Execution & Back to life

I wonder what did I do, I grew up being a good daughter I follow everything what they say to me .

I have never received fatherly love, but in sin that I have never committed.

how did you manage to believe others. I am your daughters dad I come to your blood I c-can't believe it I follow every word you say I

I did not ruin the reputation of our family, but dad did you love me as your child even if it was just a little dad, I will accept even if it's not true.

answer me dad.

Nonsense! you will never be my child you are curse in my blood I will never accept you, that is why you deserve what happened to you bastard.

I froze for a second I tried to accept everything what my father said . I don't know, I can't accept everything I heard from my father, I know that I will never be accepted in this family. what I could not accept was for him to say that I was a curse to my family. is he blaming me because my mother died because I was born but I didn't want to live. I don't know anymore, is this what life is but this also what happens in the previous life always like this I hear from my father . I want to say what I feel I'm to weak to fight him.

I don't know how many day they lock me in dungeon, they punish me like an animal and not human.

hehehe.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Father did I tell you what secret I have ever since I was born will I definitely you don't know HAHAHAHAHA do you think I'm crazy father my, my your grace hic.

I didn't realize for a long time that I will never received a love from my father, anyone betrayed me for so many times I give them love but I received criticize, betrayal, anything and the person I give my whole life betrayed me and cheat me they love for me are cheap I don't deserve this!

I PROMISE FOR MY NEW LIFE I WILL FEEL THEM WHAT IS FEEL OF BEING ABANDONED, BETRAYED AND NOT LOVE NEXT TIME THEY WILL FEEL TO TREAT HOW UNHUMAN THEY GAVE ME I WILL DEFINITELY DO THAT!

PAKKKKK !

did he slap me ? I gave him death stared that he will feel my range and vengeance..

WHAT SECRET YOU SAY ! ANSWER ME !

Oh my GRACE ! I did know that you will listen, I didn't expect to.

Oh I get it now AHAHAHAHA are you that curious.

OKAY I WILL TELL YOU MY GRACE, ITS OKAY I WILL DIE JUST ANY SECOND PLEASE LISTEN TO CAREFULLY AND REMEMBER WHAT I TELL YOU, YOUR GRACE

Even you kill me right now at any moment and many times I will definitely come back to life it's useless to kill me but it's okay, but any moment I killed remember I will destroy anything you build, this your own blood will kill you FATHER hehehehe REMEMBER THAT !

I said everything what I want to say, I stare him for the last time and give him a unforgivable smile ,

AHH I feel like deja Vu . people shout to kill me I don't have any regrets anymore . thank you who give me so many life. I am already a wake but I will never believe in you!.

FOR THE SIN YOU COMMITTED AGAINST THE DUKE FAMILY YOU ARE SUBJECT TO DEATH AND PEOPLE WILL NOT REMEMBER YOU FOR THE SIN YOU COMMITTED..

KILL THIS WOMAN!!

CURSE YOU !!

AHHH don't give me a laugh your right people i will not remember me because I amm unforgivable villainess..

for my last sight I see my whole family look at me like they are pity and mourning and sad, but with me I see there second face there are fucking laugh, keep your last smile I will kill you all of you.

and I see the nicest person who take care of me ever since, the only one who stand for me my nanny. don't cry nanny I promise this is the last time you see me lifeless, so cry as you much nanny this is the last time you will defend me next time I will defend and protect myself so watch my growth.

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just as I predicted I came back again and I see my nanny look at me with care and love.

Princess drink this water and when you finish wash your face.

P-princes - I hug my nanny so tight

just give me a second I just want to thank you for taking care with me ..

princess look at me you are the most precious in the whole empire and I will stay by your side until my last breath.

I look at her pure skyblue eyes and it's beautiful and I give her a warm smile

nanny.

what is it princess.

nothing thank you , I will drink now

okay princess I will prepare your dress .

I see my childish dress and so ugly I should change my taste of clothes.

nanny

yes princess

I won't wear those dresses anymore, leave me alone first i need to rest for a little bit.

understood just call me if you are ready to take your bath

mmm...

I have to make a scene so I can get their attention this room is not appropriate for me I am the princess of this dukedom so I will not allow myself to be treated like this.

I took the candle and lit it on my clothes, curtains and bed and I also locked the door so that they think I was resting and so that they would not suspect that I meant the fire.

the fire spread easily and I feel the fire coordinate with my plan so i injured my self .

H-Help M-me! H-HELP

PRINCESS OPEN THE DOOR!

NANNY H-HELP ME I CAN'T BREATH T-THE F-FIRE SPREAD I-ICANT O-PEN THE DOOR

YOUR GRACE THE PRINCESS IS TRAP..

I laughed myself good job you concurs my bite father .

H-HELP! H-HEL...

PRINCESS JUST HANG ON DON'T LOSE HOPE!!

F-FATHER, E-ELDER B-BROTHER sniff, hic T-THANK Y-YO ACK ! ACK ! Y-YOU F-FOR SAVING ME

AZALEAS what happened why the fire spread in your room

brother I don't know I take a small nap because I ACK! ack! I f-feel dizzy b-but w-when I w-wake I s-smell really bad and I o-open m ACK ! ack ! my eyes t-he fire spread already in my room I'm sorry F-father , E-elder B-rother forgive me.

I'm gonna puke with my word tsk!

Forget it ! Eliza take the princess to the fourth floor and give the princess what she wants .

yes your grace

I think my sister is injured called the doctor first and you servants clean the room already my sister need rest !!

yes Master .

father I think my sister needs to learn etiquettes so this will never happen again..

Eliza you are the nanny of my sister?

yes young master.

you will Incharge to take her etiquettes.

yes young master.

take my sister in her room ..

Tsk! sister your ass , need to learn etiquette you damn fool stupid bastard because of so many eyes you acting like you care tsk! but I'm happy this is my first achievement in myself.