WHAT DO YOU WANT

"Haru, what do you want?' I had a nervous breakdown. I'm not sure if I'm overreacting now, but I don't like the way he came in, but I also like it.

 "Relax,' he said as he licked his bottom lip and stepped forward. While he was following me, I started stepping back and forth until my back hit the wall.

  "Why are you fleeing from me when I don't bite?' he smirked. As he took another step closer, his hands slammed against the wall, leaving me in the middle, facing him.

  "Do you miss me?' he asked, his smirk still on his face.

   "What!!!

   "Why should I miss you in the first place?'

"I miss you," He said.

I stuttered at the end. "I don't miss you, and I don't know ...why the hell should I miss...you."

"Of course, you should remember me and the kiss we shared that day.' He said those words as he approached my ear.

"I insisted, 'I don't miss you.'

"You can say whatever you want, but your body can't lie to me. I must have won the lottery because this is my first time sleeping with an American. 'It's really amazing, and I want to see how you taste,' he said, running the tip of his finger down my chest. Fuck! This was already turning me on. No way, I'm not going to fall into his trap like that. *Johan, be yourself and come up with something more appropriate* I reasoned.

"What do you want?'

"What am I looking for, uh,  I had no idea you were going to take this so quickly,' he said, licking his lips.

"I didn't say I was going to do anything with you Haru. Go find someone else to be your play toy and stop bothering me,' I said, wanting to push him away, but he pushed me back against the wall.

   "Don't go anywhere, baby, we haven't finished talking yet.' He smiled.

   "I'm done talking,' I scoffed. "I'm not your baby, Haru, so call someone else that name instead of me." 

"Oh, really? But, unfortunately, you're the only thing I could think of to call that name, and it also fits you and your eyes. I adore it, and I'm curious how you scream with those eyes.'

   "Haru, back off,' I said, attempting to push him away. He gripped me so tightly that before I knew it, his hand was on my trouser and squeezing my crotch.

"Ahhh...Haru?' I quickly closed my mouth with my hand and turned away from him.

"You're really hot. I had no idea your moan would be this seductive. 'You got a hard boner, Johan?' Still squeezing it, he said.

"Stop, Haru. Someone is going to come in, and it won't be good for either of us.'

"Oh, you want me. 'You just admitted it?'

"I'm not admitting anything. I don't want to do this with you, Haru, so please stay away from me. 'I don't want to do anything with you?' I said deadpanned. There is no way I could fall for this.

"'Are you certain about that?' He smirked, still squeezing, and then he began rubbing my crotch, which was the worst part. How can I keep myself in check if he's doing this to me?

"What exactly do you want, Haru?'

I want you, Johan." I'm dying to have you in my bed. If I could have you right now, that would be fantastic. Besides, you're big down there, but not as big as me, baby.' He moved in closer and licked my ear. I pushed him away, telling him to get away from me because he's driving me insane. This is a feeling I've always wanted to avoid, especially for a guy, and Haru is bringing it back. The feeling I've been trying to suppress for a long time is returning now. I don't want to lust after Haru because I'm not gay.

"Why are you pushing me away, Johan?" He enquired.

"Stop this and get to the point." 'What do you want from me?' I don't like feeling this way because the fact that I want him is annoying and getting on my nerves.

"I've told you what I expected from you. 'Should I do it again?' He inquired, but I just stared at him.

"I want you, Johan. I adore you, and I don't care if you have a girlfriend or not. You can date whomever you want as long as I keep sleeping with you and sucking you?' He smiled and stared at me with lustful eyes.

"You're a lady's man. All the girls want you, you're handsome, and I don't see why you'd be gay,' I shrugged, sometimes wondering how he became gay and how he's so straightforward.

"Yes, I am a handsome man. But you have a girlfriend and you're gay. Isn't that more surprising?' He said this and sat down on the bed.

"I'm not gay, and I never said I was," I explained.

"You never said you were one, but you are," he smirked.

"I'm not," 

"so you're bisexual?" He began to laugh, and then he stared at me.

He is stunning, and his white hair sets him apart. So lovely, and he reminds me of those K-pop singers I see on TV.

"I'm not, and please stop calling me that," I gritted my teeth; he's so irritating.

"Why are you attempting to deny it?" he inquired.

"I'm not denying anything." 

 "I like you," he said, and I returned my gaze to him. Is that what I just heard?

"Because you're attempting to deny it. 'I'll make you love it, so why don't we do it?'

"Do what?"

 "I desperately want to have sex with you. And how about an affair, Johan?'

"An affair," I'm surprised at how he speaks without thinking about what he's saying, and I'm not sure why I agreed to this in the first place. Why am I agreeing with him and listening to him?

"Yes, we do it secretly, and no one will ever know...'

"I'm not going to agree to this..." He interrupted me as soon as I interrupted him.

"You are, indeed. I've seen how you look at me and get a hard bone every time you see me. I really want you, Johan. I fantasized about you this morning while taking a bath. So, do you want to try fun things with me, like explore a variety of things?' He continued to smile. "Come with me. You'll be 18 in a month, so why not give it a shot?'

I wanted him, and I don't want to do this. I don't want to hurt Charlotte, and this offer he's making me is so enticing that I want to give it a shot with him. It appears to be exciting and fucking good.

"Why can't you find someone else to do that?" I feel so stupid right now, because anyone in my position would accept the offer right away, while I'm attempting to decline it.

"I'm so taken with you that I don't mind having you all to myself. You're adorable. You're the one I'm looking for, and I know you feel the same way.' He gave me a wink. "I'm giving you two days to think about it, and if you accept my offer, I'll make sure I give you everything you want and make you feel good. But if you refuse my offer, which I know you will never do. So, Johan, how about we do it, and if you don't want your secret revealed.   'Believe me, Johan, I will keep your secret.' He smiled, rose from his bed, and hugged me. I could tell he was excited as well.

"Don't keep me waiting, Johan," he said quietly as he licked my ear. He left me, opened the door, and exited.