Freedom?

[123 A.W] Journal Entry: Amidst the raging war, conflicts and the treacherous pain among the world, I Aiden a young lad who might be small in front of this vast world of agony facing towards me with no solace but only pain and still my love for this world wanting to save it from the wrath of war and pain never made me, my purpose in this world was like a bright burning candle of faith never realising that even a small breeze can put it off.

[125 A.W] Journal Entry: I have joined the revolutionary and contributed my all to stop the war, which was in a way made me thought that war cannot be stopped until malice and the impulse to conquer in one's heart lives, while the idea of war is inevitable, the instigator who is the reason behind the wars can be prosecuted, as such violence Is inevitable is peace cannot be restored only through calm approach and kind words as such we were thought in all types of ways in assassination and all ways to fend off enemies, the training was indeed tough and nearly enough to kill a person but in my mind the only thing that reflected in my mind was Freedom

At the training camp:

WAKE UP WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING YOU TWERKS SLACKING IN THE EARLY MORNING !!, "the scream was from none other than our trainer who will be teaching us for the next 5 years, we were currently sleeping in the morning when we heard his scream, we got up and went to the changing room when we heard some cadets whispering to each other about the instructor…..are you serious", hey you know this new trainer is known for kicking out cadets if he finds them incompetent," which kind of made me a little worried if he found me incompetent with wavering thoughts I entered the field", Good morning cadets I am Ross and I am going to teach you everything about combat in the coming 5 years, I have noticed that you are slacking off too much which is not very disciplined within this camp, from tomorrow I want you to assemble here by 5 AM is that clear, "we were all silent not even one cadet dared to open our mouths", IS THAT CLEAR!!! ," we snapped from our thoughts and answered him", SIR YES SIR!! ," this instructor is no joke, it's wise if I don't get too involved with him I thought as the instructor spoke", good now I will read out the rules and remember to break them is immediate expulsion and In the worst case ," he paused a bit which made me gulp a bit due to anxiety", Death ," the cadets were shocked and some were complaining about the penalties given here ", enough of your chit chats I will read out the rules now,

The rules to be followed:

-Cadets must not be lethargic in their training and take it seriously

-Cadets are expected to be in their best behaviour

-Stealing is strictly prohibited between cadets anyone found in this act will be kicked out of the camp

-Cadets will not only be thought combat but also etiquette and aristocracy mannerism as some assassination requires the best disguise, every single cadet should attend this class as a must

-Cadets who conspire and act as a spy will be penalized with execution at the front of the camp

-Cadets who exits the camp without permission will be kicked out of the camp

-Cadets in the camp are treated equally there is no rich or poor, male or female discrimination

That's all are the rules, as this is your first day you are done for today you can leave but don't forget to assemble tomorrow by 5 AM ," once he said that the instructor left everyone started introducing themselves to each other…..i had no interest in being friends with anyone here and my mind was only set in training as I march forward towards my dream of peace"

[126 A.W] Journal Entry: The training started nearly one year ago but still I am not used to this routine, at 5 in the morning we have to assemble on the ground run 30 laps with a bag weighing 60 pounds within an hour and from 6 to 6.45 is our breakfast time, then we train combat and defensive techniques till 4pm and we have our etiquette classes till 7 pm and have dinner from 7 to 8, since we have low rations we cannot afford lunch, as time grew my desire for freedom only increased as I trained myself to be stronger than anyone making sure no one get to me which kinda piqued the instructor interest

[130 A.W] Journal Entry: time really flew by in the camp from days to month which turned to 5 years and the day where we become soldiers came we were all ranked by our efforts where my name never came until the end which made me a lilt upset as I thought I didn't put much effort when suddenly my name was called out by our instructor I was baffled and taken aback but answered him he called out for me on stage my anxiety grew as I walked to the stage the next thing what he said shocked myself where I gave placed first in the camp, my hard work and my time were all paid me fruitfully as I let out a small tear, this is the biggest day of my life as I have become a full fledged soldier who will fight for freedom for my people

[137 A.W] Journal Entry: peace has been finally claimed and the system of dictatorship has been abolished and a new system of democratic republic has been established I am happy to hear that all my fight I have fought all my pain I have endured has finally paid off but the only thing that worries me is that I wont be living in this world to see it officially established to the public, I have been falsely charged of treason and conspiracy against the government before I knew it I was penalized to be executed in public by the time anyone had read this I would've been dead but I have not a single regret in life as I lived my life and fulfilled my dream though I have always wondered how it will be to live a normal life, have a family a wife and a kid live to get old along with them and die a peaceful death though I am happy by the path I took.

"What I saw in front of me was not a rope where I will be hanged or the people who are cheering for my execution but the endeavour I have put for all my life for the day I see freedom I smiled at the executioner and closed my eyes and accepted my faith and finally hung to my Death, My life extinguished in a blaze of glory that I was a major reason that peace is finally claimed, which made me happy for a reason even in my death"

"The moment I felt the pain stop finally made me accept that I was dead but it was not the case actually, I opened my eyes which to my surprise I was in a room which was not very familiar to me, 'hmm where am I, why can't I talk', I tried to talk but I couldn't make up a single word made me panic a bit, 'where the hell am I' , when I was trying to see every sides and corner of the room to figure out where am I, I suddenly saw my hand which shocked me the most , 'why the hell is my hand looking like a baby's hand what is going on' , when suddenly a lady entered the room she looked like a foreign lady with an aristocrat demeanour and she suddenly carried me, that is the moment I realised my body was in the size of nothing more than a baby, '...wait doesn't that make me a baby!!!' ,

the lady started playing with me, I didn't know why but the lady gave me a mother's feeling which I have never felt once in my life, right now all I can hear Is my voice echoing through my headspace but one thing I am for sure....i am reincarnated to live my life again "