I hate you, Yi Wuji

"I love you my beautiful little wife. I love you Kim Nana but I will only do what's right." He had said but I still don't get it! He loves me but he won't let my brother go, he's going to let them kill him! ..this is the only thing that I've ever asked of him but he won't do it ..not even when he knows this will make me happy ..no. He's just going to sit there on his throne and watch them kill him. So wicked!

"I hate you Yi Wuji! ..I hate the day I was made to marry you." I yelled as I begin to push any thing that's in my way or around me angrily.

"Her Highness." Jandi begin to call as she entered my room but I didn't answer and it seems like I don't need to as her mouth is now slightly open  ..she's obviously shocked by the state of my room which is now full of broken furniture.

"Lady Nana, you've been breaking things ever since you came back from the Emperor's chamber ..are you still angry at him?." Jandi asked which make me to look at her with all the anger in my body as I recall me and the Emperor's last night conversion ..how I removed his hands around me while yelling at his face that I hate him before I stormed out of his room in anger.

I even refused to go to the throne hall this morning ..how can I, when I know what they already plan on doing to my brother.

"I hate him.."  I said to Jandi then begin to cry when the image of what will happen to brother begin clouding my mind.

"I think you actually love him though ..Lady Nana and that's why you're crying right now.

"No, I don't love! I can't love a cruel man and that's what he is ..cruel and inconsiderate!

"But he.."  Jandi begin to speak but I interrupt her by continuously yelling out my anger.

"Why did I even asked you to go in the court room when I already know what judgment he's going to be passing. I believe you all, tell him! You told me to tell him even Yabo too and I did just that but what did I get in return ..my brother declaration of death being slapped on my face and now you're telling me I love him ..well guess what, you get it wrong! ..you all did. He doesn't love me, he doesn't love me Jan-di! He doesn't love me.." I said as I fall on my bed in defeat while crying and fumbling my dress in distress.

I watch Jandi watch me probably contemplating whether now is the right time to say something or come near me.

"Just spill it out already." I said as I wipe the tears on my face.

"The Emperor is setting your brother free." Jandi said but I'm sure I heard her wrong so I asked her to repeat what she just said in case I didn't.

"The Emperor is setting your brother free Lady Nana ..at least that's what I heard before I rushed out to let you know and maybe then you'll agree to come to the throne hall ..you know the Emperor asked of you though." Jandi said which made me look at her to know if she's pulling my legs just to cheer me up or if she's telling the truth ..and she's indeed saying the truth. I can see her eye's glittering out of happiness which made me stand up, hug her and begin saying as I smile

"Oh my goodness! My brother is not going to die!" I yell happily then grab Jandi hands and start leading her to the throne hall but immediately she stopped me and said that I should wash my face because it's covered with tears and I haven't actually had my bath this morning ..common, I was mourning my brother and now he isn't going to die!