Chapter 32

The air port was crowed the noise was making Anna deaf and the smell of sweat and body odors was making her feel ill.

Uncle Lee and a few body guards were waiting for her and her group.

Shay had ahold of her right hand and Tana the left it was if I was their life line.

The crowd parted ways to make way for us the girls started to wave at everyone and I smiled and nodded thanks.

Than all of a sudden the crowd started to go frantic this made all of us look around curiosity getting the better of us.

In came the tall boyishly handsome man that broke my heart almost months ago, he was carrying two dozen red roses surrounded by baby's breath.

His black suit tailored to him perfectly

Showing off his broad shoulders and lean dancers frame.

My heart hurt at the sight of him he had been cheating on me and another girl and I lost all trust in him.

Funny thing is, is I have become real good friends with Dahee during my tour threw Asia Europe and parts of South America.

This man was none other then Joonie or as his fans call him RM.

Once he got in front of me he stopped and said, " I missed you so much."

We were still a couple in the eyes of the fans that is until he is done with his tour here in Aisa after being state side for six months.

All of a sudden there was a sudden scream, "kiss her!" then everyone started to chant "kiss her!" it felt like I was sitting on a bass speaker on full blast my whole body was vibrating from the voices.

He took my left hand tenderly into his right then caressed my face gently before he placed his lips upon my cheek.

That got a mix of commentary from "boo give her a real kiss" to Awe so sweet."

Joonie not one to disappoint then grabbed me by the waist then kissed me on the mouth, I was caught off guard by this, so I just had a shocked look on my face that was slowly turning red from the public display of affection.

He then whispered in my ear, " I have decided we are not going to break up until I say. "

I was furious with him how dare he think he has the right to tell me I am not allowed to leave him it's my life, and my body. He will pay for this.

I gave him a smile and and said, "if that's what you think good luck. "

I still had a wild card up my sleeve

I knew he was still texting Dahee and trying to stay with her as well.

I got out of his embrace and started my way towards my groups van handing off my luggage to one of the body guards.

Shay, Tana and I got into the van followed by Joonie.

I sat as far way from him as possible than said to the driver, "we are going to big hit first to drop off this ass hat. Then home please."

The driver nervously cleared his throat than asked, "aren't you dating him?"

I looked at his eyes threw the rear view mirror and asked, "would you stay with someone who cheated on you only a few weeks into the relationship? And would you stay if he still has the nerve to keep messaging her after you found out and gave him a second chance?"

The driver looked at Joonie anger in his eyes and said, "you sir are a ass hat, your lucky she wanted you in the first place just because your a idol doesn't mean you can treat girls that way, if she was my family I would find a very deep grave and bury you alive."

This scared me a little but I still appreciate his sentiment, he must be a fan or a decent man.

We arrived at big hit and the driver stopped Joonie knowing when he is not welcome got out quickly putting his mask and glasses on.

The van started to move a way from the building and I relaxed a little and asked Shay, "he told me he wasn't going to let me leave, should I leak the messages now and get out or wait for the last show where I know he is going to propose because he wants to keep up the handsome prince in love with the princess act."

Shay was in deep thought and so Tana said, "it's really up to you do you want to kill his career and him or do you want to just be out of the relationship?"

I didn't really know what to say about this I wanted to hurt him like he hurt me, one of the reasons that when I was in Japan Daesung and I got closer it was fun hanging with him and YongJa pretending that we were a family. The fantasy was gone though youngJa was with her father and I was by myself with those who just wanted to use me for one reason or another.

We got home and all crashed on to the couch, exhausted from all the traveling.

Our vegetable state was interrupted by giggling and a bunch of hushed whispering.

Shay grabbed my arm as Tana slowly got up and grabbed her pepper spray out off her purse.

Stealthily like a ninja Barbie she creeped towards the kitchen, ready to take everything and everyone in her way out.

Shay and I too tiered to move just waited for the show to start hoping the food would not be ruined by the end.

Next thing we herd was a bunch of high pitched screaming and then the strong and over bearing smell of pepper.

