Extra 4.5_POV Melissa

[Sh*t! I'm late!]

I quickly took my bicycle while hurrying out of my house. I didn't say any goodbyes or fare wells because there was nobody who would respond.

Ah, but don't misunderstand! My mom would be gone to work, you need to understand how hard it is to make money. I'm not mad even when I only see her in the weekends or for some minutes after school. After all, she is the sweetest mother there will ever be! I love her! That will never change...

My dad is sleeping when I go to school. Don't misunderstand! He is sleeping because he goes to work in the afternoon and only comes back in the night. I- I don't know what to say about my dad. He is sometimes kind but at other times I feel like crying when I'm with him. It's hard to explain, you know?

Let's talk about something else! So, I have three siblings: one younger brother who is THREE years younger than me and two older sisters who are respectively two and three years older than me. You may wonder why I'm putting stress on the THREE years younger; I'll explain why. The reason isn't that amazing, but it is important to me! It's obviously because he somehow got taller than me.

HOW?!?

I want to know!

I'm the shortest, if you don't count my mother, in the family. (Even then I'm only a centimeter taller than my mother.) I always was sure that I'll became as tall as my sisters. They aren't tall to begin with, they are average, but for my short height they look gigantic. Everyone, once again excluding my mom, are literally TEN freaking centimeters longer than me! And my brother is still growing!

This is not far! I can't accept this clear favoritism!

At least when you compare them with me, they are only so so. They can't compare to me! HAHAHA!!!

Okay, if you exclude their heights.

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And maybe they are a bit more athletics than me...

Again, don't misunderstand! That's only because I don't like moving my body! They do! They do like moving around and to sport! Really! Believe me!

Wait. Why am I trying to convince someone. There nothing to be ashamed about! Let's go back to my previous topic. I'm not trying to change the topic, okay? So, don't think that I'm doing that because I'm not!

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*COUGH* *COUGH*

So, the reason why my siblings aren't at home is because their school is way farther than mine. Mine is 15 minutes away if I cycle slowly, but theirs are super-duper far away. They don't even go with the bicycle because it's so far. My second sister could go to the same school as me, but she didn't get in! That's how great I am! HAHAHA!!!

Okay, let's not talk about that anymore. I have a feeling if I talk more about it my sister would suddenly appear behind me and strangle my poor neck. I don't want that to happen!

You may wonder how a girl who should be super-duper far could suddenly appear, right? It's sounds practically impossible, I know. But if it's her, nothing is impossible.

I'll tell you guys a secret that is not a secret, so my sister has black long hair and our whole family doesn't really wear a pajama but more comfortable clothes to sleep. We do use pajama sometimes, but most of the time it's just a oversized shirt with joggings or something like that.

One day when we were going to sleep, I was talking with my big sister while my second sister tried to sleep. We actually share one big room with each other, not that I mind. I find it actually quite cozy! But okay, so me and my sis where whispering, giggling and so on and I guess we made our sister made. She did say we needed to shut up, but we just didn't want to listen.

So, she had long black hair as I said, and she wore an oversized white shirt to go to sleep. You may think why you would need this information. I'll tell you why. When you think about a girl with long straight black hair who wears something white. You'll have two possibilities. The first would be a beauty. You know. That cold beauty with black hair and so. But like I told you there are two possibilities, and my sister really wasn't the first one.

The second is of course a GHOST! I'm sure you guys know about what kind of ghost I'm talking about. She looked exactly like that!

Without me or my sister noticing she crept to our beds while holding a cushion.

What is she going to do with that cushion?!

You know, I don't know why but it was the stupidest thing I could do. I looked up. I don't even know why I suddenly wanted to look up, okay. My reaction was just fantastic. I really thought for a moment that I saw a ghost, so yeah, I screamed. I screamed for my life! My big sis who had her back against her looked behind and started screaming together with me.

When we were screaming for our life while wondering about our poor life, she began to hit us with her cushion while saying with her angry voice: "Didn't I tell you guys to shut up!"

After a while, when I realized that the ghost wasn't a ghost but my sister, I couldn't help but beginning to laugh. In the end, we all were laughing even my second sister, who was in a bad mood because she really wanted to sleep, was laughing together.

Even now we still talk about what happened that night.

I really like my family a lot. We may fight, we may argue, but even then, I still cherish my family.

When I think that the world isn't fair, I think about the good times, about the times without tears of hardships but only sunny smiles. Even the tears that are ready to drop will not fall with my permission because now I know that even when I cry it won't help. This tear of mine is worthless, nobody will reach out to it and nothing will change.

That's why I won't cry when I have it hard. Even less when someone around. Maybe, just maybe I'll let them fall when I'm completely alone. Because even I am a human being who feels pain...

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A/N: End of the chapter! This time I'm fast! Are you guys proud? Of course you guys are!

This chapter really didn't come out like I wanted. Not that I'm dissatisfied but because I talked to much about her family! It should be a chapter of her at school, but somehow without me noticing I began to write about her family!

That is why I'm telling you guys this straight; I really have no idea when the extra will be done! So, I said it. I know for sure that I'll write and write till I write something that I didn't want to write. So yeah, there is a possibility that it will take long to go back to the main story.

I'm sorry!

I'm really sorry! This extra was meant to be short. Around three chapter or so, but it is almost the double of it...

I do hope you guys at least enjoyed the extras. If not, maybe I'll cry in the corner!

Thank you for the power stones, WeirdPandaPerson!

P.S: Maybe I'll write another chapter because I feel like writing!

Bye, bye! See you in the next chapter