Chapter 4

#Chapter 4

---Nightmares

For the rest of the week I avoided Riley, I wouldn't even go to the cafeteria for lunch, I'll eat in an empty class or the library. He tried calling but I wouldn't answer, what am I supposed to say, I like you but I don't? I like guys but I'm not gay? I wish you were the guy from my dreams.

All those suggestion made me look like a creep so I avoided him all together. I've been extra careful with my grandpa too, I can't endure another beating. I had to take another pill, I couldn't stand the pain so now only one left. I'm keeping it for the time in need, I'm out of money too, since school started I don't do much work anymore.

I get nightmares sometimes, anyone who lives my life would too. But lately they're getting worst, I'll dream about the mystery guy in the forest but only this time he have horns and a tail, sometimes he's standing in a circle of fire. But he's always mad at me, like I did something to disappoint him.