Snippet 13

TIARA'S POV

I woke up panting, Sweating like I was coming from a steam room. The throbbing Headache was still there. I sat up, thinking of the dream I had, I thanked God it was just a dream. I think that dream is a sign that Andre is dead to me. I must just get over it, and suck it up. Saying my feelings were all over that place would be a huge understatement. My soul was bruised. I wish I could just get over it or someone could Brainwash me and wipe Andre and Everything that has something to do with him out of my mind. I thought people were just exaggerating when they say It's just hard to get over your first Lover and Then there is a fool like me who wants to do that overnight Mxm silly me. I had mixed emotions, I didn't know whether to laugh... Yes, laugh myself for believing that I could keep a Man, With only Oral sex, Constant Integrity, Good cooking. Yeah, I am still a Virgin, 23-year-old Virgin Marry.

I switched on the side lamp. Daim my eyes became painful, exactly when the lamp lit...my vision was a little bit blurry. I took my phone and got on my camera. My eyes were bloodshot red with big visible veins. Swollen like nobody's business. I looked like shit. I hated looking that way because of a Dick head and A Veilpoep... I started crying again... I cried and cried until I felt like I had nothing to take out... I decided to call ReA after Reading the Note he left for me. I struggled reading it though, because of my blurry vision, and swollen eyes, the swelling was worse after

crying. My mind told me not to.. But my heart fought against it, to call him. I didn't want to disturb him and his Wife during their sleep. I eventually decided to make the call. The phone kept on ringing. 'Wait why am I calling?.' I thought about that, The time I tried to react fast and drop the call, he answered. Mxm.

ReA.: "Hay I am glad you are awake..." I froze. What do I say..

Me.: "Hay.. I need your assistance here, I can't find my Glasses, could you please help me find them.." Good move, I then started crying. I was Hungry. I even cried for Food, Mxm I can be a crying babe sometimes. Well, it was also the Embarrassment haunting me.

ReA.: "Hay.. Hay don't cry.. I am on my way, I will check them in the car...." I kept on wiping my tears with my fingers.

Me.: "I hope my presence did not bring trouble in your house. Please don't kick me out of your house, you and your wife, I have nowhere to go... Please don't kick me out.."

ReA.: "I am still busy with something we will talk about it when I get there.." Then there was someone..Whispering at the back "There you go Bo.."

Me.: "Is that your wife talking at the back.?, Please give her the phone so that I can thank her for taking me in."

ReA.: "No, It's not my wife.." What does that suppose to mean? Isn't this niggar supposed to be in bed with his wife.

Me.: "What do you mean by that.?" I asked Frowning.. because I wasn't expecting that.

ReA.: "I need to go we will talk when I get there." I hate people who like to dodge answering questions. Because it's a sign of dishonesty.. or there's something fishy he is doing. Entlk why do I care.. he is a grown-ass man.

Me.: "Thank you for what, you did for me.. especially after my atrocious behavior towards you..." I regret treating him like that... But he was also mean towards me, I was just returning the favor..

ReA.: "It's water under the bridge... Let me finish up what I am doing fast fast..." Phew what a relief. I kept on crying, Thought of being kicked out with wounded feet, No one to call for assistance. You are probably asking yourself why don't I call my Mother or My Family Members. Well that Witch is the last human Being to call on earth even if she was the only person I am left with on earth. I don't want to talk about her. Whenever I think of her I just wanna puke. As for my family members, they all don't want everything that has something to do with me, I am just an abomination to them. They see me as a curse. The only person I would call is my Grandmother, but I don't want to stress her. She is also going to interrogate me a lot. I switched off the side lamp and laid back. The only thing I could think of was being drunk, draining my sorrows, get drunk until I got numb. But I didn't know where I could get a bottle of wine or locate the wine seller, Hay. The problem is getting there since I am having wounds. I don't mind crawling there. I laid there lost in thoughts until a knock on the door brought me back to Earth.

ReA.: "Hay I brought your Glasses....."

Me.: "Please, don't switch on the light...."

ReA.: "I also brought some meds for your migraine." Niggar I don't want medication. I want food, I am starving. And How did he know I am having a headache..(Frowning)

Me.: "I don't want medication.." I want Food..!! But my Pride won't tell you. Said that on my mind.

