Hearing Andien's words just now, Lisa fell silent as she stared at her moving fingers. In her heart, Lisa admits that she still loves Oscar, but she can't deny the fact that Rangga is much better than Oscar when it comes to accepting her as she is. Rangga was willing to take care of the child who was clearly not his biological child, and even promised to love them like his own. He also said he would pay for the child's living expenses.
Now that child is gone, it's not because of Rangga's fault. Lisa blamed herself for the death of her child. If she had not met Aditya and got into an argument with that bastard, this tragedy would not have happened.
Lisa can only blame herself, regret her choice, and hate herself for being too selfish and pretentious. However, as long as Rangga was still around, that man would not leave her.