Chapter 5

#Chapter 5

---Party

Days are passing by, I have a friend now, I have someone to sit with and go to and from school with. I didn't need any pills lately, I was okay, I was surviving. Maybe having Riley in my life isn't a bad thing at all, I'm still not sure if I like him like him or not. Do I count as gay if I think about a guy that way?

I'm always careful around my grandpa, I haven't had any accident with him lately. Maybe I'll be able to survive this year and then leave, maybe I'll go somewhere with Riley.

We're sitting on Riley bed, just hanging around when Riley ask out of nowhere.

/"You ever been to a party/" ~Riley

/"Uhhhh...no why/" ~Nick

/"Really Nicky never/" ~Riley

/"Uh uh/" I say and shake my head