CHAPTER 8 -HE DOES'NT LIKE ME ANYMORE?"

"Lix there is a problem...ermmm"

You say nervous of how he is going to react.

"What's wrong bubs are you not comfy?"

He replies finally opening his eyes looking at you to try and read your face.

"Well erm... you know how I'm on my period right and erm."

You try and find the words to say it but you can't manage to.

"It's fine y/n you can tell me."

He smiles at you weakly still not knowing what on Earth you are trying to say.

"Well I had a bit of an...erm accident. And there is kinda blood everywhere."

You shyly say instantly breaking eye contact and covering your eyes with your hands.

"Ohhhh ermm well we should probably get up and clean it."

He suggests which just makes you go red out of embarrassment.

"Why why why"

You both climb out of bed and realise how bad the stain is.

"Oh my days baby are you okay? Does it not hurt? Do you need to go to the doctors? That looks painful not gonna lie."

He asks all these questions at once making sure you are okay.

"Yeah I'm fine lix don't worry."

You respond.

"Damn no wonder cramps hurt so much. Well do you wanna go get cleaned up in the bathroom and I'll sort out this."

He asks.

"Are you sure I can't change the bed sheets, this is so embarrassing oh my life."

You say face palming.

"Come on y/n we both know it takes you an hour to change bed sheets, you go get into fresh clothes and I'll sort this out honestly."

He convinces you to let him take care of it while you take some clothes to the bathroom to get cleaned up.

While your in the bathroom you can't help but fill your head with stupid negative thoughts

"Oh my life this is our first night together and I flipping cover him with my blood."

"He is literally staring at blood that came out of my ~area~ right now, he probably finds me gross."

"It's fine he has a sister he will understand...yeah but I bet she has never covered him with her period blood."

"Oh my days he's not gonna love me anymore, ahhhh it's going to be so awkward I can't leave this room."

"I might just stay here and starve to death, how can I face lix now."

You begin to get so overwhelmed you start crying.

"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU CRYING Y/N ITS LITERALLY JUST BLOOD."

You scold yourself not actually knowing the proper reason your crying.

"I HATE BEING A WOMAN WHY THE HELL ARE OUR HORMONES LIKE THIS."

You think still not being able to stop your tears.

*takes deep breaths*

"It's fine y/n just go and apologies to him."

After about 20 minutes you pluck up the courage to face the outside world. You walk into your room still crying because you have come to the conclusion it's impossible to stop the tear flowing at this point. Felix has already made the bed and is sat waiting on his phone. He looks up at you smiling till he sees your face bright red and your eyes swollen from the tears.

"Awww y/n what's wrong?"

He says sympathetically throwing his phone to the side and hugging you.

"I'm sorry lix I didn't mean to bleed everywhere it's because we went to bed late last night and I completely forgot to change my pad beforehand and now your are going to hate me because there are loads of girl who WOULDN'T cover you in blood the first time you sleep together so I understand why you don't like me anymore and-"

You sob into his chest, before being cut off

"Y/n what the hell are you talking about. Why would I not like you over something like this. This is completely natural and I'm not grossed out by it at all, honestly baby I'm fine as long as you're okay. Hahaha you dork why would you think I would hate you over something like this?"

He says as you look up at him still with a red swollen face.

"Y-you're not mad?"

You ask as one last tear escapes your eye.

"No y/n I'm not mad."

He replies wiping your tears with his sleeve.

"I know what will make you feel better. Do you wanna eat some left over cookies and play some games?"

He suggests causing your eyes to light up instantly.

"Yesss, let's do that."

You smile, before lifting your arms up as high as you can signalling him to carry you.

"Does it hurt to walk?"

He looks at you concerned.

"Mayyyybe"

You lie.

"Y/n if you want me to carry you, you should just tell me."

He laughs while picking you up like you are a big baby. You cling on to him really tight not wanting him to put you down. You rest your head on his shoulder as he carries you into the kitchen to grab the cookies and then into the living room.

"Your like a big baby."

Felix giggles before placing you on the sofa.

"I think you mean I am a queen who has a very pretty servant who carries her everywhere."

You correct him sassily.

"Oh yeah sure."

Felix sarcastically replies.

"What game are we going to play?"

You ask, while shoving one of Felix's beautiful cookies in your mouth.

"Du ddu du... it's... UNOOOOOOOO."

He shouts holding up a box of uno cards.

"Awww I'm Bob at uno."

You pout.

"Good I like winning."

*Time skip*

"Hey this isn't fair I thought you said you were bad at uno."

"I normally am, maybe you're just really really bad so it makes me look good."

You wind him up.

"Hahaha pick up four, and uno."

You say knowing you are going to win.

Felix pulls disgusted faces behind your back being the biggest sore loser in the history of sore losers.

Eventually you win the 4th game of uno and Felix decides he doesn't want to get his but whipped anymore. You both clean up the mess before deciding to watch tv together while cuddling, nothing scary though.

*Time skip*

It's already evening and Felix has just gone to take a shower. With you and Felix living in a huge complex of apartments you decided to go out on to your balcony for some fresh air. You stand outside for a while before getting a bit cold so you went into the kitchen to make you and Felix a hot chocolate each.

You return to the balcony and the sky is panted beautifully with pink and purple colours as the sun was about to set. You are enjoying the view, so much you didn't hear Felix come out the shower and into the balcony. He creeps up behind you and back hugs you placing his chin on your shoulder. Making you jump slightly.

"Hi~sweetie"

He says quietly slightly laughing at your cuteness.

You smile at his sudden action before putting your mug of hot chocolate on the small glass circular table.

You turned around to face him before wrapping your arms around him.

"You're so beautiful y/n."

He complements you holding your jaw and slowly moving his thumb across your cheek.

You smile at his compliment, enjoying the moment, and then...

He slowly leans in, you were nervous because it was your first proper kiss.

He was not even a centre meter away when he stopped, it was as though he was asking for permission before kissing you.

You slowly nodded your head and closed your eyes before he placed his soft pink lips on yours. The kiss was gentle but also passionate at the same time. Felix had one hand on your waist one hand on your cheek caressing it ever so slightly. You let him take control of the kiss since it was your first one...