Daily life

I felt so tired after my training and when I woke up, it was already morning 

I got myself up forcefully and did my daily routine, run, bath, clean, bath, and make breakfast, all before half 6. 

It was a routine that I was used to really since my mother taught me to be independent.

After a long morning of being alone at home as my dearest parents weren't at home, I decided to at least go dress shopping because nobody was going to do that with me anyways 

"Hello ma'am" the worker greeted and I just smiled at her and nodded 

I watched as other girls got inside the dress boutique and unlike me, they actually had people with them and they looked so happy 

"Can I try some dresses on please" I said and the lady nodded leading me to a private room filled with different types of dresses, I always loved the special treatment I always got because I was rich, not only because of my father but because of my mother and myself? 

I tried on so many dresses that I even lost count of and they were honestly beautiful and breathtaking, by the end of 4 hours I had finally chosen a dress and it was the perfect colour for my wedding to a Mafia lord. Blood red that might make him think that I'm provoking him and he might say no to the wedding, leaving my parents with no other way to pay off the debt and I'll run and they won't catch me because he would already place a bullet through their skulls 
That would be how their lives end though I would really love to end their lives myself, I've never wanted anybody dead as much as I wanted they dead honestly 

It sometimes scares me how much I crave their blood on my hands especially that of my so-called father and one way or another he will die, it might not be a death as painful as he deserves, but he will die, I would personally make sure of that myself
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