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What's wrong with being a mosochist?

A boy's whole existence revolves around being a mosochist. Come join and find what the heck is wrong with this kid. Read the journey of a masochist who actually has a goal? A masochist that wants to experience pain in everyway shape or form.

h_Hirto · Fantasia
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3 Chs

Name?

The boy then looked back down at his Death Count.

Death Count: 895

The boy muttered to himself with a hint of sadness and excitement, "Only five lifes left huh...?"

The goddess looks at him with pity within her eyes. She wanted to encourage the boy, but she felt a sense of sadness. She felt that even though she lets the boy get reincarnated she still doesn't help him enough. She bit her lip and said with a tone of concern and as a warning, "I'm not your guardian. I only gave you the ability to get reincarnated, but all that happens is because of your decisions. I've already given all the help that I can to you, so please don't waste your remaining five lifes."

The boy nods as a sign of understanding. He knew that after he exhausted the remaining five lifes his soul would be lost. He would have no way to experience life again. He actually only cares about the pain within life, and nothing more than that. So he came up with a plan that was stupid enough for anyone else to do other than him.

What was the plan? Do you wanna know? I sound annoying? Then f—I mean shut your mouth. Just wait and see, it's actually quite fun. Well, it's fun because I already know and you don't.

The boy's body suddenly emenated countless different colored lights. All of the lights swallowed him into nothingness. The infinitely extending white slate was once again "empty".

The boy opened his eyes and woke up within a city. The buildings were tall and the atmosphere was that of any ordinary city. People were walking to not get late for work or for school. There were cars and many vehicles going down the road. People were dressed normally. There was some restaurants, shops, and cafés near the area. The biggest building was right in front of the boy. It was a large building that had many buildboards attached to it. Some were promoting products while some were people that the boy didn't know. The building was definitely a mall.

The boy continued to observe his surroundings. While observing he noticed what he looked like by looking at the reflection that he saw within the glass window of the mall. He had a short darkish brown hair, a soft skin comparable to that of a female, and some green colored eyes. His body structure was that of an ordinary child. He wore an elementary school outfit that made him look younger.

He made a strange sound when saw his reflection, "Eh?"

Fortunately the sound he made wasn't that loud. It only attracted a few passerby that then left the scene. They thought that they were imagining things.

The boy slowly muttered to himself, "I have my actual appearance, that should mean that the body that I got reincarnated in is very compatible with my soul."

The boy removed his gaze from the glass window. He then started walking towards the entrance of the mall. When he was near the entrance he saw two male guards in front of the entrance. One of them looked at the kid and said to him, "Are you perhaps lost?"

The boy stared at them and said, "Um... Yes."

The guard then asked him, "May I get your name?"

Name? What name do I use? The boy thought to himself in panic.

The bot then said while hinding his panic, "Ai."

The guard had a confused face but he soon regained his calmness. He said with doubtful tone, "Is that your actual name?"

The boy nods as a sign of yes. The guard didn't bother to ask more questions. He just said to the boy, "Then wait here for a while, I'll go tell the other staff members so that they can announce your name."

The guard then left while the other one stayed to watch over the boy, and complete his duties. Not long after a voice was heard.

"A missing child named Ai has been found in the entrance. If anyone knows him please pick him up."

The voice was heard through the speakers, it was loud and clear. It didn't take long before the guard from before and a woman came to the entrance.

The woman rushed forwards as she hugs the boy with joy. Tears were dripping down her face. The boy was in a state of disbelief. Why you may ask? Because he didn't know if the body that he got reincarnated in actually has some family.

The woman's hug tightens by the second. After a few minutes she lets go of the boy and said with tears that seems to never stop flowing through her face, "I thought I lost you Ai."

At this moment the boy understood why he used the name Ai. It was because it was the name of the body that he got reincarnated in.

The boy then saw the woman's face. She had a long black hair, a soft white skin, and a pretty green eye. She wore a dress that looked like she was a mother. She looked young and lively. With all this in mind the boy understood his relationship with her. She was his body's biological mother.

Suddenly a flood of memory rushed through his mind. The memories tooked the form of shattered glass that fell. All the memory that fell entered a sea of darkness. The sea of darkness then lit up. One after another multiple spots obtained different colors. The colors combined to create an atmosphere of joy around and within the sea. In an instant the sea of darkness has been given countless colors.

The colors and fallen memories represented the memories that the body that the boy got reincarnated in. Basically it was Ai's memory, or to put it simply, it was the memories of the former owner of the body.

The woman then said to the boy, "Ok, so lets go home now. Is that fine?"

Why does she sounds like I won't agree. If I look through this body's memories then that makes sense. This Ai figure enjoyed the mall to the point that he got lost. The boy had a few thoughts to himself.

He then said with a smile, "Sure."

The woman hugged him again. She then let go of him after a few seconds. She stood up and held the hand of the boy.

She then started walking with the boy. As they walk the boy saw many things that he didn't bother to remember. It was a hassle if he did.

It tooked them a few minutes before they reached their destination. It was a fairly big apartment. When the boy entered the apartment he saw the kitchen which was a few steps away from the door, the dining area, the living room and a few doors. After he walked for a bit he figured out what was inside the other rooms. One was room of Ai's parents, the other was the bathroom, and finally the last was his room.

The woman looked at boy and asked with a smile, "Are you fine?"

The boy acted as though he was Ai, "Yes, I'm happy to be back."

At the latter half of the sentence he went and hugged Ai's mother. She was filled with joy with such an act.

She then said to the boy, "Then I'll cook your favorite dish today."

The boy smiled and said, "Thanks mom."

The boy looked adorable to the eyes of Ai's mom.

Ai's mom then backed off from the hug, and she walked to the kitchen with her grocery bag that was filled with ingredients. She then started to wash the ingredients that she bought from the grocery.

She was actually inside the grocery, but she left it because she already bought what she needed. When she left she heard the announcement and went there. She knew that she lost Ai when she left the grocery. She instatly rushed towards the mall entrance, the guard saw this and followed her. Of course everything worked out for her.

The boy then went and entered his room while Ai's mother was cooking. When he entered he was met with a bed lying in front of him. It's size was enough for an average teen to sleep in comfortably. He also saw a desk and chair with a desk lamp above it, a bookshelve filled with books. Of course he also had a cabinet that stored his clothes.

When the boy sat on the chair he opened the the drawer. He saw books, notebooks, and pens lying inside it.