Lunch!

Before I could open my door, it creaks open, I jolt up fast gasping holding my hand on my heart," It's me" James chuckles slowly walking toward my bed.

" Why are you here?" I ask, falling back to my bed, He lays back down beside me.

Please don't mention what happened earlier...My subconscious pleads.

" Why are you?" I ask again.

" I can't sleep that's why I'm here" he quietly laughs.

" I want to talk to you that's the other reason I came here" he finishes.

I sigh...

Silence feels up the room in milliseconds until he breaks the silence.

" What's the reason for having those nightmares?" he asks turning on his side to face me.

" It's nothing really" I lie.

He doesn't say anything and a maddening silence fills up the room once again.

I clear my throat breaking the silence between us.

" I don't know if it's related to my childhood or not" I sigh closing my eyes.

He waits till I continue speaking" I don't even remember my childhood " I finally let the burden out.

He takes a deep breath.

" If it's something you keep dreaming about then I guess you are connected to it" he explains.

Trying to avoid the conversation, I change the topic to" Why aren't you with your girlfriend?" I question.

He chuckles " Because she's not my girlfriend," he says.

" Fuck boy" I scoff.

"Pig" I scoff..." so why aren't you with a girl?" I question turn

It is on my side to face him.

He speaks" I got stuck with your ugly ass" I can see a smile forming through the city lights coming across the window.

" Fuck you" I narrow my eyes.

" I can fuck, your brains out

if you want me to" he sexily smiles

es.

"You are a bitch nigga" I joke back with a giggle, we stare at each other for a few minutes before he speaks again.

" I too have nightmares" he speaks.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" I question.

"Not now " he sighs.

I can tell it's something important related to him.

" I'm always here if you wanna talk about it, " I say.

I continue" Are you okay?"

" Yeah, I am now" he smiles.

Enunciating to him has taken my mind off everything that's bothering me, I'm much happier that he didn't talk about kate, I don't know why I feel so confident and comfortable around him, It feels right when I talk to him, it also feels right joking and laughing with him, it feels like he's someone I've known him years.

" I'm glad I had to talk to you," he says pulling himself up off the bed.

" C-can you stay here with me, just for tonight " I pout giving him sad eyes.

" I was going to lock the door but seems like you need me," he says.

" Uhm, sure " he sighs and lays down beside me again.

" Thank you " I turn my back on him.

He says something but I don't put it in mind, my body is on the verge of sleeping and I'm much more at ease.

"Good night" he whispers when I drift off.

*************

I slowly open my eyes, I sit up as I rub my eyes and yawn. I look to my right side to see a sleeping Jason, I thought he wouldn't leave once I fell asleep, but wait I did anyways.

He looks so peaceful in his sleep.

He's laying on his stomach with his arms under the pillow, his biceps flexed showing off his face, I can only see part of his eyelid through his hair, he has a little stubble beard and mustache, which makes him extremely hot.

He groans and moves to his side wrapping one arm around my thick thigh still fast asleep. I'm in awe, what the fuck! why am I gawking over him, his just my roommate.

How should I move without wakening him, I pick his arm slowly moving it back over him, I stand up and walk silently to the door, I open the door and pad to the kitchen.

I open the fridge trying to find something to eat.

" Good morning ugly " Jason walks in rubbing his eyes with a sexy husky voice.

" Go fuck yourself" I shout.

" Woah, please I just woke up" he sits down on the kitchen table raising his hands in the air in defense. with his messy hair off his forehead.

I storm out of the kitchen, he looks at me confused. I stomp to the living room and sit on the couch.

"Why did you say that?" he asks.

" What did I say?" I chuckle acting a little confused.

" You idiot" he chuckles as he sits beside me placing my cup of coffee on the table.

" Did you sprinkle poison powder in it?" I ask pointing at the cup.

" Shut up and drink it," he says siping into his cup.

I sip my coffee and place it down on the empty mug on the table.

" You have 24 hours left to live" he shrugs.

" Whatever, if I go down I'm going down with you" I roll my eyes.

He chuckles narrowing his eyes.

" Get ready I'm taking you out for lunch," he says standing up and walking toward his room with a serious face.

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When we get in I sit at the restaurant table scoffing down my Chinese food." Hmm," I moan, loving the taste of food so much. Jason just disappeared to the bathroom as soon as we walked in through the door, I'm pretty sure his fucking some whore in there, it's been a long since he left. but before we got here he's been acting strange the whole ride from home.

After I eat my food, I take my phone off check the time and groan as I saw what time it was.

Jason comes out striding in with his dark damp hair fixing his t-shirt.

"Let's go," he says.

B-but...

He pulls me up from my sit dragging me out with him and he quickly reaches out to his left pocket pulling out his car keys.

"Get inside" he yells.

" Were you involved in a feud?" I ask with my heart pounding.

He looks me dead in the eye.

I quickly get in his car without questioning him any more. I sit silently in his car and look over at him. He takes off his shirt and he has a skull rose tattoo on the right side of his chest with a few initial tattoos going down his right arm. It feels like the first time I saw his bare chest for the first time.

I swallow hard, He's so hot.....

"Why are you staring?" he asks as he starts putting on a black clean shirt. He starts the car, oh great greek gods was I staring at him this whole fucken time, what is wrong with me? I just want to run my hands through his damp hair and down his broad chest.

Fuck, I still haven't said anything yet, what should I say?