0005 Chapter Five : Preparing to Die Again...

Humans are in pain, they sleep in pain, they wake up in pain, even buildings suffer, even bridges, and flowers suffer.

" Philosophers tell us that life is a mystery, and they happily embrace the concept. "

The desire of your heart is to be told some mysterious things. .. but ..

You would think that solving puzzles would bring you relief, and that closing the loop would relax and calm your mind, but it never does, the truth is always disappointing

Anything is nothing at the same time

Chapter Five: Preparing to Die Again...

I'd rather live in a world shrouded in mystery than live in a world so small I can figure it out

I changed my clothes in the kitchen and pulled Valentina out

I changed my clothes in about five minutes

I wore a bulletproof suit over my body so that I could prevent my death as much as possible.

I don't want to die a second time on the same day? Or this day after? Damn when you die once you don't know the right time from the wrong time

Anyway, my heart beats faster as I get close to finishing my work

May I know why I was killed today? Or why was that person crying for me at the time? There are many mysterious things happening in this period

One only realizes the truly important moments in one's life when it is too late.

April 12, 1990

Thursday

The difference between reality and reality is the same as the difference between what is and what ought to be

It's four o'clock in the evening

Valentina's work period ended and she began to change her clothes after the person who would take her place on the grill came forward

" You are not going right? Cayden! After Valentina changed her clothes, she stood in front of me and then asked me this question for the second time

" No, I have two more hours to work in, and then I can go."

"Well I will see you tomorrow…are you…"

Then she interrupted her speech abruptly

Valentina, I want to tell you something.

" So what is it?" She looked a little curious as Kaiden interrupted her

" Actually, Valentina.. Hmm.. Well, do you want to go out with me tomorrow? I'm going to buy you a drink. Since tomorrow is Friday, and we have a holiday, too, I'll see a suitable place for us to meet.."

Kayden started saying nonsense here and there because he was feeling so shy. This was the first time he had called a girl seriously like that.

"Well, I agree.."

" Oh yeah..so do you want to share your mobile number with me..hmm..it's for our date tomorrow of course"

"Yes, of course.. go ahead."

Then they shared their numbers with each other

" Well, I'll go now. See you tomorrow, since my mother is waiting for me at home.." Valentina said

"If I don't come back to you tomorrow and don't come, you should pray for me because I died."

Strange signs appeared on Valentina's face because she did not understand this question

" Excuse me .. "

"No, don't worry about it."

Then Valentina turned around and headed home

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Some strange ideas began to appear in Valentina's mind...because she imagined that the date would be tomorrow and that he had told her the same thing she wanted.

" Actually, Valentina.. hmm.. well, do you want to go out with me tomorrow? I'm going to buy you a drink, since tomorrow is Friday, and we have a day off, too. "

Valentina began to remember Kaiden saying those words, "He looked very manly..Wait a minute. Is he in love with me? Or something?" Then signs of redness appeared on Valentina's face.

"But..but I'm older than him?! I'm nearly twenty years old and he's still sixteen..Is he..."

While Valentina was thinking about the nonsense of love

Caiden was thinking about facing death for the second time and how he would avoid contact with this man again

He had thought hundreds of times of overtaking this man and crossing the city road, or even sleeping in a hotel, or staying up late and sleeping in a restaurant.

But curiosity was killing him many times because he wanted to know why that man killed him before? And what does he want? And what does he do in the garden?

So many questions running through Caiden's mind

When you see yourself not understanding what is being said or written, know that you are in a corner that the lights will never reach

April 12, 1990

Thursday

Six o'clock in the evening

Genius is that you understand and remain silent. You notice and hide. You notice and do not comment. What is beautiful is your sense of discovering those around you and your deep understanding of all their intentions.

This was Caiden's feeling after living the same day again

Kayden's work in the restaurant has ended and he has prepared his bulletproof suit.

"And it's finally over.. ohhhoo ."

I brought some popcorn with me, since the food is going to spoil anyway

. Watching a plane land in a park while eating popcorn is like heaven

It is not every day that one can watch a plane landing.

If I had known this earlier, I would have bought the 3D glasses

I'll go the same way to the forest Oh,

It's dark like yesterday, isn't it spring? The day is supposed to be a little longer, right?

Cayden climbed up the door again.. and started moving across the garden

"This is a good place to sit and it's also a bit far from where the plane lands. If I was planning to rob a bank, I wouldn't be planning all this."

And it's good to see that ship go down. This also looks like a good date scene

Looks like it's going down now, and then the stairs came out of that plane

Looks like he's going out now.

His face finally appeared

It's that idiot from the restaurant (the one who was completely covered in black)

I didn't really know him but he was wearing the same clothes

But I saw his face he looked damn handsome

The person who gave me that paper... that bastard who I thought gave me the money but he gave me an empty envelope with a piece of paper written on it "He's coming" yesterday

But he didn't give me anything today.. And this made me more confused. It was assumed that the events were happening as they were.. Did I do something different from yesterday?

Then that man got out of the plane

Then he looked at me while I was eating popcorn and I looked at him

Then that strange man said, "Hi, young man, are you waiting for someone?" He seemed surprised by the sight of Kaiden in front of him because he did not show any reaction after he saw his plane landing in front of him

Then Kaiden said with a wide smile on his face, "I'm waiting for you."

We do not appear complete, you must hide something from yourself, the real pleasure that a person should enjoy is the mystery, the mystery that incites others to search for you.

What will happen to Caiden?