CHAPTER 86

　　"When I accepted the position of beta it was with all of this in mind. It didn't bother me at the time because my loyalty was too the pack and there was nothing I wouldn't do to protect it. I've had almost everything taken from me but the thing that kept me going was the thought of you. The one person who would see me and only me. The one person who wouldn't see just a beta. Then I met you and I saw how much you wanted Luca, how much you wanted to be a Luna. It pained me because I knew that if you stayed with me you would never be a Luna. It's why I treated you the way I did. I never thought you would stay. I always pictured you leaving me for some alpha whether it was Luca or someone else. I found out about what happened between the two of you not long before you came to me. It all made sense and all I could think about was what you're life would have been like without me." I felt tears start to form in my eyes and I heart clenched. I could't imagine my life without him.