Happiness Makes Ways

Luna: Why ?Why God why you make me suffer? Why ? Why my fate is filled with tragedy? Why you never see me ? Why your mercy die when it comes to me ? Am I not your child? Why !?!? You bring candle to my dark house and then blew and make me suffer with that grey blown smoke? Is I worth this much only? Have I done this much bad deeds in my past ? Don't I worth to have happiness? God it's your child please let me be happy? I don't know even how my husband is, how my friends , family are do they remember me every day like I did? I don't know how mom is? I don't know that did Hyun ever find me ? I don't know anything how is he? Have they found the door and leave me out? Do they think I will be back ? What if I never me...eet?? God this thought breaks my soul if it happens I would surely commit a suicide ...