10 August

Aaj 2 din ho gye uska msg nhi aya. Mai Aaj apne sau smbhal nhi payi bus yhi sochti Rahi kya galti kr di mene ki mai usse Mili kya mai jada sochne lagi hu Yh mai kya kru. Aab tho sapne bunne lagi hu khule akho se ki jab milega Yh bolega ki suno tum jo bhi soch rhi thi Bilkul Sahi soch rhi ho mai Vhi feel krta hu jo tum kr rhi hu par fir lagta hai nhi Yh sach nhi hai or pta nhi kya Yh sach hoga. Dhere dheere khud ke khalo mai ghum ho rhi hu Kamjor ho rhi hu sochne and smjhne mai. Achank se maan krta hai msg Yh call kr du par nhi fir mai Ruk jati hu ki usko Yh na lage mai jada soch rhi hu. Lagta hai agr pyar itna bura hota hai tho Kyu hota hai and Kyu smne ata hai. Aaj mujhe laga ki usse Sab chizo se block kr du fir uski shkal kabhi na dekhu par dil nhi manta and fir kehta hai thodi umeed Abhi bhi rkh apne dil mai kya pta Teri dil ki baat sach ho jate par Vhi dil tuthne se bhi tho darta hai. Sab kuch smjh ke bhi asmjh rhna and kuch na Khena kaas mai smjh jau.