Emptiness to Revolution

Emptiness. A word used for a lot of things. But this is the only word I could use to express the way I felt. But the truth is I felt so much more than that. Feelings that had absolutely no words.

Being in the darkness though just made me feel empty... What was the answer? How could I fix this?.. I can't. This will affect me for the rest of my life and somehow I'll need to stop trying to put distractions in my life and except this feeling and make peace with it.

I can get better, I know I can, but I'll need to grow as a person first. This will be with me for the rest of my life, even if it's just a small bit.

There will be no Prince Charming, and there definitely wouldn't be a Happily Ever After. It's just how things turned out. Life wasn't what anyone was expecting.

I'm sure that there's something in your life that you never thought would be. Rather it be disappointments or regrets... Personally I would rather have disappointments and no regrets, life is too short to have those pesky things.

War is upon us and I will go out with no regrets while standing. In my coma world a famous man named George Washington said a quote that's stuck with me for a long time, he said something along the lines of "I would rather die on my feet, than live on my knees."

I planned on fighting in this battle no matter what. I will make my voice be heard among the snobbish men of court. I will no longer be ignored. Even if it means a revolution.