with that polite greeting? I'm not your senior anymore" he moved closer.

Before y/n could make out anything, she was pushed against the wall. Her hands were already in control. without trying to get out, they stared at each other's eyes in an inch distance. Thomas pressed his lips against her. her hands were over his neck while his were on her waist. Slowly sliding to her legs and grabbing her thighs. He lifted her up. The kiss was getting deeper in every second. With their both eyes closed, Thomas wanted to go on more.

But he suddenly heard her sobbing inside. He parted from her and saw her crying. He let's her go and used his thumb to wipe away her tears. "Stop thinking about it. You don't deserve those bad memories. They won't come back so stop hurting yourself. You're only here because you never chose to give up on your dream."

y/n looked in to his eyes, "I'm scared… I feel like I'll lose everything. I'm scared I'll lose everything I love…I'll lose all of you." she continued sobbing. Thomas pulled her closer in to a hug, "I won't let anything happen. I promise."

"Don't…leave me", she whispered under her breath. He patted her head while she was crying in his arms. "Want to go back down?" He asked her when they parted. She silently nodded and wiped away her tears. He gently holded her hands and they made their way to the room.

There were loud screaming and shouting coming from downstairs. They were shocked to see what's going on.