In my dream

I opened my eyes and was startled to see a field that was the color of brown and gold, it looked like fall, but that's not possible because it was spring.

I realized that I was in a dream, so I started to walk around. In the distance I saw a little family consisting of a mother, a father, and 4 children. The mother was gorgeous in every way, from her jet black hair to her extremely pale skin, she was also pregnant and looked like she was to birth soon.

The father looked more strict and had blonde hair with plenty of scars on his face, probably from battle. I didn't realize that this was a dream memory until I saw my triplet brothers and a little me playing together and rolling around in the golden grass.

Everything looked perfect and I felt like a child again, but that all changed when the scene abruptly changed to a dark black mourning room with mother on the bed, dead.

She looked so lifeless and somehow even more pale, a baby was in fathers arms crying to be with his mother.

I felt broken looking at this, my brothers were by mother, trying not to cry and trying to be brave for their younger sister... me. I was a wreck, tears everywhere, uncontrollable sobbing, hair a mess, dressed in all black. I uncontrollably screamed "MOTHER! WAKE UP!.. please" the dream figures all looked at me with sad eyes.

I could feel myself crying in my sleep, tears running down my face and lip quivering. Once again the scene changed into my room and the little me laying on my bed unconscious, in a coma.

My father was crying and for the first time I saw my brothers cry. I all of a sudden felt selfish for going into a coma and making them experience that, especially after mother died, I should've helped them more, I wasn't the only one mourning!

I all of a sudden got a mix of negative emotions but anger was the prime one, anger at myself. I walked over the younger me laying a bed and shook her "Wake up you brat! You're not going to abandon your own family!" yelling turned into screaming at the unconscious me. Then I woke up, tears streaming down my face.