The business trip

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Finally it was the day of the business trip for the Alpha project and I reluctantly got ready even though it was against my wish and wants. Perhaps I was just too tired of fighting for everything , my opinions, my feelings, nothing mattered anymore. I couldn't ignore the fact that it all meant nothing anymore suddenly I felt a strange feeling, it's been long mother has been away but I started to realize how much I had missed her. She was my only family, confidant and the only one who seemed to understood me.

Leaving all the bad thoughts behind, I studied my self in the mirror. I had managed to make myself look beautiful and happy even though all I felt was opposite. I was putting on a black fitted business gown that demanded aura and my long reddish brown hair looked more captivating perhaps because I braided some sides. My makeup looked perfect and nude, everything was perfect but yet I still felt that nervousness. I couldn't tell why I was nervous, maybe because of the business trip or because of the thought of being with Hayden all alone or because I had *** with him. I just didn't seem to understand anything, I took a brief look at myself again and felt satisfied with the way I looked. I just needed to work a year more with him then I would feel much better afterwards.....I managed to convince myself even though I knew I loved having him around.

I sat alone in my sofa waiting for my boss or should I say Hayden to pick me up as he had promised. I was almost drifting asleep when I heard a horn blow loudly outside. I immediately stood up because I knew it was Hayden's.

We rode in silence and honestly I hated it because it made me nervous, very nervous. I tried to control my nervousness so hard that sweats started to ooze all over my body.

"I think you need some water and fresh air", Hayden suggested as if he knew how I was feeling and could read through me.

"I am okay sir, thanks for your care", I said brushing his suggestion off and trying to keep things formal between us.

I could see the look of disappointment in his face through the driver's mirror or whatever it was called all I knew was that I was completely out of my senses. Firstly being nervous and now wanting to apologize for making him feel disappointed. I just felt it was hard to understand myself. I snapped out of my thoughts when the car suddenly pulled over or maybe because of the loud voice of Hayden calling me. He looked really concerned and worried as if he cared but wait what if he cared. I didn't seem to understand anyone after all, I shrugged my thoughts aside and stood up from the car.

"Your luggages has been taken care of so it's time to leave" Hayden said. Am I not to be traveling with other statfs why travel with you? I said questioning him.

Once again I saw the flash of disappointment in his eyes. "Didn't she want me, did she hate me after taking her or is she proving to be stubborn?" I kept asking all this unanswered questions over and over again. I hated the way this woman made me feel, she made me feel powerless and it makes me want her more.

"You haven't answered my question sir", I asked pretending to ignore the disappointment in his eyes. You are my personal assistant and secretary so you should go with me, that was his reply before we headed towards his private jet for the trip which seemed like forever.

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