ReA.: "Are you.!!. " I flinched a little bit.. "Are you out of your mind..? Don't make me shove them on your mouth, and force them down your throats." I swallowed hard. This guy has a Scary voice. But I won't feed him that thing, that I am scared of his Voice, and scared of him in General. And also his authoritative tone makes me tremble, Makes my palms sweat, and also makes me wanna shit myself. As much as I am scared of him, his presence makes me feel safe, Something that no one has ever possessed towards me. I feel like when I am around him no one will harm or pose a threat to me.. Which is weird because I just met this guy a few hours ago.

Me.: "At least make it as painful as possible, since you are going to eliminate the pain that is distracting me from feeling, what I am feeling...."

ReA.: "Now you are being crazy. Don't say that."

Me.: "I wish I was, Being heartbroken would be the last thing on my mind.." I wish I was crazy. I wouldn't be thinking about Andre, busy hurting myself to the core.

ReA.: "Hay, don't say that.." I think it's better if this guy leaves. I need to be alone now.. Ok ok to be honest I am pressed... This Guy must leave. I want to pee!!.

Me.: "Thanks for my specs, You can leave now. I need to be alone.."

ReA.: "I am going nowhere. drink this medication.." This Guy mara. Heeeeh!! Motho wa Modimo I want to pee...

Me.: "Please leave, leave I want to be alone.."

ReA.: "What's wrong.." Yoh!!!

Me.: "Agg..I need to pee.."

ReA.: "And how are you going to get there? If you are kicking out the only person who could assist you.. " Duuh I will catch a flight.

Me.: "I will crawl there.."

ReA.: "(Chuckling)..You know I don't mind lifting you to the bathroom.." And what's funny about that nxn.. huhu huhu huhu. I thought of Takalani sesame and smiled. Motho ang gogozela geh..

Me.: "No.. Just do me a favour and go to your wife..."

I switched on the Lamp and attempted kneeling. He walked towards me, extended his hand, and attempted to lift me. I pushed him away.. I hate being a charity case.

ReA.: "Why.. are you being so stubborn. I am trying to help you.." WTF.

Me.: "You are the one who is being stubborn, I told you to leave..." Nxn..

ReA.: "I am going nowhere..." Geez, this Guy Has a hard head, I give up. Shem..

Me.: "Ok.. Let's go before I pee on myself, But I am climbing on your back..."

ReA.: "Ok. I don't mind.".

I climbed on his back and he walked to the bathroom door... We got there, Daim Judging with this bathroom, I just wonder how loaded this guy is... Beautiful Egyptian Themed Bathroom, he stood in front of the toilet seat, Wait is this real Gold.?.

Me.: "Ok. Out I will tell you when I am done.."

RA.: "I know Duuh.." He walked out of the bathroom..

Me.: "When do you think, I will walk without disturbing the healing process of my wounds.?"

RA.: "Two days to five, Your wounds haven't clotted yet." I just sighed...

Me.: "Could you do me a favor.?"

ReA.: "Last time I check you don't exchange favors with Cab( Taxi drivers.)"

Me: "If you were a Cab driver, you would have forced me to pay for the ride... Forgot about that.?"

ReA.: "Ohk.. Shoot..."

Me.: "Could you please go fetch my car. And My stuff later... Don't worry I will keep the bags in the car. And I promise in three days I will be long gone.."

ReA.: "No one is chasing you away. You are more than welcomed to stay as long as you want.."

Me.: "Thanks..but no thanks. I can't overstay.."

ReA.: "At least let me help you look for an Apartment." So that you can know where I stay.

Me.: "Nah, Don't worry everything is sorted..." He walked out. I got done with the loo, washed my hands. I decided to take a Bubble Bath. I inserted headphones that I found laying there... I laid back... Closed my eyes, Gone. Well, the door was locked. I woke up to a huge bang... Wooden material falling on the ground. The sound was louder than what I was listening to. That freaked the hell out of me...I screamed my lungs out...with my eyes still closed. Things Are Messed up... I guess I will never get peace. Bad luck will always lurk around me... Oh God, I am Dead Meat She discovered that we had a kiss and his man has a thing on me. I just sat there, waiting for a Klap or a punch or maybe a gunshot... I Mean I deserve to die. So that I can find peace.

