Chapter 4: Lecherous

I was strangely aroused after my encounter

with Zadkiel and having this salacious demon

inside me only made it worsen.

He gave me bittersweet daydreams

and I couldn't help but lay on Sangui's large plush bed.

I wasn't sure why i still referred to certain

things as Sangui's; he was gone after all.

Everything that was his, was now mine.

I remembered what he used to teach me,

all of the ways of seduction,

it all felt so wonderful and made

my human flesh crave him, but he never gave in.

This human body of mine has never embraced

the feeling of a man inside me, and oh how I craved such a feeling.

To feel connected, to feel

fire ignite between two beings physical bodies.

Even more so with this demon fueling my lust.

I couldn't help but rub my hands over myself and

slide my fingers in places that felt exhilarating.

So heated, so full of moisture as I gave into my desires…

as a small moan escaped my lips, I was halted in my act

as a face suddenly flashed inside of my mind;

a dark shadow with large twisting horns

and a wicked grin with short teeth as sharp as a sharks.

This being spoke to me with a rough deepened sinister voice,

"Ah- finally my sweet little succubus,

you have given into me and now we may finally speak."

I was taken off-guard as this voice rung inside my own head,

"You have been aching to know me my beloved."

I could almost feel him touching me and

whispering beside my ear as if he were a real being,

"I want to feel every inch of your flawless body,

internally, externally, and all of your physical sensations;

put me inside the hunter so that both of us may acquire

our desires and indulge on your gorgeous, succulent flesh."

"But I don't want you." My response came out blunt and cold.

He wasn't the slightest bothered as he gave a deep

amused chuckle at my effort to deter him,

"Oh my dear, but you do, and I know

you want him as well, I can get him to desire you.

You cannot hide your true feelings from me my dear."

I could almost feel his long-forked tongue flicking over

my skin as he gave me a seducing growl,

"I can make you feel in ways no other being can."

He was so tempting, so convincing,

"And how do I rid of you?"

This was my chance to get any hint of breaking him down.

"My beloved, you will never truly be rid of me,

for I have had my eyes on you for eons.

I awaited your birth as soon as you were conceived.

Who do you think led Sangui to you?

Simply transfer me to someone else…

and you can do this by allowing your soul, mind, and body

to become open to another, but their soul, mind, and body

must also be accepting completely to you, so that I may enter."

I would never truly be able to love another or allow

another to love me the same while this demon was inside me;

he made the act of love a true danger.

A conniving grin stretched across his blackened face,

"How do you think I was able to manifest before you in the first place from Sangui?"

A painful stab went across my heart as it had dawned

on me how much Sangui had truly loved me;

I gritted my teeth as tears swelled inside of me;

how could he keep such feelings away from me.

Yet I had no idea that demons could be transferred to others;

this encounter, as dangerous as it may have been,

enlightened so much new information.

How is a fallen angel birthed exactly?

Conceived?

I have parents?

The demons shadow projected over top of me

suddenly and his shaded hands held my face,

"Hush your mind now little dove, you have no need to be saddened for I am,

a part of Sangui and I shall never leave you my beloved rose petal."

I looked straight into his crimson red eyes that

glowed like flames from his shaded face,

"Why me? Why not just stay inside me?"

He slid his tongue across his top lip slowly and

then bit his sharp teeth down on his bottom lip as

he smoothed one of his sharp nails across my closed lips,

"Because you are my weakness, my greatest desire,

a fallen angel built to perfection, and yet you are my greatest enemy, my downfall.

Every second I spend inside of you I become weaker,

although it may still take years, you are indeed breaking me down.

I see the way you look at this hunter already, like you used to Sangui

but he would not give in, he wouldn't give me to you,

but with me inside of the hunter both of us can enjoy you

and he can live as long as you can with me inside him, never to die.

We will love for eternity and wreak havoc."

I was terrified at having this demon choose me;

I had no idea that demons could even feel love,

or maybe this was just pure lust and desire,

but if my body was already breaking him down than

maybe I had a chance to rid him forever, I tried my complete

and utter best to hide these thoughts from him and

tried to go along with whatever he wished, because the truth was,

I did feel something for this demon as well; or was it just the part of him that still held onto Sangui?

I had so much pent up sexual desires over time that I

didn't know how to handle what was going on with my human body.