Forest of answers. part three.

I took it to bed with me maybe there's something I can do, at least I took something finally to bed , hope it could escalate to be someone one day but I guess it would never happen. 

all my tryings , all were in vain ,my trying to solve the cube of course, what did get in your head any way , I meant the cube !

I tried alot , and I am dying of fatigue. 

I yawned alot , maybe I deserve a nap and later when I wake up , I will solve my puzzle , sure I will.

oh no oh no here we go again.

I am going to that dream again .

here we go again .

the same settings and the same dream, looks like I did book it for two nights in a raw , lucky me , exclusively , and now the brown crawlers are holding me tighter, tighter than ever and starting to grab me down , beneath the ocean's dark surface , I can't escape their grip , my head barely above the surface and the small breaking waves hitting my face , my body all being gripped from all my four extremities, I took my last breath, before sinking down , and I sank in it deeper and deeper , leaving a rope of my last breath bubbles, I watched it going up and escaping while I can't escape , I am resisting and struggling but it is no use anymore I am just close to it I can feel it , behind me , breathing warm breaths behind my ear , my heart is almost stopping.

"M u o n s " that was another voice than before but strangly It came from inside of me this time , it give me chills to the sole of my feet , it is a different one , manly one,  yet reaching to me.

I can see now , the brown crawlers left me, retracted and retreated in fear I can feel it , their fear .

it's a tree !! palful , ancient tree,very huge , covered by mosses and torn spider webs, I can hear the wind whistle as it passes near it , blowing their leaves , I can smell that kind of an earthy smell that's so refreshing , and I can feel it , palpitating like a living beings , and the leaves is another story to tell , growing jades with sparkling dew hanging from fawn hands ,all under the ocean with me floating , how could it be possible !!!

"find me " the same manly whisper from before  .

" find me" 

"find me"

" I am where the sun leaves , where the wind sleeps , and when the night sweeps , your destiny shall meets him" the first voice calling me a repeated echo .

"find me , your destiny "

that was the same voice the one I heard before .

I got confused. 

Suddenly all vanished. 

I woke up this time not afraid but confused , the voice wants me to find him, I guess , I don't know who would ever go, where we don't know , where exactly ???

into the unknown ??  , and guided by mere dream, may be I was feverish or ate too much , I don't know , but inside me tells me , it's the beginning of something , something big ...

  I woke up this time not afraid but confused , the voice wants me to find him or her , but it was man voice so afterall him ! , I don't know who would ever go where he don't know exactly is , and guided by a mere dream , a mere dream !!, may be I was feverish or ate too much , I don't know .. 

I went to my mom's room , but couldn't find her , beside the room was a total disaster,  I have gotten worried. 

" hi Emerald where is my mother ,I can't find her" .

Emerald trembled and looked around her while pushing on her hand tight " I , I,... I don't know " and she saw something or someone behind me and started to run away.

"Alayas is in the capital , I sent her there "

I felt so frozen out for instance , I couldn't move or breathe, and my throat went on drought brought by just the thought that it could be , could it be .... , him , the mocking in his tone , is it him !!

"Mais!!! , is it your name? ,  I haven't seen you in a long long time ..."he waited silently for my response but I couldn't even move  "aren't you gonna look at me when I am talking to you , what manners did she gave you ? That's what is expected from a lowly alohrian " he said with irony .

I am standing still yet trying to pick up the fragmented pieces of courage inside of me

" donnot say something like this about  my mother ...where , ... is my mother , where .... is my mother ? " i said it without looking at him yet was stammering so bad . 

he destroyed something in me , something wouldn't heal .

"I would have forgiven your attitude if you just didn't flater like a drunken duck "he said while coming closer to me , giving me the thunder coming look .

"look at me , " he graped me from my shoulders bluntly and roughly .

"you don't look like her , not a hint, not even like me ,I wish you were never born girl , you useless can't find anything useful to do with you ...yet " 

"when you came to life , you made things harder with Asian , and if I wasn't here upon her order , you wouldn't have saw me at all "

"STOP" I shouted while pushing him away by both of my hands .

"you want to hear me without stammering ok, so hear me out clearly , if you come near or did you try to come near my mother or came to your thought to hurt her I will come to you , and I will hurt you where you have never been hurt before, I will hurt you so bad that you won't imagine , I will revenge what you did to me and her , your negligence, your absence, and your cruelty , a king is supposed to be a fair ruler with justice to people , the justice you didn't give to your family rather you threw us and panished us here to rote ,I , I ,..I hate you , I HATE YOU FATHER " I said it , i said it , finally , but WHY I AM SO HURT .

he looked surprised, and took few steps back , and took a look at me from up to down many times , then he let a furious laugh saying "you infuriate me , Mais "

"GUARDS, take her now "

"what no stop" I resisted i even punched one in his face and the other got the best kick where it hurts the most .

I ran to him but was restrained before I could just reach him with my extended finger tips .

he got scared and were conquered back in fear .

" WHAT A MONSTER SHE MADE YOU "he yelled

" but that suits you you don't know where are you going to , you soon gonna regret it that filthy attitude of yours " 

" where is she ,stop ,"I screamed while resisting the 5 guards , restraing me by all their strength .

Not a princess would do at all right , but I was never raised to be one  .

Three of the guards went the get the carriage .

they carried me while restraing my hands , while waiting for carriage to enter , but Emerald trapped in front of us , used my dress to stand while whisper to me "run" 

" hey you "i meant my alleged father 

he came to me angry " you need to ..."

before he completes his sentence " I am Muons "

And

on her signal 

Emarld attacked the man who held my right hand once she freed it , I attacked the other one and pushed him to fall over my father .

maids came to help and I let my legs race the wind not looking back , knowing that I have got my back covered by my mom's alhorian maids , all I felt that time , all the betrayal and saddness, I turned them into miles and miles as long as I can go,  no gates or guards would stop me at this point  , my tears are flying behind me slamming guards horses following me, who is chasing me like unfortunate rare shaden in hunting season, the whole village near by saw them chasing me , villagers knew me , i used to spend lots of time there, some of them helped by stumbling them leaving only one after me , I suddenly stood and leaned down his rearing horse, jumped high , and caught him by surprise and kicked the hell out of him and took the horse and ran straight out of the village and into the dark woods .

I see none following me ,as I enter the forest, the horse became anxious and refused to go forward he almost threw me , I feared guards might catch me , so I untied his saddle quickly and let him run away , at least one of us is free now .

I entered deep inside , walking ,and walking , I noticed some branches moving , since when branches moves!!! I thought I was hallucinating but for my wonder I started following them , I heard guards screaming i became too anxious they will find me, and catch me , what to do now .

suddenly the trees started to to come closer and closer , I stood there amazed  until I was behind a wall of moving trees I hid behind it and heard guards go away , i was reassured for instance .

I felt my dress being graped from it's selvage , a small branch graping me hard , making me move forward, so it is time to move.