Scarlet

As I drink more and more Demetrius interrupts my meal not like the man can run with almost nothing left of his blood all I needed was one more gulp of his blood and he would more then be done for. I could sense anger and hate because I didn't turn Demetrius like he want's me to and for reasons I will never say to him or any other man whos not my best friend. I wasn't in the mood to talk and I really didn't want to deal with this situation so I told him call me or don't I have to go and left I went so fast I was back at my door and no one followed me or seen where I had went so I was safe and sound at last back at home where my son and best friend are.

I walked in and Alivaric asked me what was wrong and what happened I told him everything and why I couldn't do what Demetrius wanted me to do and then some. Alivaric told me I was in the right not to do what he had asked but he also stated that I can't shut everyone out that I meet because they are not Willstone. Alivaric said I am blocking my heart and wont give anyone a shot or for myself to find love I told him that's not the case and that I have a young one to look after and to love and protect.

Alivaric said I can't love him the way a women loves a man and gave me a long talk in how I need to put myself back in the dating game and find what I need in a long life partner and go from there. I told him how much its impossible to do with one that needs to be a mom and how I cant bring anyone home because of my son being a hybrid baby. I even stated that anything I do can put my son in danger and how that would effect me if I did and Alvaric said that I was making excuses and wait till I trust the person and for me to quit making excuses that he has answers for and how I can go around it. In all honesty he was pissing me off but he was right and I did tell him that his friend Demetrius is pretty cute but I could never turn him but I did tell him I would give the dating thing a shot again. Alvaric gave me a hug and left my home. I went to Keithstones room and he was sound asleep Alvaric did a wonderful job looking after my sweet boy.

I got on my phone and decided to send a message to Demetrius and hoping he reply's to it and I really don't want to go all in if he's not wanting the same things as me. I left my phone on the couch and went to make sure all doors are locked and made sure it was nothing but the quiet so my son can sleep. I went back to the couch and was thinking of every relationship I had ever been in and how they didn't last. Shamaro didn't last he was a jackass who thought he was the gift to women and any women he was abusive so I killed him by ripping his heart out then I cut off his head. Bolivar he was ugly inside and out and well he didn't live long either because I ripped his throat out and watched him bleed out it's a bad death for a human and he put his hands on me so he deserved to die.

Jocoment never would I date a low life who would treat women like they should bow down and obey men like they are nothing but gods I killed him because he raped me and I got pay back I drugged him and tied him up and let 42 men rape him when the drugs wore off they stretched his shitter out till kingdom come before one of the men had a thing about getting off into a dead body so the guy slit his throat while still fucking him in the ass the bitch got what he deserves. I just hope Demetrius isn't anything like those men and we will be fine. I got out of my thoughts as I heard my phone ding I received a text back from Demetrius. He asked the basic stuff like when my birthday is what do I like and what don't I like and what I want out of life. Demetrius went back to the why's on why I wont turn him into a monster and I told him I want to get to know him and lets start there before anything. I called his phone and now its 5:13am Demetrius answered his phone we talked for a long time and I told him that I wanted to take things really slow.

I told Demetrius what I had been through and turns out we have the same things in common not every thing but the important things that actually mean something to me. I told him I was getting tired and the sun was already up and I really needed my sleep we said our goodnights and the I will talk to you later and we both hang up on the count of three. I got off the couch went into Keithstone's room and he was still asleep I took the baby monitor and went to my room to get some sleep inside my bed I got comfy and went to sleep. I wake up to hearing Keithstone cry I only had 5 hours of sleep its better then nothing. I gave him a bath and put on a new diaper on him and took him to the kitchen and got him food ready.