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I go to Demetrius's side and we thank his family for coming over and talking with us and having lunch. Once they are all out the door I lock it. I kiss Demetrius on his lips and after we part from the kiss he goes back to asking me to make him a vampire. I told him I thought about it in the very beginning like when we first met but I actually want to be married and be in love before I can plan and live a forever with the person I love. I told him it doesn't mean I don't love him but I also don't want to be tied down to someone who's not worth it. We haven't been together a month and living together and now he wants to rush everything. I told him no about turning him and turning someone to just do it you might as well leave the person and let the person figure it out on their own because new vampires/vampriss's are the worst to teach when they are freshly turned into a monster they don't listen and they pretty much do what they want.

I got tired of explaining all this on repeat and I told him the next time that I have to repeat everything it will be the end because I will make him silent. Its still day light out and I haven't slept and I am very tired and hungry. I shoved Demetrius into the wall and bit his neck until I have his blood just fill my mouth its nice and warm a little salty but I don't care I am wanting blood. I can feel my powers grow I am coming of age where I will have my full powers. I cant wait for that day. Until that day I can have as much fun as I want. I snap out of my thoughts and realize that I am still drinking blood and Demetrius's heart is faint I stop and prick my finger on one of my fangs to heal my bite mark on his neck.

I bit my wrist and forced my blood into Demetrius's mouth and I held my wrist on his open mouth. I could hear his heart beat get stronger and I pulled my wrist away. I gave him some room and time to process everything hoping he comes to. I started freaking out because when a human heart is faint like Demetrius's heart was and vampire blood does heal but to much of it at one time like I gave him can cause a heart attack and he could turn or he will live and still be human. I really more then hope he stays human and this is what I get for thinking and then some. I should have payed more attention then to think of everything. I should have focused on his heart beating. I am so angry with myself I had kept walking up and down the hallway. I kept getting more and more mad at myself so I had left the hallway to go up the stairs to go to my son's room. I check in on my kid still asleep and its still day time.

I can go out and it wont kill me it just kills my powers I would look like a sun burnt human or one with third degree burns depending how long I am out. Now with those who were never born a vampire but turned into one now they will catch on fire and burn in the sunlight it all depends on the diet animal blood doesn't do anything to keep us strong its why most people that were human and was turned into a vampire or a vampriss and don't want to kill or learn or learn on their own on how to do they always end up killing themselves in the sunlight. Only the strong get to live a amazing life. To share it with some one is more then on a deeper level. When it comes to blood sharing its very much like a bond but you know so much more then that and on a deeper level. You know what he or she thinks and feels your mind your life is not your own anymore the only thing that ties you together forever even if they die and pass on you still feel everything as if that person were still with you. It only happens when vampires and vampriss's share their blood with each other or their mate. That person drinks your blood at the same time you drink from them.

It doesn't happen with a human/monster relationship because they don't have the power of having deeper feelings because a human can not process it because they were not made to live forever.