A bunch of men came out of my kitchen screaming about their eyes it took a moment to process what was happening Shay clinging on to me till a baby chimp.

Than I noticed it was Jackson, Mark, Jin, Jimin, Jay, Xumin, bam bam, moon bin, rocky, CL, and Amber climbing over one another to get out of my kitchen tears and snot all over each one of their faces.

I started to giggle at the idiots that were my friends.

Shay not one to find it as funny yelled, "quickly all of you, run to the showers and rinse your eyes out!"

I was thanking god that I had asked my Appa to fix the shower heads to water fall heads that came from the ceiling that way two or more people can rinse out their eyes in each one of the bathrooms.

I got up from my potato like existence

And went to fetch some towels for my goofball friends, as I was handing out the towels I told them to go and grab whatever they need out of my closets.

Jay gave me a questioning look then asked, "do you think is guys will look good in the pink dresses or the white ones?"

I had forgotten that Jay, Moon Bin, and Rocky had never been over before and I smiled.

I gathered the new and old friends each and everyone in towels and opened my door saying, "girls on the left boys on the right the closets are big enough for you to change in together."

I regret that I had to say this the eye candy that was in front of me and the girls was mouth watering and knee clenching. Hell I was so horny I was looking CL and Amber up and down wondering if I could figure out the mechanics of being with a woman.

I was taken out of my ogling of my friends when Jay came and stood next to me asking jokingly yet quietly "so which one do you fancy more me or the very sexy ladies that are leaving for your closet because I am always D-T-F when you are ready to get rid of a chump of a boyfriend."

I giggled nervously hyper aware of the fact he had nothing but a white towel draped loosely over his rock hard waist showing off his numerous tattoos his muscles glistening from the water beading on his smooth skin.

I involuntarily licked my lips thinking about the things I wanted to do with him.

He chuckled to himself than went threw the door that the other nicely built men went through.

I was standing alone in my frustration I knew that I was still technically in a relationship so I would have to take care of myself once everyone left.

Moon Bin was the first out his cute puppy dog smile was ear to ear he noticed me so I went and sat on my bed and patted the seat next to mine he happily accepted saying, "your closet is like a men's high class department store you even had my size underware and shoe I want to live here it's not as crowed as the apartment I am currently living in heck if the other guys saw this place they wouldn't even ask they would slowly just move in."

I smiled at him and said" my door is always open to you guys you have even seen the man cave I built. I was thanking of building a guest house maybe even a dorm later For JYP trainees for when I take over the company for Appa. I did buy the houses around mine so I could expand I will eventually buy the entire neighborhood so I can make it a gated community for idols so press can't bother us and fans."

He smiled sweetly and said, "when you dream you dream big I would love to live in a place where I could go out and not have to worry about fans running after me the press not there waiting for me to mess up. When you are done building I want to buy the first house though wouldn't it be cheaper to fix up some of these older houses and make them presentable?"

I smiled at him and agreed with him, "you know your right I was just going to demolish everything then make a bunch of cookie cutter houses like they have in the US. I know I am putting in a park and some stores so we can be self sufficient a community garden also a privet school for the children of idols maby hire a private police force and fire department can you own your own small hospital? Like I said it will be a community for celebrities to feel safe since this town is so close to Seoul it would be a perfect commute."

He was listening to me as if he could see what I wanted to do the more I talked the bigger his smile got until finally someone cleared their throat and interuped our conversation.

Jin and the rest where standing there looking at me, Jin then asked, "why haven't you told any of us this until now? I didn't know you where planing on building an entire town is that your dream?"

I blushed than replied, "it's one of them, I love being a singer but this past year and a half has scared me, I don't want anyone to have to go threw what I have just because they are living their dream I want us all to feel safe in our own homes at night not worried that a psycho fan is going to show up. If I have to use every last bit of my money to feel safe again I will do it."

Jay looked at me and said, the place you where talking about seemed like a dream come true for a lot of us."

Bam bam piped in, "if anyone can do it you can. Now let's go order some food I am hungry."