Like old times
Jabi
Maybe I am avoiding Darrien because I feel he knows my innermost darkest thoughts. It has been two days since that night.
Two days and I am scared to have a conversation with him. I am scared to tell him the things that he might already know.
I don't even know what is wrong with me. I don't even know how to explain how I feel, I just feel these things and nothing has been able to help me—not even Dar.
"You're not going home?'' Rex asks me calmly as I drop the book I am reading on my crossed legs. I am in their house, avoiding Darrien. He messaged me, I responded but I haven't replied his question of when I would be back. Things are weird between us because he has finally noticed the things that I have been hiding.
The things I didn't want him to see.
The things I wanted to bury and forget about.