Chapter 4 CHAPTER

WONWOO'S POV

This is so frustrating! I need an air, I need to breathe from this chaotic world! I had never been so lonely in my life until today, until I realized I was all alone now.

"You never listened to me Jeon Wonwoo! I told you not go out alone outside or just stay inside the house! But what did you do?" my father shouted at me, his loud voice boomed inside my room. "You need to take a vacation!"

"But dad--"

"No! I don't wanna hear any of your explanations! You have to follow everything that I say. Don't come back unless I have cleared all your mess! Do you understand me?" "Yes dad."

That was my last conversation with dad before I took this vacation.

So now I'm here all alone at dad's yacht, eating, drinking, thinking and everything. Well, this was what I've been wishing for ever since I became famous, to breathe, to rest.

But why do I feel like I am still empty? Like I was lacked with something. I never wanted this fame in the first place. I only followed what dad told me and my mother's last wish before she died. My dad is the CEO of Diamond Entertainment and also my manager. When I was 18, he hired someone to train me to become a good actor. I was hesitant at first because I know I wasn't good in acting and I was not happy with what I'm doing, I felt I was like a robot following everything that he says.

My wish is to become a good singer but mom told me to just follow dad. And so I did. After getting many projects, I instantly became famous to the extent that wherever I go, my fans always followed me.

I was good at first because I was all alone and I could escape at them anytime. I could go wherever I want, to the mall. to my friend's house, to my fling's house.

But then dad decided to give me a bodyguard and that's when I thought I had lost my freedom.

One time, I wore a disguised clothes, put on a wig and sunglasses to escape from my bodyguards and for my fans not to see me. I went to the mall to meet my friends but my fans were smart enough to recognize me.

I ran so fast when they were approaching me and when I was about to cross the street, I avoided the car that was passing by but unfortunately, one of my fans was accidentally hit by that car.

That's when my bodyguards came. I told them to bring her to the hospital and they all followed what was told to them.

Dad learned about all of this and was very very mad at me. He told me to take a vacation and he will settle everything. "I miss you mom, I wish you were here with me." I cried as I remember her.

My dad never loved her because their marriage were just arranged by my grandparents and I hated him more for not loving mom.

She did everything for him to love her back but he never saw my mom's effort until she got sick but still, she never got tired loving him until her last breath, until then day shift died, she was still thinking about dad.

I punched the railings of the yacht imagining it was my dad. Mom loved him so much but he never cared.

"Wonwoo my son, I want you to follow everything that your dad will tell you okay?" I remember mom telling me while she laid on the hospital bed, different tubes were attached on her body. "He knew what's best for you."

"But mom, I don't want to. I want to live a normal life just like others. I really don't want this fame mom." I disagreed, my hand holding hers tightly. I don't want her to go, I don't want her to leave me.

"Please son.. promise me, I know it's the best for you. You will understand everything when the right time comes. Your dad loves you so much and I love you too my baby. I am going now. Please be a good boy okay?" she said while holding her chest breathing hardly.

"I love you mom... Please don't leave me. Mom... Mommmmmmy! Mommmmmy!" I cried watching her die. Tears streamed down my face as I hug her pale and lifeless body.

I downed the remaining liquid in the bottle of my beer and threw it in the water. My heart clenched remembering mom.

I was about to go back inside the yacht when suddenly the bottle that I've thrown hit back my head.

"What the hell!" Where did it came from? Who threw it back to me? I tried to find someone in the water but it's too dark that I can't see anything except for the waves of the water.

"Hello? Is someone out there?" chills creep up my spine and I had goosebumps.

I don't believe in ghosts but... I turned my heels and ran fast going back inside the cabin.

Aaaahhhhh.....!!