Ashley{5}

I wake up to an annoying beeping sound and groan from the pain the light caused to my eyes.

I try again slower this time and scan the room with my eyes .. it had plain white walls and a white ceiling fan, to my right there was a machine where the beeping was coming from and a drip which was attached to my right arm.

I looked down at myself and I was wearing a hospital gown I'm not stupid enough to not know I was in a hospital the question is why am I in a hospital?

Then it came back to me.

I was at the meadow relaxing when Ethan came, talked down on me, beat the crap outta me and threw me in the lake knowing I can't swim. The last thing I heard before I lost consciousness was Ethan muttering to himself that his mom would kill him if I died because of him, I wonder how he found the meadow!?

I thought Ethan would grow up and realize bullying was a childish thing that never ended well but guess I was wrong, and now the last line of hope I had for him has finally snapped.

He can never change, he'll always be the inconsiderate jerk of a bully he is. He can't change not for anything in the world, not for his sister nor his parents , not for himself and certainly not for the broken love I had for him.

And now I'm done with him , I'm done with this, I'm done hoping, I'm done trying and I'm done waiting for him to change .. congratulations ETHAN MICHAELS you finally broke me....

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Ethan's POV

I sat there with ashley in my arms slowly brushing my fingers through his beautiful white hair and humming after sometime I decided it would be best if I got him to a hospital I sighed deeply

He truly is beautiful and I hope he forgives me

I know bullying is a bitchy ass childish thing to do to him or anyone for that matter, but after I started bullying him I couldn't seem to stop

It started off lightly with the insults then it became light shoves and tripping him to pushing him on the floor and then it got bad.

I started hitting and punching and beating him up all for what? To please my stupid friends!

God I really fucked up!

I got up slowly so I don't hurt him and carried him princess style back to where I parked my bike

This certainly wouldn't do So I brought out my phone from the pocket of my sweatshirt and ordered an Uber, it took three minutes to get to us Cause it was close by.

I gently laid him in the back seat making sure he was comfortable, I got in and placed his head on my lap. After closing the door softly the Uber took off.

A little over eight minutes and we were at the hospital I mean why wouldn't we? When I kept yelling at the innocent driver. I got out and took him to the emergency ward and they placed him on a stretcher taking Him into a room, after an hour the doctor came out and told me he was badly injured.

He had three broken ribs , a dislocated shoulder and knee , a broken arm ,a torn lip and a mild concoction

I cried when I heard it, it was all my fault

The doctor asked how it happened but I couldn't explain, couldn't tell the truth so I told him he got into a bad fight

The doctor said he'd wake up in about 4 to 5 hours .. also said I could go in and see him now

I went in and almost cried again

He looked really peaceful yet troubled at the same time

I sighed softly and took a seat at his left

"I know I was a jerk to you and I also hurt you badly but please just wake up soon please I don't know if you can hear me but if you can then I'm sorry I ever did those things to you ,I was a selfish inconsiderate jerk ,an idiot bully who doesn't deserve your forgiveness but I hope you can find it in your pure heart to forgive me" I softly whispered while crying, after a while I fell asleep and woke up feeling movements from the bed.

I looked up and saw ashley awake. He looked around and a look of familiarity crossed his face and then confusion followed by a disappointed one and then he went back to sleep

He didn't even notice me which hurt not gonna lie but I did cause him pain so I think it was fair