For one, I knew there was absolutely no way I could give him up. Not after everything I'd experienced with him and how I felt for him when I really thought about it. He made me laugh and we had incredible chemistry in bed - but then again we'd never had a non-fighting encounter that didn't involve either his tongue, fingers, or cock inside of me. That realization was a hard pill to swallow. But - for the sake of our child - that was going to change. I wanted more with Tanner, that much I knew. I'd been developing true feelings for him up until he purposely hurt me with Titty.