Volume 1

- Xiao Ning? I whispered softly, reading my mother's letter. She didn't send me an answer for a long time, I waited almost a week for an answer, but it was worth it. In general, I didn't really imagine Narcissa's reaction to her last letter. Still, asking for help from my mother in such a delicate matter... was quite scary.

Yes, it was to my mother that I turned with my problem… And it was very embarrassing. Even writing to my own mother about something like this was hard, but in person I might not even dare to have such a conversation. But it was worth it. Even if Narcissa couldn't help me with this problem, there would be much more trust between us. The mere fact that I am addressing my problems, so also of such a personal nature, to her, and not to my father, should have made the woman happy for almost the next month.

Well, to get an answer, moreover, very specific and unambiguous… Well, how else can you interpret her words "you can use Xiao Ning"? Apparently, my mom took a very thorough approach to solving my problem. She had already done a lot for my re-education about teenage problems, but this… Here's who else can boast that his mom found a girl for him or a guy? Moreover, not a future spouse, but a partner for sex? I think few, mainly because there is nothing to brag about here, and the situation is really rare...

I'm not going to brag either, but I'll take full advantage of Narcissa's gift. Still, he asked her about it. And the exotic appearance of a miniature Chinese woman suited me quite well. And the fact that I could use this Xiao Ning literally in any way... was exciting. I even wondered how Narcissa was able to negotiate with the girl's parents. I was sure that she was actually sold… Still, there are not the most prosperous students at the faculty of ravens.

The main thing is not to get carried away too much with your love affairs. Still, I have plenty of other things to do. There are trainings, and the gradual accumulation of reputation at the faculty, I'm not going beyond it yet. And Ginny was getting too carried away with my diary. Through which I often communicate with her, even without being distracted from other things. And don't forget about Potter. Let the kid not shine much this year, having come into the field of view of our new "teacher" in Zoti. But here I am…

Something pulls me to this puny guy. There is something akin and very attractive about him… It was at this point that I began to fear for my own orientation, you can sort out these curses, but I quickly threw away unnecessary thoughts. Guys don't excite me from the word at all. Rather, there is something about Potter that attracts me. And for a quiet life, as well as restoring mental balance, I was going to find out what was wrong with this kid.

However, I didn't want to act out of hand. The guy's attention is too much for the throne. And I'm not talking about his fan club that Ginny started collecting. Potter is being watched by all the teachers one way or another. Yes, you won't notice it right away, but I can see this at once. Tom's experience was very revealing and telling. Albus watched him in the same way at the time.

In general, yes, you need to be careful with Potter. Well, at least I have a lot of information about him. A little stalker from the Weasley family regularly informs me about all the more or less important events in the life of the hero, this alone pays for all my efforts related to the diary. A fan, what can I say. I don't even want to ruin her beautiful and bright image that she built around the real Potter. It just won't make sense… Potter has a fun life right now.

But I have nothing to do with it! The kid himself copes well with the search for trouble and adventure. That's what he should have done not to hurt Locance with his accusations? That's it, and now suffer, shaming yourself in these stupid shows that the writer arranges in his lessons. At least I managed to avoid his close attention by playing the role of his devoted reader, but not a fan.…

In general, I am amazed at the incompetence of our new teacher. Such a worthless wizard still needs to be looked for. He couldn't even handle a pixie! What can we say about the reverse and vampires, about which he constantly writes. Although, I must admit, he writes well, atmospherically and in detail. If you work hard, you can even repeat the spells used in the book. Descriptions and guidelines for use would be enough.

However, I didn't do much about it, entrusting this case to Pansy and Daphne. They liked the idea anyway, but the fact that I directed their enthusiasm in the direction I needed, they didn't even notice. Yes, Daphne understood something from my words and actions, but she didn't do anything. Apparently, she herself realized that I'm not going to get rid of Pansy's company, which means that it's better to put up with her. Smart girl.

I was doing... myself. I didn't have any special problems at school, but I had a lot of free time. A quick-writing pen perfectly helped in writing essays and homework, and Tom's excellent memory and experience allowed him to be among the best students without thinking about classes at all. Still, the reputation of an excellent student is worth something, proved by Tom. However, I had my own trainings and classes. And I didn't like to spread my attention on too many cases in order to also prepare ideal essays.

So far, I've had enough wandless magic, metamorphism, as well as constant meditation. I haven't even gone to the rescue room yet. I just didn't have the time and energy for it... before. Having received a gift from my mother, I decided not to delay using it too much. I had almost no strength left to endure endless excitement, and meditations took up too much of my time. I wanted sex... perhaps with elements of torture.

But I firmly decided to approach the Ravenclaw only on the weekend. So the sensations promised to be especially acute… In general, I came out to the girl almost half an hour after receiving the letter. And he did it very correctly. Apparently, she received a landmark letter at the same breakfast and has not had time to calm down yet. The way the girl looked at me with fear, misunderstanding and despair... MMM! I could hardly control myself.

Apparently, the sixth-year student did not expect such a setup from her parents at all. And then there's me, so handsome, clearly letting her know about my intentions, even if not too clearly, but only by half-hints and eloquent glances. The girl was clearly not herself. And it was wonderful. The Chinese woman's too bright and contradictory emotions have become an excellent guide to her head.

And even though she was familiar with the basics of occlumency, it didn't help her much. My influence is not noticed by a beginner, and I did not make any hard installations. Rather, he pushed her to the right thoughts that would help her keep herself from doing stupid things. I was listening, some muggle-blood was chasing after her… I wouldn't want to share my toys with all sorts of stinkers. Especially when this toy is so desirable.

And I really wanted to "play". And this desire was really strong and obsessive. Apparently, the effect of the curse began to intensify also by my sadistic side. Oh, yes, my inner sadist almost sang with delight when I caught the girl's increasingly thawed and hunted gaze on me. Oh, how I want to show my real self at such moments by starting the training of my toy at the same moment.

I can't wait to apply all my experience as a "trainer". Torture spells and their effect pop up in my mind every now and then, and from the thought to apply these spells on a girl who is already humiliated by you to the very chapel…

So you need to calm down. Even if I accept my inner sadist, but it's not worth showing it to others. My reputation should not be smeared with rumors about my addictions. Yes, you still need to control yourself. I'm not completely crazy, to give myself up to my own desires without a trace. You need to be able to control yourself, and I will already give myself up to pleasure and sadism in a private setting.

Moreover, I don't feel like torturing guys at all. Here, as well as with sex, I can get high from the torture and suppression of my partner only when he excites me by himself. I don't know why Voldemort was throwing cruciates at everyone…