I opened my eyes very slow. ReA, Mxm. What's wrong with this guy Mara... This guy is becoming Creepy.

Me.:"Are you out of your fudgen Mind. I am taking a bath her.." Ginx I covered my Boobies. "Out Reatlegile Out!!!.."

ReA.: "Shut up are you trying to give me a heart attack.." He then started to breathe in and out... Entlk what's wrong with this guy..?

Me.: "Hey, don't talk to me, like I am your daughter...."

ReA.: "I was worried sick about you and that's what you are going to say, Since my wife died, Umh I mean.." Huh.? Wait wait. Niggar what..?

Me.: ".Wait, what did you just say.. Your wife is late..?" He nodded." ."Ow, ReA I am sorry for your loss." I said covering my mouth...

ReA.: "Nah, It's fine.. Look if you need something call me...." He walked out of the Bathroom with his hands in his pockets.."I will clean this mess when you are done.."

Me.: " How long has it been..?" Bitch stop asking Questions lwena.. Ehh my mouth failed me. Now I regret talking about his wife.. I have been breathing on his neck about his wife all this time... I didn't know his wife was deceased though. He should have just told me... I finished bathing, Lotioned myself... Wore a towel..Called him and he came...

ReA.: "Hay.. Your personal Forklift is here.."

I couldn't help but laugh.

Me.: "Are you trying to say I am like a cargo.."

ReA.: "That's for calling me Zikwe." I laughed again..he said giving a White Nightgown. ".I think it will fit you. I am going to fetch your stuff.."

Me.: "It Definitely will fit me...Thank you.."

ReA.: "Pleasure.. Ok, let me dress you.." He said Standing up..

Me.: "What..?!!!"

ReA.: "Your wounds.. Dummy."

Me.: "Oh..Ok. Hay don't call me Dummy.."

ReA.: "(Chuckling)..Or what.?"

Me.: "For now I will let it pass.."

ReA.: "Let me get the First aid kit.."

Me.: "Um.. And Food please I am dying slowly here..".

ReA.:"(Chuckling) I know.." what.?

Me.: "If you knew I am hungry why didn't you serve me.?"

ReA.: "I wanted you to say it yourself.."

Me.: "Mxm..." He walked out of the room. I wore the Nightgown, Daim I was lying this garment is tightening me. After a while, he came back holding a tray... Mhhhhh...

ReA.: "Your BreakFast in bed is ready, Malady.." He said with a very charming British accent. Oh, God!! I couldn't help but blush...

Me.: "You could be a Good Butler you know..."

ReA.: "Mxm...You know how to spoil things...I ma return with them you will fetch them yourself downstairs..".

Me.: "Hay..!!. Don't make me chase you. (chuckling) That's for calling me a cargo."

ReA.: "(Laughing) With what.? Your hands.?"

Me.: "Try me and see..Mhhhhh smells nice...I see you know your way to the Kitchen."

ReA.: "First, Compliment from you..I am going to enjoy it while it lasts..".

Me.: "Yeah.. it was the last one you could ever hear from me..."

ReA.: "I highly doubt...." He said, raising up a silver cap. Mhhhhh sausage links, Slices of bacon, Baked beans, whole tomato. Toast, Eggs, and Orange Juice.....Oh that's what the accent was for.." Don't worry I didn't pore Poison or Love potion."

He said, trying to take a Bacon. I slapped his hand..

Me.: "I don't know why I trust you, but I do. So there's no need to prove it..."

ReA.: "Ouch.!! Easy Tiger.." He said, taking off his shoes and getting inside the blankets...Took the other plate. And then what is he doing..? I am not going to even ask or compose a conflict or a commotion.

Me.: "The one who finishes first.."

ReA.: "Hattch Hattch Hattch.!!... You don't have to say it. You are already done... You were done before I even got here.." I laughed...

Me.: "Are you trying to make me choke. Mhhhhh, I hate to admit it, you really can cook.." I think I am going to enjoy the stay here..

ReA.: "I told you..."

Me.: "Told me what.?"

ReA.: "That compliment was not the last one.."

Me.: "ohh. That..." I said taking his plate..." Thank you..."

ReA.: "Wait..." I gave him a dead serious Stare