Memories

"Darling, we only married for three month, and now you want to split up for our own good. What make you think to do this decision by yourself." I snatched away the paper on his hand, and tear it into a small pieces. He remained silence, doesn't move his eyes from staring the cold floor.

"You know what, I think it's good for us to split up. We never destined to each other from the start. We are polar opposite, and we always make a small argument into a big fight. I don't know why we still married to each other if we know we will never in a good term with each other." I then turned my back facing him, doesn't want him to see the tears on my eyes.

Still. Nothing was coming out from his mouth. "At least speak, tell me why." I said, folding my hand behind my chest. "Sign the paper." I froze on my place, tongue twisted, unable to speak. How he can acted so cold to me now. This is a serious matter and he seem unaffected about it at all.

"Sign, and we will be good." He continued. I turned my body, looking at him. The cold stare on his eyes, just tell me otherwise. "You are lying about this, right. you just kidding-"

"No." He cut me off, and that's when my heart broke into a million pieces. "Stop all those acting and let me-

"No, I'm serious, Hyerin. I don't love you anymore. The blooming love already gone. Long ago." I fell on my knees, unable to held my tears anymore. "So, you just playing with my heart for this whole time. I was such a fool to fell for your whole lies."

"Hyerin, you are such dramatic person. And I hate that." He said. "I just want you do a simple thing, a peaceful break up and then we are fine."

"Stop. I will do what you want me to do. A simple break up, huh." I scuffed after I harshly wiped away my useless stain tears on my face. I force myself to get up, and walked to the table, took other copies of the document and leave my signature on it. I gritted my teeth as I slammed the pen on the table. "Now, we are nothing to each other. After this, don't ever think I will accept you again on my life. You Are A Total Stranger To Me Kim Mingyu. You want this, and you get it!!" I walked away, out from the suffocating room, leaving him alone, for the last time, with my heartbroken heart.

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"Hyerin, Hyerin."

"Huh?" I looked at her but accidentally, I hurt my hand while I tried to turned to look at her. "Argh." I hissed in pain. Yuna unnie immediately took my injured finger. "Are you alright, Hyerin?" She asked in concerns tone while looked at me worrying. I smiled a bit showing I'm okay although it's hurt a little. "Ahh. It's nothing to worry, unnie. It's just nothing." I laughed a bit, but she took it too seriously. "This, you said nothing. Look. The cut are deep. Huh." She released a deep sigh, and got up from her seat. "Wait here." She looked down at me, and walked away.

"Unnie, you don't have to bother yourself." I shouted to her at the back. I heard rummaging sound coming from the kitchen, and after that I heard her voice coming towards the living room. "Huh, keep quiet. Just sit properly, I meant to treated you hand carefully." I sat with my back straight, facing her. She carefully took my hand in her, and also took white cotton, and dap the cotton on the wound dressing. "I will carefully put this, so, bear with the pain." She said. She carefully dap the cotton on the fresh cut, and blew on it. I hissed in pain, and she looked at face worrying me so much. "Look, you are such a cry baby. And yet you are saying you are strong enough to gone through your problem." She then walked away to keep the first aid kit back on the cabinet.

A few minutes later, she come back with a banana milk in his hand. "Here for you." she passed me the drink, and I took it really quick. "Hey, calm down." She said. I just can't hold myself when I saw banana milk, since it was my fav drink.

"Drink slowly, Hyerin. No one gonna take that drink from you." She carefully took the seat beside me, after she inserted the dvd player. " Hyerin."

"Yeah, unnie." I replied. "Don't you two ever think to back with each other?" I stopped sipping the drink, and my eyes froze on the black screen. "If you uncomfortable to talk about this now, then I wouldn't bring this up again."

"No." I answered, unfazed. "We will never back with each other."

"You know, the look in your eyes, ever time we met each other eyes, displayed all the hope to be back with him. Your love for him never dies, right, Hyerin. Maybe you can fool yourself, but you never can't fool your sister, Hyerin. I know everything about you. And with just a glance on your eyes, I know it's love for your only man." I can't held my feelings anymore, a tear escaped from my eyes, and the empty milk carton fell to the floor.

"My baby, come here." I immediately threw myself on her and cried my heart out on her shoulder. She slowly patted my back, whispered a few comfort words on my ears, which help me to calm down.

Tired of crying, I ended up sleeping soundly on the couch. Somehow my sister manage to get a light blanket from the guest room and placed it on my body. She turned down the lamp brightest and leave me alone on the couch, after making sure I'm sleeping.