genesis(how it all started)

Emotions.

Do you feel them?

Broken.

Do you know what that feels like?

Passion.

Why is it so strong?

there are many reasons why most men don't get along with girls.

I was just an high school girl when I had my first girlfriend I loved him so much that I can do anything for him, suddenly he started changing I don't get as much compliment as when our relationship was still fresh until a day I found out he was cheating I didn't act like I knew cus I still love him and then a day come which he ask me;hey babe I wanna ask something, what else would I said I told him to go on and ask the questions

it's been a year now since we started dating we only kissed never had sex so I wanna ask if we could just...you know maybe once.

I got strange I'd give it to him but I knew he was cheating so I said no, suddenly as I said no he shouted at me and said;I knew that you would said no huh? you never gave me what I wanted and that's Lea she gave me anything I want but where you at you ain't down for shit you little piece of sh*t I shoulda never ask you out in the first place we are done.

I knew he meant what he said but I had no choice than to accept the breakup, for days I cried and I made plans on moving on 😔🥺💔.

two weeks later as I was checking my phone contact list I saw this guy number my best friend saved his number on my phone so she could call him anytime she wanted to,I chatted the guy on Whatsapp he was a nice guy and ready to help.

as time passes we became bestfriend his name was k,k as a friend and he introduced me to his friend hm Love.

Why is it so painful? I fell for k and his friend it was very had to choose between the two cus they was both great but I had plan to stop loving them both when I can't choose one of the two.

but shit went too far and it ain't a drill k asked me out and telling me that he love me for the time being I loved him too but as time passes we became more closer he had his first kiss 😘 with me even though I never said yes he's madly in love with me.

but for the time being too I senior ask me out at school again but I was getting crazy cus I started loving him too my feelings for k started changing and he's no getting all the compliments again 🙄 he was worried and sad why I suddenly change but I had to tell him cus I think my senior was more better than him I stopped calling him I stopped replying his messages I knew he got sad and heartbroken but I never thought about what he's gon go through if I just leave him like that even though I never said yes he still loves me.

I left k for the senior cus I think he was more better than him life was good with my senior and life was sad for k he was very bitter but he still loves me still and he wanna get me outta he's head but he couldn't cus we make memories that will live forever in him.

I dated my senior for 8 months but nothing last forever even our problems my senior start Changing like my first boyfriend too I was so afraid of getting heartbroken again even though I never remember I hurt someone who's still in love with me,my senior broke up with me too and now I had no where to go but to go back to Kenny.....

PART 2?!!!